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my hair still stinks and i tink i've grown fatter in tt photo......hm....short and simple entry for a very long and draggy day.....

tts me...zhi lian la...hav to take a pic of myself first la..since she helpd me style it be4 i went off la...
~*yanz*~

happi boxing day...

haha...opps yesterday din come online la...too bz liaoz....nvm today boxing day...happi boxing day ya...and ima sorry to hear bout the earth quake thingy la...i will pray for those family members tonite...hm...on 23rd had my christmas party!!i tink it was very fun lor...sad tt i spent my time inside the kitchen la...but there were sooo much leftover food left lor...had fun la...my dear eunice did a good job...and had fun in the kitchen with the food/logistic com...sorry guys for not attending the meetings..but i tried my best to do lots of stuff tt day...and thankx for leaving me inside the kitchen alone while u all were in the skit la...thankx ar...
well 24th went outty with my dear chelley lor...soooooo long nv see her liao...she change hairstyle highlight hair some more ar...look prettier liao lor....and she is juz as fun as be4 nono more fun....sorry bout the belated bday gift ar....haha....oh ya ken...i pass it to her liao...and aso haha good luck for u noe wad and u better be serious bout it ya!! thankx for ur card too....oh and then went back to church for the Handel's messiah concert i saw jing ren lor...scare me lor...i thought i saw wrong person la...but ima glad he was there....it was a nice concert la...actually it was a repetouir...i dunno how to spell la...something like tt la..juz pronounce tt word la ya...hm the soloist who sang were really good lor....but i went in late la and i watched a midnight movie with my churchmates!! haha "Ass.....whole....." i tink the baby damn cute la....well johnathan and ezra were talking damn loud lor....
i aso spent my christmas with my church mates la...i had fun with them... shared super bowl ice cream with johnathan eunice charrisa(our dear scavanger who kept digging the bowl) and whos the other 2..... oh candy and terrence....haha we walloped the bowl of ice cream in mins la....and ya had fun in the bus slept on jac's comfortable shoulders...mmm.......haha...well tts bout it on christmas day....
well...tomoro is back to working.....-_-zZZZZ hm.....oh well tts life....i gotta face it....well honestly speaking...i tink i've not been talking closely with God lately...becoz everytime after work i slp...which is ya not tt good la...but i will improve nxt week...and i hope my stupid flu goes away to make things better....Oh and i sooo miss school!!!!!!!! i wanna go back to school!!!!!!!!!!!
btw...i dyed and "cutted" me hair......heres the photos!

hm....

not very tired today la...dunno y aso...but ya...had a great time at work today...i went to jalan basar...wah 2 things happened man...quite scary but every morning's prime time actually saved me in one of the situation...was pitching to this lady la...
"hi mam, sorry to disturb u ya.......bla bla bla.....wld u like to help mam?"
"ok wheres the police stamp and chop?"
well i was like explaining to her tt it was on the first schedule and bla bla bla...but be4 i can explain finish coz she din wan to listen and she din believe me la...then she said "ok lets got to the police"
i said "ok fine lets go now...." was almost on the escalator...she said ok lets go i said fine again...wondering y she din hav the guts to step on the escaltor...then she said " i dun hav the time" wad the hell...din noe wad she wan la...wan me go police to verify myself i said ok then she said i dun wanna waste my time...then i said ok fine u wanna call the police? heres my handphone and IC wanna call..." she scared of me sia....then she stammered i dun hav time for this" sheesh wadever la...like i had the time for her....i was sooo damn pissed la....but wadever...evil ppl will get their retribution frm god...i leave it to him to settle tt...i wun get angry at her.....
oh well other then tt another thing happened... was toasted out of the mrt station...so we went street pitching la...then was doing half way...i thought i heard somebody screamed outside the ICA building...everyone was looking around but we cldn't see no one...then the scream came another 2 more times...and i finally saw the lady...she was standing at the edge of the road....then she screamed in chinese i wanna divorce you...she screamed so loud and shrilly u can't really make out wad she is screaming la...then after a long pause she said i wanna divorce you and then after a while said i love u...still screaming and crying and kept on i wanna divorce you and a long chain of words i cldn't make out...then she faced the phone and started shouting at it...i thought she was a mad woman la...coz after slamming the can open up phone like samsung...she juz started screaming around her...like asking somebody to quickly come out.....or quickly appear...she kept screaming non stop she turned one whole round to scream....ya then suddenly this man frm no where...went in front of her...i guess tt was the guy la....well not sure wad really happened...but it made such a big commotion....haha...its not everyday tt u always encounter this stuff man!!!
hm...i guess my job is full of fun and excitement...haha so i am excited.....and motivated....haha and good luck to Shaun....looking forward to him becoming the assistant manager...and ima awaiting to getting into the leadership in the office...but very hard sia...when i still got music class and god to commit myself to....i can't commit to everything rite? well its very late now! and i haven bathe...so ya....sorry tt i can't go for chalet ar ex 2b....i really very bz....i took off on tt day la...but i got christmas party...so ya big sorry to all ex 2b frendz ya...especially sorry to peng and zhao hee and ken la....

