On Hold, please wait!

everything's on hold.

1) Need to finish up my newsletter design
2) Do up mindmap and finish up work for Ms Renee
3) Waiting for all sorts of payment from church
4) New year resolution
5) Packing and renovation of room
6) Buy New Year prezzies (cause din get any for Christmas)
7) Go for stupid YOGA classes which this Darren guy apparantly keeps disturbing me to go for VIP guest passes shit, Dale, go with me can? its some lame stuff la but yea...
8) Shop for new camera
9) Go shopping with Cuzzie, sorry ar busy busy

i'm like 1 less to 10, but i guess something just slipped outta my mind..

OH WAIT...
10) Go shopping for all pink/princess theme for Jams partyyyy!
11) Missed YF camp shall attend YAF camp (hopefully)
12) Get my money back frm YF camp
13) Go find Gwen, return her her books and get mine back
14) Dale holding on to one of my books
15) Reuben tan has held on to my book for years which i just remembered
16) Buy "for one more day" by mitch albom, "the curious of the dog in the night time" by Mark Haddon and "Damaged" by Cathy Glass
17) Buy assessment book for my Cambodian tuition kid and contact him when i should start lesson
18) Return DAD, SIS and MUM the burrowed money (Genting has sucked me up real dry!)
19) waiting for Denise on whether we gonna have a Chalet since KL trip cancelled

HA AND I'M ALMOST BREATHLESS!
at least life's back to normal, ignore previous emo post!

close of the chapter...

Hopefully this is my last post for this year, nxt on will be quite busy won't have much updates,
Anyway as hopeful as i am, i always check back for comments but nobody does and i just read my post over and over again, find it pointless...

Ironically as it sounds,
I'm gonna be pessimistic frm here on
though i'm usually obtimistic bout most things.

I'm bursting literally,
physically (many ppl said i've put on weight, i agree so)
and emotionally (let me rant for once, its not that i can't take it but recently i'm homebound so have no output for me [yes thank God right])

whats the point of always being obtimistic bout things?
I'm freaking tired now, tired of always seeing the good points,
you try and try and make it work and get it to work,
it does work at the end but it was a long and tiring journey.

Doesn't happen once, its gonna happen your whole life.
You cheer your people on together with you,
you have miscommunications,
you have friendship problems,
you have time management problems,
you have problems with grades,
you have a problem being a christian,
suddenly it all comes crashing down,
What and Why am i doing this for?
where's that focus and where's that source of energy??
Where has God gone too? (i think i use to sustain in Him but now i've lost him and also after Genting trip late nights and all has screwed up this bloody body clock of mine, can't wake up at 7am to get ready for church)

What am i to do now?
Will God bless this show even if He knows i haven't been communicating with Him?
(its like will your father forgive you even if he knows that you're just rebelling him for such a long time)

Its been really trying for me,
i don't know why but especially now!
when i hope that all of these will come to an end.

But a life is never a life without problems...
ar i'm just tired, lonely and stressed...
I'll probably delete this post after a while...
So not me...

Somehow it reminds me of Jamie's
"the more you slp, the more you get headaches, but the more headaches you get, you slp some more but then again you get even more headaches!"

but i believe after a while and naturally, it will all go away.

I need God right now...

i've finally gotten the time to upload pics - have yet to upload nicer photos in other ppl's camera, till then enjoy these...

the night that was all a blur (new friends)

went to support beng at a theatrical play, where i made a fool out of myself by falling off a step..
(yes go ahead and laugh)

condensation on the lens - i kinda like the effect and look at the pretty christmas decorated yacht behind! Pardon the messy hair and sleepy look...

Starting afresh...

Ah, its the year end now,
life's starting all afresh!

Went to 2 "Prestigious" places
pres·ti·gious (prě-stē'jəs, -stĭj'əs) adj. Having prestige; esteemed.

