I love December...

was it like this the last time when the older ppl planned events?
was it this bad?

its kinda feels weird when u noe wad this grp of ppl ar tinking and yet close to another grp who took the things said in another different light...
i'm definately in no position to help out, coz i noe i onli make matters worst :(

but juz observing all of these ppl i've come to realise something...
- there is a way to help the youths see things as one (my dream possible or not possible)
- i can quit dreaming of having things my way, as in wanting my perfect YF
- i tink tt sometimes we fail to put ourselves in other ppl's shoes (and some failed to put themselves in my shoes...sigh... oh wells)
- its nice noeing tt ppl care :)

aniway it was great fun for christmas party!!! kudos to all the ppl involved including my dearest Sophia
Kudos to Gab for camp i realised i juz said sorry in my last post and forgot my thank you-s!!

photos up~

i love this one, but my dear mum said "yan ar...y ar u walking around with a towel wrapped around you!" :'(


me and eunice


juz the 3 of us...


having great fun!


i love this photo alot, i guess its how unglam we look


the sisterhood...we go thru together and grow together!


kong ba bao beside my beauty


gu wat zai-s in the huse


yea we did it...


the white's we sang...well a lil out of tune but i love these ppl!

YF camp 2005

been rather busy lately, a lil' update...i've quited my job at the thymes shop in American Club, might consider the Union Bar... juz been back from camp and Christmas party is well...today coz its 4 am now...pretty excited..

Camp...i'm sorry gab and everyone else...i din do much for the camp and i am super guilty...and after seeing Sam's feedback...i dunno...i've realised i've changed and tt made me feel super bad as well... one thing to say myself as being a leader, i onli can say i am still learning...

sometimes i wonder... y do i get influenced easily...

Nurul : if u ar seeing this..dun worry...meet u after christmas is fine...i am super busy during christmas as well...

Chelle: after christmas then meet too..like i've said..got plans...but i can meet u at nite ;)

i juz wanna end off with

ppl ar most complicated beings....

enjoy the "nice photos" peeps!


Before the camp in church


it looks best when u can't see anithing


my grp with my ass!


2nd day PT...


my darling and me...


the august babies


juz yet a crazy shot


its not everyday tt u see doreamon elevate frm the ground...

I need an Underpass

I need an Underpass

A place to walk thru

A place tt is hidden

A place tt is mine

A place that is not over towering

A place which is quiet



Until now, i tink i still hate working..

Don't ask plz...

Do i like my job "NO"

Plz do not ask, i wun even bother to explain y!!!

I will tell u when i want to....ARGH!!!!!

I hate this job!!!!

woo hoo~

had great fun this whole week to sum it all up!
photos will be up soon...


i tink sometimes i juz hate myself...( i noe its a sin to self hate but ya i am irritating myself sometimes )

Woof..

You Are A: Puppy!

Beloved by all, puppies are energetic, playful, and loving. Your playful and friendly nature is part of what makes you a puppy. Known for their loyalty, puppies make great pets for young and old alike. And an innocent puppy face can melt anyone's heart!

You were almost a: Frog or a Duckling
You are least like a: Monkey or a GroundhogWhat Cute Animal Are You?

Devotion -
There is only one relationship that matters and that is your personal relationship with God. If you maintain that and let everything else go, God will fulfill his purpose through your life

dull...

everytime i go and look at blogskins its really exciting its like shopping for me... so many to choose frm, was damn excited juz now...but i guess it isn't time to change yet!

juz feel like blogging rite now,it did make me feel better and although i really dunno wad to blog about..but i am happy to see another entry being posted...hahaha shall browse thru my photos and upload a few...


i like this photo but its super blurred...(me & june a sudden trip to marche..yum!)


a World in a Mess

my Confession

I love sophia sim!!

oh not forgetting the rest of u who even cared to read my blog, i love u guys too...

it was a day of fun, tanning and steamboat...i hate seafood but i was full after all tt food, i saw poor prawns being fried frm blue to orange..

i went to sophs huse in the dead of the nite after supper at mac and i stayed over at sophs..we chatted till late... how fun!!

i love this life...eat slp and chill with the ppl in my beloved church...

totem pole


lobsters cooked (do we look like we ar in a golf course?)


my favourite gurl...

Confirmation...

ok NAFA peeps, we shall hav a gurls full day outing on the last week of dec. i dunno which day yet..
Itinary:
1) Shopping
2) Eating
3) Chilling
4) erm u tell me wad to do but ya i tink we need to catch up with each other!

haiz, dunno wad hav i been busy lately, no time to check out all ur blogs...sorry ppl, i will check it out soon k! and i've realised my blogs became wordy, so i shall add a few photos taken recently...enjoy...