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been days since i last blog...tooo tired lor...and ima still sick...everyday it gets worst...coz i keep toking...haha and ya on tuesday went nite went outy with ken after we both worked to get someone her present la...coz we owe her la...(hope she dunno who she is la) ya aniway time comes she will noe la...ya see i write liao ar...
ok aniway....well had things happening in the company lor...haiz but i tink shldn't mention liao lor...oh and we celebrated my leader's bday on 17 in the office...nothing happened much through the week lor...juz me working....
haha tonite got something happen la....haha charissa is staying over!!! yeah we ar gonna chat chat chat and chat and tomoro going to church together....haha my dear gurl....ya shes currently watching tv and i'm playing the com...and tomoro going out with june...like soooo long since i went shopping lor...i need to buy more formal wear and some casual wear for myself...guess tomoro is splurging day!!
oh and surprise surprise my dear ol' moaning queen has a blog....haha din noe...and i spelled moaning wrongly....spelled it as mourning...and well ya tts another meaning..sorry soph....ok gotta go...need ta spend time with my miss ticklish!! :)

mMm....

its back to work again as usual!!!!! tired tired....very very hectic...i hope some events pop out lor...i dun wanna sell tics animore!!! they become stricter lor...set goals for the team to finish 7 books be4 we can leave...oh well but i had fun....oh ya i tink i din mention...quite surprising for me...but hkss ppl...SUGRESH is top trainer in my company ok!!! i was shocked lor..i went for interview then saw him...wah he dao me lor...but ya...ppl earning like alot in a week lor...hm...i tink i get along better with my mates...and the chinese ppl ar getting more...great sign....
earned 40 today...was out with shaun and asiah had to go to Geylang to sell finish the last few tics la...saw real man tt look like women la...Shaun din noe and when t0 approach la...but thank god the last tic was sold to her...and was very late for music class lor!!!
hm...guess tts bout all today...bought more formal wear...running out of them already...sunday is my onli off day lor...tink will use tt day go out shopping for formal wear lor...well gtg slp man...heads throbbing and throats getting worst...with lots of snoot up my nose...pray for me guys!! some more theres still a whole lot more of shouting tomoro!!! :(

johnathan and hazelly...my lil' miss light sleeper...thanks to her we wake up puctually everyday...thankx woman....
~*yanz*~

my mourning queen and the stone who rocks~~!! haha...ok this tt stupid pink sweater...which i like alot..onli tt its PINK!!! yucks..and its sooo not me...but ya aniway..soph...we gotta learn to not mourn too much and stone too much la...wheres my dear ol' lil' miss light sleeper???
~*yanz*~

we visited the street kid ministries...this gurl is the cutest la..i tink and can u believe she was abandoned by her parents...i adore these kids alot! :)
~*yanz*~

frm the left tts pearlyn richard jonathan gab(hidden) me sophia shirlyn hazel and simon!! the youths of the nation...oops wrong of this thai bus!!!
~*yanz*~

mission trip is tough work!