Well some may view it as that some wouldn't,
to me is just eye-opening but i don't feel hyped bout it.
ok well mayb a lil' since its my virgin trips :)

ok enough suspense,
went to 1 degree 15 club (not for yachting, but for work sadly)
had my own lil adventure which really shocked me.
(i won't be surprised if somebody told me this "LOOK i've my own private yacht in my FRONT PORCH! OH not forgetting my husband's bumblebee yellow LAMBOGINI at the side in my garage! Where do i stay? Oh in SENTOSA COVE!)

and of course i made a new friend and i met Vane...
(thanks to her, things weren't that much foreign)

Ok i'm sorry dearlings..
i know lots of you wanted to bring me in to a club and booked me and all...
sorry no longer a virgin clubber.
Ok feelings bout it?
Its just much more rowdy that a pub, no space, packed like crazy, lots of booze and dancing.
Something that i learned,
standing still is much more dizzy than moving, with all the flashes of lights and blasting music.
I can't say i liked it,
neither can i say i hate it,
its just a place to go to have fun with your friends i guess.

and here, i met up with an old new friend and many other new friends(no not those clubbers but friend's friends) :)

i feel liberated from old dark times where i keep thinking friends are all attached and gone,
i've learnt to love the time with myself and treasure times going out and making new friends.

with so much going on right now,
including christmas drama and more work on the way,
i take it as God's way of teaching me more of time management and the importance of Him in my life, right now i'm still learning it step by step holding His hands which are guiding me.

finally...

Pre-school i was working at

the sweetest yet

It's just those honest emotions that keep me going! A birthday celebration and also that was my last day there...

Genting - where i learnt the most valuable lessons & where i bonded the most
this is as bad as it can get, eye mask to the rescue!

As HAPPY as we were glad to be relieve of workload...

As SAD as we were, to leave each other's company...

Benno fashion walk - Attica
Our time out after missing each other for a week :)
Oh btw, we exchanged necklaces...
staring at it more, how different can 2 sisters look?

back...

actually i'm still down right sick..
also i'm experiencing bad post-production blues...

What i expected really came true,
many sleepless nights (even if we slept its a mere 3 hours or so)
well downsides are a plenty,
the upsides were even more :)

(well not really true but i prefer to remember my happy times)
Note To those going to genting:
1) its really cold, bring lots of warmers
2) food is like EXPENSIVE
3) lip balms and moisturisers are a MUST
4) BRING LOTS OF TISSUES!

* genting freaking doesn't sell any tissues at all,
if you really are about dying not having one, you've gotta get kotex pads la, trust me!
and plain bottled water is almost 4 RM!!!

i've also got to know my budak budak NAFA mates a whole lot more...
and no matter what happens, i LOVE them a great deal really.

ok nobody ever wants to read these days,
so photos?
lets go...

(I'm PISSED, I CAN'T UPLOAD NOTHING!)

tat too busy...

minimal updates,
a person gets busier as he/she gets older...
I totally understand this but why has it got to be so?

I mean i was busy before,
but now i don't even have enough rest,
24 hours really ain't enough,
i met 4 people in one day,
at 1 meeting, its a class of 25 odd kids...

And boy did i realise 3 hours of infants was so much more relaxing then,
25+ K2s...
I'm now having fever plus bad sore throat, feels like my tonsils are swollen again!

But i've to say,
only compliments from this kids did i feel that its like frm deep down!
Ray: "Miss Diane, you're very nice"
(It's just a simple sentence, but it really means alot, nowadays very nice is always taken advantage and therefore the monster in me have to be unleashed WAHAHHA)

It was then that also
Luke talked to me and Ray (his best friend realised): "Luke is usually very quiet in class"
And i'm gleaming from ear to ear cause he shared some conversations with me which is rare!

Girls girls, Jean and Glanda loves hugging my legs. Jessica and a few others wiped their love perspiration ON MY $400 JEANS!
But some how they are such lovely kids,
it didn't even bring a frown on my face
(OK i lied, it did but for 10 secs and it disappeared into a smile because i've to say i love them all)
Keisha who will grow up to be a fine young lady
Yi Kun, future Hwa Chong graduate hahaha!
Hannah, Chinese Han yu pin ying is like 100% correct

Anways here to update you i'll be outta town in yes very lucky me Genting
(Haven't been there since i was 3, don't remember a thing)
there to do work, internship from NAFA
Received my itinery, not at all free and easy,
basically i'm gonna have to continue waking up early,
as sick as i am now,
prayer request,
heal me before i'm off there cause its heavy duty, manual work plus PR-ing again!
and lets not even add the shits that an arts company meets an events company problems that we're gonna face...
God grant me sufficient rest and strength!

No time to really do up nice photos so here is like pictorial updates :)

Loves

Dinner at some Hong Kong Cafe, playing camera and teaching Iwan
but i like this shot though

ha keep it in this blog, i "burrowed" this home to play :p, you know it really beats playing a PSP seriously. I urge all who are logic game lover fans to get this, rush hour!
(I was really in a fix of a heavy traffic jam, aim is to move red car outta jam)

Beautiful pictures...

