how come...

i've realised i've been splurgin money for say the last whole week??? i've been buying stuff everytime i go out! oh man money is going low, especially knowing tt i love going out to eat! i tink i spend half of my money on food, more then anithing else and i say i wanna lose weight...haha... :p oh wells...muz hav the determination to do it!

any swimming, jogging khakis? i dun mind the gym too... :)

mmmz...

ei no fair! i can't tag u juliusandfriends, i asked u guys to play blind man buff's becoz u guys were taking a break!! i am innocent....

aniway really scary, sometimes tinking of my life last time and now....its sooo different...may seem all the same to all of u but ya its different... there's pros and cons to it...but ya... oh wells like wad my frend shared with me, tt Jesus is the onli person who can tink of living to die but gaining in the end, i hope i can tink of it like tt too....

ta da... my pretty lil' kate haha...yawnz lazy to blog today so ya admire the photo :)
~*yanz*~

blue moon?

haha, yesterday had special events meeting, sorry guys for being really late(coz i went to dinner ar marche with my ex-colleagues) and by the time reached reu's huse was like coming to 10pm? and ya i practically stonned and brain was like shut off.. with the pass few days not slping properly, i totally am beat...so ya i slept alot today...

met up with jin & chest, we went jogging...ok do u even believe i went jogging??? haha but ya...stamina keeps detiorirating(is tt how u spell?) ya aniway...am really tired shall go off to bed early... ;)

back in church with rich and jon in the pic...haha...
~*yanz*~

tts charissa joy rubin danielle and me...haha they ar joining the YF soon!! yeah!
~*yanz*~

waiting for chrissa to pack up and leave my dear gurl left her phone in the bus back... :(
~*yanz*~

the picture gabriella likes a lot, and i was checking the camera after it dropped..
~*yanz*~

~*yanz*~

1st picture: setting off me and joy 2nd picture : the view of the beach and the swimming pool, frm the 4th level
~*yanz*~

oh btw...

this is something i brought back, God speaks to me....

1 Corinthians 4.1-4
"So then, men ought to regard us as servants of Christ and as those entrusted with the secret things of God. Now it is required that those who have been given a trust must prove faithful. I care very little if I am judged by you or by any human court; ineed, i don not even judge myself. My conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me."

can u keep up?

woah~ lemme tell u....I throughly enjoyed myself!!! haha last min, me and charissa juz wanted to go for church camp, all thanks to uncle KK, he got us a room!!! my goodness i luv it...wish it wld carry on longer

Sermon at the camp were great too, its understandable and absorb-able, thanks to pastor Graham!!

this camp seriously had quite a few ppl onli, but we had a time of strong fellowship and bonding...haha had fun too like many ppl, farting all over the place(super stinky), ppl eating durians which smelt horrible(i heard tt there was XO durian too), ppl like me getting lau sai(coz lots of houseflies everywhere), and theres this monkey called charissa who slept the earliest and the most difficult to drag out of bed each morning!! goodness gracious...tt gurl ar...

mmm...well aniway will be uploading the photos soon.. then there is times where we had lots of fun, recreational time, we played monkey in the pool, swam, and had fun, games with the adults were pretty fun too, and we found out lots of things when sharing with the adults too...i enjoyed everything!!

we need more youths to attend man!! oh ya and we painted nails too...anione interested? guys ar welcomed too! :))

juz suddenly thought of my 2 besties...and the picture is really vibrant with all the colours..miss u guys already! and june is wearing the levi's pants i fell in luv with...but my silly fat thighs argh!
~*yanz*~

sorry ppl

sudden plans to go for my church camp...

ex2B ppl, plz update me on the celebrations thingy, msges to my phone no need to pay wan, as in its a normal sms la....but i wun reply unless its something serious and most likely onli 1 msg will be replied...coz my daddy ain't gonna pay my bills...

mmm...gek's wan aso...all plannings will be passed to my dear chelley...go find her...for june's wan is both chelle and ken...sorry i can't celebrate with u guys!! i will come back and celebrate a belated one...

ok so before i leave let me say this in advance...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNE & FEI GEK (22nd June)!!! :)

gluttony is a sin!

haha...today shandy joy and vane and me...haha we went to eat sakae's sushi buffet....my goodness we ate until well our bellies content...well for my case can't even stand up straight la...i was SUPER FULL la... x_x almost died of fullness....

and ya shandy is doing a photo skit thingy...plz no kissing scene...unless its oliver james...aww..he's soo cute... haha ok...ya aniway i enjoyed my day...but ya i laze around too much...

taste of slacking...

haha...i've been lazying around the huse today...the feelin is great man! haha...ok aniway ppl...i mean YF camp COM, agenda is out plz check ur e-mail!!

and plz feedback, wadever u dun like bout the meeting too...coz ya leaving half way of every meeting is not gonna solve the problem, and i find it kinda rude...so ya plz do feedback...

oh ya who wanna go with me exercise? i need a swimming partner and mayb a gym partner too!! ^-^

the machine cheated our money, the nicest photo and it came out the smallest and worst still this is the onli piece...
~*yanz*~

oh a nice lil' pic designed by me :)
~*yanz*~

picture perfect...