hm...juz came back frm thailand...sick like anithing...worst the landing tt time air pressure too much now both my ears until now pain la....sheesh...hm....aniway wanna tell ya guys THE STONE ROCKS~~ heehee ta da da dada.......okok enough crapping...5 days in thailand was very short...din really buy much aniway our aim there is to do missionary work aniway....ya but i got a very pink sweater...like in the photo... i like the sweater but it is sooooo not me...look at me...do i look like one who fits into it...oh well...i got it aniway...its nice and cosy inside...branded wan ok....as hazel wld say...."billa-bong-bong"....
well i guess i enjoyed everyday and i tink its by God's grace i came back alive and in one piece...but i muz really repent...5 days there...i din do my quiet time coz its tiring la...some more my room mates slept early la..aso can't switch on the lights....well aniway i had fun la...and everyday havta sing thai songs lor...made lots of frendz during the english camp too...
well i found it kinda hard to communicate to the thais lor...but ya i tink God put in some thais who cld like try to help translate wad we were trying to say to them...but it was hard for them to figure out wad we were trying to say la....
haha today was the worst...when we were suppose to set off to the church in thailand...this stupid driver was very late....and then the other vans left...and he din see and he din noe the way there...it was quite scary actually putting our lives in the fate of some stranger...then in the end...i tink its proy's father??? i dunno their chi len la...ya any way somebody's father came in the Corolla and led us to the church lor...sheesh scared the hell out of us when he went the wrong way la...then we thought tt was the last of it...later after the evangelising we headed to the airport la...then the same stupid driver dropped us at the end of the air port la...then the SIA counter like damn far away la....sheesh...but at least the fate of where we were going were in our hands not tt scary la...hm...still gotta thank God for his guidence...coz we were praying in the van for his guidance..coz we can't communicate with the driver...its like hardly anione who speaks english in thailand la....hm...oh well i will upload some pics and then catch up with my slp...very sick already...... -_-

mmm....

went out with Irma again...okok her name's not Erma...ok la today went out with all chinese gurls except Irma la...ya i tink its better this way la..coz we get to talk la...not like when there is a malay around...Irma wld start toking to her and they will treat as like we ar invisible la...but aniway today was fun...finally earned my first commission of $20 plus another $10 frm my last week Sat's commission tics la...wonder when can i shen zi to become event coordinator...dun wanna stay here to sell tics lor...find it soo irritating....but finally i got the "X-factor" in me! ;)
aniway...our poor Sam is leaving for NS this Wed i tink.......will miss him and his crappy jokes la... wonder whether he will come back looking different....haha...but ya aniway he leads very good worship la...really will touch me la..can feel the holy presence of God in the room la...dun worry Sam i will pray for u.... be good boy ar...dun simply run around ar...got guns wan hor... :p
oh ya and i met up with Eugene for dinner today...hm...sooo long since i last contacted him la...erm...btw is not the Eugene in my sch la...my other frend la...
and i love God who put me in this job...coz i love this job although i dun earn much currently and it is very tiring la...but i like it coz it is unique...... ^-^V

hm.....

today was even more tiring then yesterday....Bedok...hate tt place...lots of ppl but few were kind enough to donate for charity...so now i noe NKF's money come frm...mostly frm the central and west la....haha kidding la but really lor...cldn't even manage to sell 1 book la...no commission lor..onli sold 16 tics out of 20 la...poor me....haha muz be becoz no Shaun la....i realised tt today when i went with Erma(well i tink tts how u spell her name?) she and another gurl kept toking la..hm...realised the gurls always tok among themselves the malay gurls la...the guys ar much open....hope tt i will go with Arifen, Shaun, dunno wads tt guy's name but look alittle bapok and another wan which is very tall...dunno wads his name......
ha! and guess wad! i met up with one gurl which sadly i din ask for her name but she was at SLC last yr too...but not in Esto Gaza la...so ya well we got t0 know each other la...ok lor she sold 2 and 3/4 book la...so much commission for one day la...i die already la...muz need's Shaun's encouragement to stir me on... otherwise i will be stuck here at less then a book la...
Gotta get formal wear!! hm...guess tt God placed me in this job i guess....with many Malay and Indian colleagues or so to say team members...i hav to work with them la... i tink they ar alright la most of them...onli sad thing to say is tt...well all of them smoke except a handful...but dun worry i will nv stand close to them...aniway they wun smoke in front of me la...hm...i guess God has something up His sleeves when He granted me this job la...but dun worry i wun fail Him :)

~jobby~

hey guess wad....woo hoo~~ got a jobby...its like damn fun la...i get to play and earn easy money la...its like i get to earn at least 30-60 dollars per day la...cool rite...then may earn more later la..coz i now under probation ma...my job is like customer service but outdoors wan la...i dunno how to explain it la...but ya...
my trainer is Shaun...looks like malay but he is mixed la caucasian and arab....but sad to say...my team is all malay except my trainer and they all smoke......hm...they ar nice enough though..they nv smoke in front of me...and ya had a great time with them all....hey not bad ok! i pitched many ppl lor.....i sold like 14 tickets!! sooo happy lor..shaun told me he sold onli 4 on his first day la...aiming 2 booklets tomoro...too much? i guess not...God put me here for a reason and i trust tt he will help me through la...
was at holland V today la..wonder where am i going tomoro...hey frendz see me muz donate to me ok!!!!!!!!