Sudden craving of beautiful pictures,
I WANT THEM NOW!

Define beautiful:
artistic pictures
true to its very nature
story behind its lenses

shall slp it off :(

when am i gonna save enough for that DSLR???
when am i gonna start using that lomo???
when can somebody accompany to go shoot one day???
when do people(I) have time???
when am i gonna get to bed???

updates on reunion dinner in HKSS

It's disapproved by new principal,
some of my not very nice works...
just wanna keep them for keepsakes :)
spent like a whole night doing em, but not used, whether dinner went on or not :(

anyway was just thinking watching a movie alone is sorta fun...
haha i replied si-dan and shandy late so got a seat quite far away,
I've got to admit, watching stardust shocked me twice big time!
Hands flew in mid-air,
its actually quite hilarious the way i can't keep the shock out of sight.
Way embarrassing!
But yea, its really funny...

I'd try a horror movie alone anytime! ALONE :p

Flashes of light...

just watched news,

do you think ministers wear specs because of all those camera flashes??
I mean even frm my sitting room,
i'm like blinded by the flashes and can't wait for the newscaster to get back on screen,
super irritating!

just baked any batch of chocolate joys!!
anyone is welcomed to drop by and have some..

.
.
.
* Seeing that you're one of my "friend" maybe i'll try to ignore

SIsterhood 2007

The much anticipated photo :)

Congratulations to them both for a sealed committment to each other...

(aww....)

Our annual Photo taking session :)
(growing through fat and thin together)

Nobody can stop me from singing praises!

So yep,
I feel totally blessed to have my Cell!
the times when coloured hair dried my sculp...

and so recently i just found out a new receipe better than honey joys,
expect it this Christmas dearies :)
And God has placed many supportive friends and family that has
brought me through alot! Thank you.
(Well than again, i've unsupportive friends too la)

I pray that Lord, you did continue to keep me strong

anyway had a great week, after dates with chelle,
outing with si-dan and Shandy, the asses.
HA wait, its the S(es)
and yesterday it was off to HKSS
everything was being packed and shifted to Commonwealth.

want to edit the photos properly before posting but this
was where i once spent most of my memorable times at.
Reminisce...
just a thought: June if you're reading this, are you still crazy over those not 7 not 8 people?

Stardust

I should realise that youtube is a much better search engine than anyother search engines already la!!!






and whoever you tagger ar, don't be so childish can...

When it's all been said and done

Thank you Reu for the LONG chat…
God answers to my prayers like:
1) CRAVING FOR MURUKU
(I bought one yesterday that tasted like bad paint and was devastated)
2) How I need to draw close to God once again (I’ve really laid aside everything for Him)

The chat has unfolded a lot of things to me:
- I’ve never learnt to adapt to changes but I’ve learnt to adapt in new environments.
- My learning point which I’ve difficulty in is moving on, when changes occur…
- Another thing I’ve learnt, in all means, PRAY, that’s it as simple as it looks, is as simple as it gets…

To all that special someone which God sent in my life, (almost meaning all of you) you’ve encouraged me that a walk with God is simple when I know He is all I live for Amen!

Makes me just wanna thank you, all of you :)

Meeting up with Michelle, as usual, loves her to bits and pieces. No more words can describe the few close friends that knows you through and through…and no I haven’t forgotten my June, I need to dig her out of her hole one day, where ever that hole she is hiding in!!! JUNE AR!!! Where you?

...

Oh right...
I'm left with 2 more year end assesment
School's ending...

Whats next?

room revamp part II

HAHA, i just realised how crazy my ideas were for revamping the room!
just revealed to daddy bout our idea and 3 of us were laughing like mad.
Dad being the practical and sane 1 of the 3 of us,
said you girls are crazy!!

Oh and in the midst of stress and all,
the usual lazy me,
usually went down,
grabbed some baking stuff and did
Dark Crunches,
THEY TASTE OH SO DELICIOUS,
better than my honey joys.