oh so a long and tiring day! but i luv it...

went swimming with lois in the morning, met my frend in the afternoon for lunch and shopping with june and chelle and gosh pictures again.... yawnz~

gotta go to my lovely bed....awww... (:

slow i am...so?

sorry ppl, will be abit hush today, coz i speak my mind...and ya no hard feelings juz really letting it flow...

i noe i am slow and all and if u wanna superficially see me as someone who can't lead the YF...u ar soo totally true...with my abilities and all...i am not even worthy of God's grace, blessings and mercy....

but u noe wad? i dun see it tt way....God works in everyone of us no age barriers and no limitations for God. Sorry ppl, i dun care wad ppl say, coz i work for the Lord, and NOT FOR THE YF! sorry if i can't satisfy, ur list of suitable chair persons...but i believe frm where i stand today tt, the Lord put me there for a reason...

another thing...no matter how young or how little u noe bout the bible, doesn't matter...as long as u hav an open heart for the Lord to step into ur life and make a difference, go ahead step up when He calls u too.... YF u rock my world... there is where my life changed, there is where i will always remember... :) Cheers!

My Holy Spirit is awaken!

Is God unnoticable in ur life, or mayb u juz ignored Him? Well one phrase hit me in the face when i was watching a show, "he is small, but He does BIG things".

Juz came back frm a camp, juz one day, they said it wld be life-changing. I was hesitating whether to believe tt, but i came back different... How i love to share with all of u the experience, but i can't describe with any words tt is in the dictionary.

Praise the Lord for He is GOOD! :)

i understand?

finding ways to cover it? i guess tts wad it is...ended with a hectic lifestyle... which leads me to late-ness and forgetfulness....
and this 2.....gotta go! :)

oh well...

juz when things started to turn....

BOOM....no more band item....sobs....oh well another time...God has His reasons i guess...wun get to hug my new boyfriend aso, i was told it was some professional model..double sobs... (oh btw, if u ar tinking anywhere other then hugging my eupho, plz stop).

but all still good...gonnna meet a really old friend of mine, we knew each other since nursery and then we found out we were in the same primary school.... he invited me to his youth camp and i'm juz going for one day... :)

"Lord i need ur guidance, so tt i wld be in ur Kingdom forever."

(:

things ar getting better smile ppl! soph we muz shop again! joy ar...i growing old each day leh...and i'm still waiting.... still not used to no work life....kind of funny...

He provides...

down on my knees...haha not exactly but lying(or izzit lieing) wadever flat on my back and praying...all i can say is tt he provides...and always will be by my side... :)

life like risk...

mmm...i'm really tired now...i've been online since wad 11 plus...and now after how many hours of talking to jon...its 2 am....jon the foreseer has let me see the future...which added on more stressed...but with Sam's with God grace i am onli half relieved.

jon, the sermon and a lil' game today taught me a lot... seriously i view ppl and everything a lil' different today...well basically...my brain has been tinking all day and put into good use...shld be time for it rest now.... (:

uuuuu wwwwhhhooo....

hey ppl...my imagestation has been updated...and all of u shld see all the albums now...i tink if theres still probs..plz tell me... those of u using my password plz do not use it animore...try going in...and sharon the uploading time is really long so haven uploaded it yet...but ya will do it nxt week becoz i'm no longer working ya...soo sorry..

we ar still the dans after how many donkey years?!! wahaha... (:
~*yanz*~

this is in coffee club..my colleagues treated me to a farewell lunch and ya it was one of the bosses birthday and i was juz enjoying the cake when SR took this...humpf!!!
~*yanz*~

life's great

oooo...i'm as free as a bird...hahahahaha...though i miss my dear ol' colleagues but ya i dun tink i can take it much longer in there...i dunno when i left the office i din feel sad...instead it felt like i was going back there on Monday..strange feeling...mmm..well aniways...much is yet to be done...

oh ya...ei u ppl ar...see onli 4 or 5 albums in my imagestation thingy nv tell me, actually theres like more then 14 albums inside la...but ya its alright when i've got the time will upload it somewhere else for all to view...each and every single nice/ugly photos i hav la...

oh ya and these few days hav been quite happening la..at least i get to see many church frendz...and over the week got to talk to chelle and even june and ya i "cutted" my hair...kekeke...(joy and shandy :no matter how much she say i dun look like a boy, i still tink i do...") well no worries...not tt i dun like it, juz not used to it yet... and thankz sara...but i still tink iris is better then collin...sorry dunno how to spell her name..oh ya ppl..sentosa photos ar up...juz ask frm me :) cheers..

ZZZzzz snores

thank God its another 2 more days...i'm tired....

chelle june feigek...i am tremendously relieved and really glad tt i can safely say alls good...thanks...i dun wanna lose any of u...and all frendz out there...i dun wanna lose any of our frendships too..remember me even though u hav new frendz ok...

so much things too write...but juz too sleepy to do so!! soooo wanna go shopping...haven found the time...sophia joy shandy....wait for me...will be catching up with u guys soon...and sharon photos coming soon...sorry for the long wait...

well its juz the beginning...