such cute lovers...were dancing waltz before shandy climbed on andre...haha neh...they ar juz a cute pair of siblings...envious?
~*yanz*~

starting frm the one holding the camera clockwise... tts Swi and then simon then nicholas and hyun jae and beside him is shandy and tt fella there is kevin and then theres jiet sie!!! haha we had sooo much fun!
~*yanz*~

hey corrine and i...i tink i like this photo the best...thankx gurl for making me smile...and take care gurl...i will pray for u and get well soon ok!
~*yanz*~

woo~

came back frm YF camp...cool can u believe it...for 2 separate days i din slp lor...well...it was a fun camp...despites some things tt happened....hm...i got to know many younger YFers who were there too lor...it was a time of reaffirmation of faith and a another time to get really good fellowship with each other...see God is sooo great la...oh ya and really got alot frm the sermons lor...
i learnt alot bout how to live as a better christian through many brothers and sisters la...to my non-christian frendz....i've learnt to forgive and forget la...its no good holding a grudge for someone for many yrs it will onli make ur life difficult and always look on the positive side of things...if u always look on the negative side...u will feel negative and God does not want to see us like tt...like in one verse in Hebrews 10...it said bout meeting up constantly and enocouraging each other...i really like this verse...well dunno y...but tt was the answer God gave me once...and it left a deep impression on me...aniway ima gonna upload a few photos...plz tell me who wants the photos k...i will burn for u...
aniway thank you everyone and God for making this camp such a success i tink everybody had a great time.. :)

this is frm june's cam...better resolution my table of ppl...haha surprising tt eugene go pierce ear lor...AND ah Yun wore SKIRT!! bring hand bag some more...u go gurl~!
~*yanz*~

tired..

woah~ had my last pre prep mission trip lessons yesterday and YF com meeting...sheesh and i went out with my sis until like 1+ ...normally i wun be to tired the nxt day but really..very tired today keep wanting to doze off during sermons...can't absorb wad Rev Ng was saying..... -_-... but ya i sat rite through it being very restless...hav to repent tonite...OH and ima going to camp for the nxt 4 days...wun be blogging...heez...finally can't really relax man...wld be juz as fun as last yr's....sooo sad jac can't go....and Soph..u ar...haiz...i got nothing to say bout u...juz hope u hav fun k....(oops...i guess she wun read this......) hm...i can't wait for worship man...back-up singing for day1 and 3 i tink pete and Swi's wan! can't wait..haven been back-up singing for months man! oh and i signed up the guitar and chords for piano classes....cool man...finally i can serve the Lord even more! haha and Sam i can finally willingly play for worship after those classes...its not tt i dun wan la...but i dunno ma...if i am quick enough to learn playing chords i definately will go try lor...the other time try i din even touch the piano at all lor......

i can't wait for the thailand mission trip too.....dunno i tink god has been telling me to prepare for this trip since beginning of this yr...i tried finding out bout missionaries be4 they said there was one mission trip la...then when they announced tt 10 youths ar able to go along...i was quite surprised lor...hm....see God works in our life...i tink i've changed alot since i accepted Christ...yeah this is aso today's BS la...

~Always keep in mind tt God is with you always..have faith in Him..God bless all of ya!~

hey tts me and nas!!! haha my pretty les frend..haha or now straight already rite..haha ima gonna miss ur nonsense!!
~*yanz*~

gekky's maggi mee hair...the white white not her scalp is her dye la..onli the flash too strong so it became white...her head a lot of glitter....
~*yanz*~

haha this is my hair..nice rite? dun jealous ar..and yar theres blue colour in it...haha temp onli...
~*yanz*~

prom issue...

the same old things tt happened during prom so i'm not going into tt...i tink the preparing was much more fun...haha i spent time with gek today!! woo~~ but we haven go out shopping yet...we went to make hair!! nice ok..i like my hair lor...din wan to wash it away wan lor..but i can't slp with tt hair..so no choice la...haha gek aso go make..i shall upload pics...pictures speak louder then words so this is the end of the prom issue....

like to share something again:
Paul said, "do everything possible on your part to live in peace with everybody. Romans 12:18 (TEV)
hope this verse will help u someday as it helped mine...

finished and done with...