(Photo uploaded soon)

NOW MS DAIYAN SHALL GO HIT BOOKS SERIOUSLY

when i was just bout to hit the books...

i am sitting in front of com in dinning room at 4am
am FEELING SPOOKED OUT!

first my printer ink which i've left on top of the com for almost 2 weeks now,
just toppled over,
scaring me i almost jumped.

then i was saving all the marketing files as that happened,
i clicked on the nxt PDF file,
weirdly i tried to save it but it ask me to rename it,
curious i looked down its says Mark02, when i pressed Mark06!
then i closed and repress Mark06,
the whole internet Explorer disappeared!

then i reopend IE and then went to Hotmail,
signed in, went to that e-mail again and guess what happened?
Network status failed!
Freaky how something is disallowing me to study.

Spooked as i am,
after typing this
shall hit my snuggly sack..
Nights world

is it right?

will it summarise and answer:
- how i'm unable to explain myself?
- how i'm unable to express myself?
- how i'm always misunderstood?
- will it help me understand me another level?
(chelle, this is my personal reason)

it may be an embarrassment to have to say this but yea,
and quoted from partner:
"Indeed, what you see of me is what I want you to see of me."
it just sums it all up,
don't all of us do that ever so often/all our lives?



only photos perk me up these days,
Chicago Olympics 2016 (taken from photo a day)

QT & prayer,
Lord teach me whats your priorities
then teach me to make Your priorities my priorties Lord.

TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS,
just before so, i found this!


"WASHINGTON - Could your best friend make you fat?
Researchers who have studied "networks" of obesity think so: they found that if someone's friend becomes obese, that person's chances of becoming obese increase by more than half.
The findings struck a chord with Dr. Amy Wachholtz of the Duke University Diet and Fitness Center in North Carolina.
"I do see this quite a bit clinically - that an individual will come in and say, ‘I have been best friends with this person since college and we just slowly gained weight together,"' Wachholtz, who was not involved in the research, said in a telephone interview."

Nurul! BOO!!!

If i hadn't re-read what i just wrote so many typos! just proved how tired i was! (edited in bold) shakes head....

haha its hilarious how she got a shock,
we've like 4 computers on, 3 notebooks and 1 desktop...

We're doing CRM and MM and checking out something...
NURUL i've learnt to let pass be pass it is pass!
(Pass???? its let PAST be PAST it has PASS)
I DID IT :)
its not gonna affect me no more,
but that doesn't keep me from updating myself ;) (HEA HEA)

I'm bored and tired...
Oh ya my thummy has an interesting life
I left it 4 times in com lab and very lucky that i found it back, ppl bring it back
(LUKILY. ppl BROUGHT it back)
TODAY FINALLY IT DIED ON ME! (TODAY IT FINALLY DIED ON ME)
have to resucitate(format) it when i get home.

“A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love; listens but doesn’t believe; and leaves before she is left.” - Marilyn Monroe.

Got this off km's blog :)

Stressed out no more...

Got my systems clear,
Lord Father i want you here in my life again!

a bit vulgar,
but its hilarious and kept me going on for project!



Then i found this...

Designers at the Artidjana company used 165ft of blonde hair in the dress which was modelled at a fashion show in the capital Zagreb.
Model Simona Gotovac stunned the crowds when she appeared on the catwalk wearing the human hair dress.

All the lil' girls come out to play

Totally didn't slp since like last night,
after meeting with Sis did my CRM and MM...
then after that I had a hellaluva time with someone...

So blog worthy - we were on the topic of how i keep my finances
"you can't even afford to look after yourself"
me: well i'm... (got cut off)
"its like looking after 2 of you"
me: i think i'm schizophrenic, i've to look after both me and myself
"well once you overspend me wins"
me: and myself loses? how come can't be the other way round?
"cause me wins lor"
me: ?????

hahaha ok mayb its not that funny, but i was laughing like crazy...
what turned out to be a tiring day, turned out crazy and relaxing all at the same time!
Love you la...

Project Room Revamp

as the heading goes,
ready by nxt yr Feb 2008...

Room-warming party :)
sorry it ain't big,
so only invited guests only...

but you guys who don't mind dropping by Bukit Batok can come take a lookie,
now it just looks like Nagasaki and Hiroshima bombing has just happened...
its now like 3:35am, just finished "meeting" with sis on everything...

Time to start doing CRM project *YAWNS*

This is interesting... http://www.onedrop.org/en/about

too bad alot of organizations that needs help happen to not be in Singapore,

and those that share the same idea of their mission statements are like overseas...

Dale has the same idea,

i shall go share with her, till then...

and we shall grow happy wrinkles together...

Love Chip

hearts two hearts

Ohhh...my 3puff.

Daiyan misses,

was on the phone with michelle yesterday night.