ATTENTION 1B NAFA (AM)'05

ei ppl when we gonna meet up again?? when's our gurls day out...Nurul u ar...sooo busy, nv update us on ur life...i am angry....hahaha kidding la...i was wondering whether we should hav an outing on the last week before school starts.

suggested:
1. Shopping
2. Going to theme park
3. Our yet to hav Sentosa outing??!!!!
4. Juz Chill

so how??? tag me ya!!

Life...

EI ppl, my mum ate finish all my honey joys!!! dun worry will be making another batch soon! hahahahahahaha....

aniway juz now was at Uncle John's place, really cool at how adult leaders see sooo far..i admit, i ain't a far sighter too, but i am pushing myself to la...

aniway... was in my tinking mode today again, plus sophia's ugly toad... i wonder wads my life.. i mean its like all of us have a novel, i dun believe tt any one of us have a boring life... we go thru alot of fun stuff but sometimes its soo normal in our life (not in someone else's though) tt we dun share it with others... i see life as a book, we are going thru every chapter of it every single day...arh...i wanna noe my ending :) i wanna noe whether i did be in heaven with God......

Each day a new chapter unfolds...

Honey Joys

hahaha i was super bored so i went over to Shandy's huse and we made Honey Joys (my honey glazed cornflake thingy) HAHAHAHAHA!!! super nice super sweet and super happy :)

ok la... most of the things were done by shandy, daiyan onli made a mess...actually i did some stuff la, like cleaning a bit (onli throwing soap on the floor), then i stirred the mixture thing and ya ate a lot...hahhaha!!

who wans a little, can make orders now, by the way i onli got little bit la, but i am willing to share, mayb each of u get one each? :p

Woah interfering with God's plan

i was pretty amazed by wad i read, i din tink of it this way before...

summary:
1 of the hardest lessons to learn has tobe our stubborn refusal to refrain from interfering in other ppl's lives. This actually means we ar interfering with God's work.

by sayin "he will definately win, i'll make sure he does" (or something like tt)you are putting ur hand in front of God's permissive will to stop it. Proposing and advising things that you had no right to propose or advise. When you do give advise, God will advise you through the understanding of His Spirit.

It goes on about being a matured Christian and all...and the last line is super meaningful, well at least to me tt is...
"A saint is never consciously a saint - a saint is consciously dependent on God"

oh great...

ms josephine juz replied me...i got a big fat C for intro to asian theatre...bummers... oh well i got to wake up stop fooling around with school and get serious man...

i've lost the mood to blog, i tink i am still rite about blogs after sooo long (read my very 1st entry) blogs ar still quite "bo liao" it juz updates ppl on our lives, i dun call it a real diary, how many of u really put how u really ar feeling now? some things ar not meant to be seen by others...i still much prefer to write in my personal diary..

aniway i am here to be proud to show u my 1st nicest photo with SOPHS! (seriously i tink all the photos we took together before dun look as nice as this!)

Officially announced...

I LOVE THE CORNFLAKES GLAZED HONEY THINGY!!

hahahha, i still remember my bday last yr, Shandy made a whole container full of it!! love it!! :) and i was over at Nurul's huse today and i got to eat it again!! hers was special though with the raisins and all....THANKS NURUL's mum!!! hahahhaa super nice....can't wait for Sunday nite heaheahea *evil grin* :D

I am sooo gonna learn to make the cornflake glazed honey thingy and make a whole big bunch and bring it where ever i go and give to everyone to eat and become all addicted to it!!

Like i've shared with Nurul i did try to make it once, with 3 pathetic cornflakes and pouring honey over it and leaving it on the table, waiting for something to happen after 30 mins i went to try and it tasted super horrible...well hahaha tts me for being sooo naive...hahaha aniway i was young can't blame me rite...ok time to do "circles" (ARGH!)

Great for the Soul

woo hoO~ looovvveeee shopping! its a great way to destress, now i'm officially broke on the first week of the month...hahaha, how am i to survive? i need a job! :p

Selamat Hari Raya to the Malays out there!

go watch Flightplan super nice, heres a pic of our outing...




Growing fatter!

Leader's retreat was kinda great, not onli the interaction between the adults, i finally realised i hav been drifting away frm God...

Argh and tomoro is theatre....shoots... x_x



Retards..

Slp over

major slp over, major mess, major FUN...

haha i tink we shld do this often! hahaha love my church peeps 9 of us we had fun last nite la, we watched marathon of horror flicks and pshychotic movies... haha had some trauma from reuben's sound slp! kevin with "his balls of hamsters!"

haha ya la tt was basically it, i am so super exhausted now, sorry no pics, my cam died on me... :'( and its now studying for econs...hahaha ya rite....