Just wanted to be updated,

got to know what she wanted to work towards in the upcoming yr

and Daiyan just loves to talk bout future...

Well it got this here girl thinking too,

Was reading Tory Hayden's books,

i'm in love with the fact of working with emotionally disturbed kids,

i know how draining it can be even with normal kids,

but the thought just excites me.

Just a lil' in sight to my life:

was going thru a down period last week,

had all the time to myself,

now that sch's almost ending..

so one day when i needed to go down to Sha's huse for a bit of raya-ing and project,

i started my day late,

bout say 10am, meeting them at bout 1.

Stuck at home, didn't see anybody since like 2 days before when i went to sch.

hadn't smiled, hadn't really talked much

so that affected my mood, just neutral.

Got on the bus, saw this Caucasian lady, one hand pram one hand child,

got on the bus, breast-fed the child, pram in the way, etc.

Guy sitting behind caught child's attention, started making silly faces....

suddenly all bright faced, lil' one smiled and laughed heartily,
i was looking at it like nobody's business,

and soon realised i was smiling along too...

No matter how bad my day was,

i know at the end of it only a lil' one can lift my spirits.

Proven when i was still working with my infant care, kindergarden kids back then.

Oh was just thinking,

i think i wanna go on a mission trip (retreat with God and to do something meaningful)

or mayb just helping some organisation or something.

School sent some mailers and like World Vision were looking for volunteers in their upcoming project.

It's like God sent, signed up for it.

But i feel my time shld be well spent,

that doesn't start till Jan 2008.

Still waiting for Alf's contact frm person frm campus crusade...

The wonderful things that God and i share these days are getting more,

i know i did the right thing

and my focus have to be on Him and Him alone...

love-hate relationship...

Ibanking...

It makes shopping much easier
it makes money come in easier,
yet again it pays up my bills faster
and it just doesn't show how much is being wasted away...

talk bout holding on a credit card in the future....
hurhur, this here girl shall stick to cash for a long while :)

Thou shalt (try) not to be materialistic....

An open secret

Realised the guard worn off, and allowed myself a lil' pampering...
but dear old me has realised now isn't the time for anything like that...
It probably added more layers of wall now...


She is the only one who understands in my point of view...
Someone who sacrificed slp and chatted with me till4am.
Allowing me to understand that we have to learn to let go and move on
(As how i've been trying to advise other friends, easier said than done huh!)


a secret told,
a story unfolds...
Shared with a sister,
hopefully holds...


We cross paths with different ppl,
together we take footsteps filled with sparkles and glitter...
they may be an endearment or obstacle in our lifes,
used to edify ourselves...

Learn to grow and grow to learn...


For me God has taught me to depend on Him
and i'm just happy that as a Leo i learn to rule my own desert.
And i'll keep it that way, till God teaches me to let go of this desert.


Just wished, you'd just told us...
Keeping it as an open secret ???
(sigh)...Just Go...

chic or cozy?

was just reading the papers,
would you rather have a chic home or some place cozy?

ok fine, a mix of both would be good,
but yea i feel cozy's more important...
usually ppl like the clean feel to a house,
but it makes it all the more distant and cold.

ar, long time since i last blabbered,
looks like i'm blocked no more *Smiles ppl*

My facade

heyo...

so what have i been up too and what happened to me?

HAHA, a blog since the beginning, read my very first post, is still bo liao...
but since i did something bo liao i shall continue my bo-liaoness...

been hanging out with friends...
1.Cuzzie
2.Sister
3.Ex 2B Oct babies
4.Ian
5.Beng & Xi
6.Nurul and NAFA mates
7.Simon
8.Sunday-churchmates
9.God



When you search for Him, He will come look for you..

block...

i've lost all sense to blog...

many happenings but just no words right to describe now...
Guess i'm no writer...

till then when i'm unblock i'll get back...

Get Your Batteries Here!
Mars Opposition Uranus
Sep 21, 2007 to Sep 25, 2007

Actually, it doesn't matter where you get your batteries -- as long as you get them. You may not need them at this exact moment, but shortly you'll need to find a way to keep all your mechanical objects 'fed' -- and probably fixed, too.

(Taken from my the daily astrology. Not that i follow it always but ITS SO TRUE!
The other day, i left house mp3 couldn't switch on,
realise that he played till the batt emptied night before,
my psp switch on once play a little while died,
cause i put it on standby for 1 week,
then my phone, left house with 1 bar la but i brought charger, died in the bus -_-)

Weird astrology but SO true!

i missed...

Reminder

God's grace...

LIKE FREAK MSN HAS THAT BLOODY VIRUS AND MY LAPTOP'S DOWN AGAIN!
thank god i had the hunch it'll die on me so i backed up all my info!

REMEMBER GOD'S GRACE...
cool it...

the rants

the nxt time i complain remind me this

"We come through life somehow
and in the end we won't remember
what we did,
except what we never"

Quoted from a very good friend...

My virgin ride...

Went to the Jewelbox(Mount Faber) on Friday night with my new/revived form group called the Quads...

My virgin ride on the cablecar :)

Not as scary as the one in Hong Kong though...

Smooth ride no kling kling klongs klongs (which is a blessing)

But i am still afraid of heights..

Took a shot while having dinner, paid $20 for my fat flabby arms to be taken,

will upload when scanned for now, just remember I LOVE QUADS!

Not going...

Ok thanks for all the prayers guys,
I'm a big disappointment...

Ain't going for my piano exams which is like in 7hrs...

I seem or chirp chirp chirpy bout it
but actually i'm gripped with guilt
I mean hello Daiyan has never skipped an exam in her whole life.

Had a nightmare once, but that was the closest to skipping an exam.
And now, i'm infront of the comp at 4am in the morning
unable to slp, contemplating on going down to throw my face.

On a not so bright note,
Handphone bills are expensive!
HAHAHA! seriously, when you start paying you feel the pinch,
including the amount i promised dad i'd pay him back for the exam fees...

OUCH BIG HOLE!
so guys will be on tight budget these days...

ar...
feel so much better now that Dad granted me a way out
by giving me permission to not go...
stressing out everyday ain't good...
Nxt to conquer,
PROJECTS!

heart attacks...

you know. its scary...

although piano has always seem to be on the bottom of my priority list...
I've always wanted to excel there but can't find my motivations...
Its like last than 5 days to my exams and i'm totally not prepared...

assignments ar not that many to count,
but i feel that my heart is still wondering and not in school yet...
pressure still sinks in when you know you've work to do...

I just feel like withdrawing from everyplace...
even meetups ar hard to pen down in my organiser...

just feel like having my alone time once again...

Just simple updates...

Was sms-ing Gab the other day...

Realised that for once i HAVE problems putting God first now...

It was never been a problem...

and i can so tell you the 4 SLs is quite true,

when God ain't first your life management is like topsy turvy...

I'm so screwed...

1week later piano exams,

2weeks later, start of alot of project deadlines...

Tuition kids SA2,

Evangelistic drama,

find movies for YF

no longer taking up any shows, if i were too, i prob loose myself...

Even meet up with friends is tough now...

tired.......

anyway i've photos to show,

prob lighten the mood of my stressed out entry :)

HERE WE GO!

Banana Cheescake on 10th Aug bout 12am :)

Photo taken in class...

There the usual, class photos again

20 Balloons each from my fav people, loves!

4 mysteriously disappeared and 1 found 1 more in this photo!

OH, Mann, its such a long time since we went out... Was at Seah Street Deli! LOVE YOU girlies...

New Aldo bag on the background...
My new toy on foreground...
but this lil' fella here belongs to Denise
I threw my face at Mackas just for this...
Lady was like no more la!
You want kids meal???? *weird eye glare*
ITS SUPER COOL, can walk!

Owner of talking robot...Class photo :)

Was out with true pink when National Day Rally was on air..Outing soon! Misses!

Sha's bday. Pizza Hut

When you put Chip and Dale together you will never be hungry.... the following explains WHY!
Sweet Indulgence

Then 2 days after pizza hut outing, i had pizza hut with Nurul again and that wasn't the end to food galore....
Went out with cuzzie on Wednesday, guess what we had?

Yes you got it Sakae Sushi buffet - Teriyaki special...
Super logger heads but i still love you...

A Secret Hideout, in the City

Admist waiting for someone...

nasophilia

was browsing my friend's friendster and i came across a new word that got me interested...

Really interesting, go check it out at http://dictionary.com
ha...

Lord,
let me fall on you....

A letter from Heaven?

ok like yay me!!!
haha firstly to all those out there that realised i MIA-ed...
I'm warning gonna MIA again...