OH ya THANKS guys for clearing up the mess! :)

Juz keeps bleeding...

had quite a successful study together with hanah and nurul!sorry XL and Mann forgot to call both of u!H & N thanks for keeping me company in my big lonely huse... though its fun to be in ur huse all alone but it kinda feels scary now!

aniway like i told them, me nose has switched on the blood tap once again!!! i hate it!

You are my all in all

This stress period is in full force now...

And i guess,no wait i am certain that the Lord is my All in All, He comforts and He provides...

He is my strength and my guide...

He will be with me NOW and FOREVER more... :)

In due time

hahaha i'm gonna say it again!! Nurul, we ROCK big time!! ahhaha...i am sooo happy la!! :p not tt i am always sad but ya.... Juz to shout out, i am happy :) smile ppl, i shall use my blog to spread some happiness vibes... *ZAP* :)

AM 1B (clique-kish) gurls, this is for you!

Dedicated to these great ppl!

Honestly speaking, the first week tt i went thru in NAFA, i wasn't really happy with the frendz i was making, i expected more! i guess most of us dun really show who we really ar, in tt first few months there...

But after like, 3 months with you gurls.... i now have something to say

You GALS ROCK my SOCKS! :)
(i tink tt phrase is pretty cool, taught by Nurul and Sophs)

You have juz gotta admit we really had great fun on the 21st of Oct 2005. Seriously, i dun like Indian food, it makes my head steam, water goes sprouting out of the pores on my head YUCKS! u almost need a fire extinguisher to put me out.. and little India bazzar is quite cool... Shan't say further enjoy! (:


looks like neoprints! sooo cool!


3 of the 6 beauties...


Scrumptious snacking at TCC (taken by Nurul)


dunno y, both me and xiao lin can't take nice photos together, this is the nicest..though i look kinda weird.. hm..


I ADORE this photo, its like a photoshoot...

Haha, juz something i remembered, we look like exhibits frm outside..hahahha ;)


juz relaxing...


need me to explain further?


Nurul catching the sun set, nice! this is on our way to little India, dinner treat frm ms Josephine, we ate at Banana Leaf, the foods great it came out into the toilet today, really painful, tts y i hate Indian food i guess... :p


i find Atika super cute man!


these ppl, enjoying their... mmm... nice food...


i dunno wad ar they, but they ar really colourful!


Adimiring the henna i did at the Bazzar at Little India

A little adventure on the way back, some Black guy walked over and said stuff, din notice until he said "why u gurls walking sooo fast, come back" i thought it was Atika's frend...woof close one there..


and this is well my messy bedroom and a tired me. Mann i need u to come over and help me pack!!! hahaha...

:)

To those who are down and out,

my dear frendz he/she is not worth ur time to brood over him/her, its time to free urself, get out party, find frendz to slp over, do something crazy! and i tell u u did be over and done with the past.

aniway i am sooo happy, Nurul treated me as one of her besties...see how much fun we had!


the really fathererly mr collin, he is sooo nice, i will vote him as the best lecturer in NAFA or something!

oooo yea! We Rock...

hahaha though coz of it but the 2nd service was magnifique(is tt how u spell it?) hahaha!! but al1st service we din really sing well which made me feel super bad coz i am the partial l in all, thank God tt it went thru smoothly...


Thanks Pastor Razo for always believing tt we cld do it... :)

Pics, few pics i snap, ppl who wan them, or the video for Count your Blessings pm me in msn...


don't we juz love snapping it away...


open mouth closed mouth??? hahaha

argh!!

i seriously ought to be slping rite now, as wad Razo advised!!

but ya am downloading something and wld be aslp once its done and i took a cat nap in the most uncomfortable position on the chair, waking with a stiff neck...

I AM SUPER SCARED!! for tomoro i mean, not becoz of the ppl, but giving God my perfect all(including my commitment and all), as my churchmates noe, i still messed up during reharsals!! I AM SO SORRY God and Razo! argh!!! *trying to pluck out all my hair*

P.S: hope i ain't a failure.. and aso i wun spoil the really many practices we had together to achieve wad wonderful voices serena, corrine and jaclyn has with my always tend to be flat voice!

pictures say more than a thousand words

decided to bring my love out today...(dun tink ani where its my most loved Canon Powershot A95)


i realised i have not taken any pics with mann! look whos more mann here...


who says pictures are meant to be nice?i was trying to bend over but i look like i am gonna kill! an ugly shot but ya...i dun always put nice pictures..


we plus mann on the other side, crowding in the library corner watching cats and dogs.

By the way xl, rei and gin presented on hip hop music and beatbox by snoop dog, i mean i nv liked beatbox, especially when rei beatboxes everyday without fail and it is kinda irritating, and i finally we got to meet his idol dharni and his frend ryan or brian wadever it is today and oh my God, it showed me a different perspective of beat boxing, its ultra cool man! its like, (like nurul and i always say) so rocks la!