Firstly after 2 weeks of production, i'm trying to race with classmates to catch up in work...
I'm piling on projects...
Next up received the scariest letter ever in my life...
Wouldn't have opened it if i've the choice...

Grade 7 practical piano exams 7th Sept.
For those who don't know i failed my Grade 6 because lack of practise...
LET ME TELL YOU, i still can't play my last piece, ALMOST NOT PRACTISED AT ALL!
DURING PROD 2 WEEKS I DIDN'T TOUCH MY PIANO AT ALL!!!

ok daiyan was stressed...
so MIA-ing out...

LOVE YOU GUYS!

you can come by here less frequent...
yay to all u out there...

sorry for all the lunch dates I'll try to make time really...
daiyan is just stressed and needs to rant...

GOD DOES THE REST, He gives me strength
and
He will bring me through it
and
He will bring me close to Him again
and
He will make my life right again...

Really my Father is stretching me and that through the yrs i've been a slacker....
its time to wake up to reality and time is ticking....


DAIYAN MOVE YOUR BUM AND GET CRACKING!

When the Suns and Moons Collide

I received a mail from astrology.com on my birthday...
did it...man i think the stars do tell a thing or two...
God's wonderful creations never lie :)

Section 1: The Sun In The Solar Return ChartSun Aspects Neptune Neptunian aspects to the Sun indicate that the native is growing more intuitive and more sensitive. This sensitivity will eventually lead to a greater compassion for other human beings and a better understanding of relationships. Individuals become less egotistical and more vulnerable during these years, since they are likely to be confronted with their own human frailty or that of someone close. Involvement with alcoholism, drug abuse, martyrdom, dependency situations, and savior-victim type relationships is the more negative manifestation of this aspect. For some individuals, being less egotistical results in an unstructured personality which lacks control, certainty, and direction. More positive manifestations include helping those in need, becoming more intuitive, and growing less concerned with selfish interests.

Sun Aspects Mercury Just as in the natal chart, the solar return Sun is never more than 28 degrees from Mercury so does not form any major aspects other than the conjunction. Mercury conjunct the Sun indicates that the intellectual mind is actively involved in the goals of the Sun. Reading, writing, learning, and communication in all forms will be important to the pursuit

Section 2: Mercury In The Solar Return ChartMercury Aspects Jupiter While Saturn-Mercury aspects are associated with pessimism, Jupiter, on the other hand, can imply optimism, and confidence. You may look forward to the future with great enthusiasm. But what you believe to be possible may differ from your actual experience. Optimism can lead to miscalculations and poor decisions if you overestimate your chances for success or underestimate the amount of time you will require to complete a task. Overscheduling is directly related to this inability to foresee possible future difficulties. You might assume that tasks are quite simple, when in fact they are very difficult. You may not be able to honor deadlines and promises you have made if they are unrealistic. The tendency is to overwhelm yourself with too many tasks or projects, too many details to remember. Stress results from these miscalculations

11th Aug horoscope

The Bottom Line

Use willpower to avoid stepping into an intriguing but potentially messy situation.

In Detail

Today you'll need to use your willpower to avoid stepping into a complicated situation that could turn into a trap. This new venture might sound irresistible, but you must try your hardest to resist! Romantically speaking, you might be ready to push things a little further, but you should try to hold back on this right now. Definitely share your thoughts and feelings with the object of your affections, but be open to the possibility that they may not feel the same -- yet.

MIA-ed

I feel like i'm detached from this world...
Living in a world of my own...

Tell you, i hate it really damn it hate it!
I'm currently stressed out.
It all ends this coming SUNDAY!
THANK GOD...

Heavenly Father,
I pray for strength, for fogiveness and for love to flow around me.
Teach me to see your love flowing around me again Lord.
I've lost that!
In your most precious name i pray AMEN!

My hair is short as it can get...

PHOTO UPDATES!!

Photo taken by some professional photographer.

(Project Chiaroscuro, Substation)

Met Zhao Hee when i was at SP doing army days. This is how tired i was really, still am! and i miss my hair :'( (although i look shabby)
One of the cast, Ferrous. Lathi!!! hahaha...

the US who faithfully helps out (Qian Chou. Issy, Ying Xi). A blessing to know and work with them!

I helped them took photos during their last run, will put it up once i've gotten those photos :)

Oh yea i've got super ultra short bob now...

This is as much as i will reveal for now... Catch me to find out how i look like hahaha

my hair is as long as any guy's hair...
i shall try to keep my hair long the nxt time round k :)