Phew....over...its all over...i finished my shopping after 3 long days of walking...haha i am soo happy...can slp early tomoro....OH YA...believe it or not....ima going to do my own make up on thursday...Whoa~~ haha y coz my sister doesn't treat me as important and threw or her make up kit to me and ask me to do it myself...well she did teach me la...and i tried it today with the help of chelle's mum... ok lor..i did it lor...onli not as smooth as my sister's... well i had trainning with her yesterday frm like 11 all the way to4 in the morning lor...but alls good... i juz realised doing make up the most difficult to apply on is the eyes...especially with single eyelids, puffy eyes and dark eye circles but ya...i conquered all those...say ya!

oh another thing...for the first time in 16 yrs..i went to pluck eye brows...gosh i thought it was like going to be soooo painful...but no actually it was quite ok lor...juz a little pain when she plucked my left eye...well wondering whether there is a change in my appearance...arh..when u see me u will noe...

oh which reminds me...actually today i din plan to go out...but afterwards decided to go out with sara and qui kim but then they were shopping for other stuff...then i called chelle..dunno to ask her wad la...then she asked me to join her and gek to shop...but gekky wanna shop for dress and i din wanna follow..coz i hate looking for dress...tts y i bought mine in such a jeffy...ya aniway so in the end i decided to follow sara and qui kim coz they going later and i was doing my brows in the morning...then gekky need to go off...so chelle ask me pai her lor...so ya when i reached orchard..i met chelle and left sara and qui kim.. we found lots of stuff...and found all our bags shoes necklaces(chelle's wan) and earrings so tt means i bought everything...quick say yeah! haha... then chelle told me she say june and pei ruan...haha of coz i kpo la...june and peiruan do something to themselves liao ma...so ya in the end we met up with them...well not bad la...june really changed...to june (U GO GURL!!) well peiruan onli dyed her hair...well at least there was a change...haha i dun tink i'm dying la...coz very costly..

well after sooo much happenings...i muz thank god for helping me find frendz like this who really made my day...

PS : will be putting up the picture of the make up i done for the first time when my dear chelle send me the pic la..haha... :P

!YeAhZ!

Well yep....i hav time to blog again...wow got back fom shopping today at orchard...goodness 2 days of shopping is killing my legs man! its like soooo "suan" already...dun even noe how to explain how it feels...well i counted my budget again...looks like my budget is going up...i'm spending tooo much...how? where to get cheaper stuff for my problematic legs?? and the bags are like soooo expensive too and haiz...ya i've gotta cut down the amount i am spending lor...i used my own money to pay for the expenses today and i dun even feel guilty even though i use such a big sum...well to me is a big sum la..coz i seldom use so much and its my own money which i have saved la...haiz... *shakes head*....troubled.............

got my prom dress already!!! tts y last nite nv blog...coz i went out!! haha and today's paper was quite ez lor...chey study until so hard last nite..until i fell asleep some more...but ya aniway...Haha i bout my prom dressey!!! today well actually now ima going OUT again...coming back in the late nite...so ya mayb wun be blogging tonite too... haha i am so happy i am a free bird now!!! Good bye school i can play with my conscience clear!! haha...

Food for thought:
Honesty is important in holding friendship with God and your friends and family...

ps: i've been through lots...and found tt ya honesty in a relationship with someone is very important especially the one with God... yeah cheerios... ;)

tired out...

1:56 currently chatting with my cuzzie gurl...haha both of us quite dead la...oh well
currently listening to - If you come to me by Atomic Kitten

wow today was a packed day but i enjoyed myself...ok let me start:

Sawatdee kha khun everybody, Sabaaidee mai kha?
(hello everyone, are you all fine?)

Dichan chuer Daiyan kha!
(my name is daiyan)

haha tts all Thai!! haha i learnt thai today!!! coz ima going to thailand in dec!! haha for mission trip though...so excited.. ya aniway this morning went to swim...was quite late when i met jijin and peng...they went in at 8 lor...i overslept..but then again we were suppose to meet at 1030 wan lor....but they went earlier...so ya i thought i cld wake up but i was wrong...then after tt went out with my uncle and cousin to Neptune eat dim sum...haha jealous?! so nice lor...but my swimming in the morning gone to waste lor....haiz I WANNA GO OUT!!! oh well...left with like 2 more days be4 i can do tt with my conscience clear....haha..... Khop khun kah, Dichen tong pai....(haha tts for u to figure out :p)

Damn bored heres a random pic...hey SK chelle's phoney and mine...see we luv pinky stuff but we're gurls so ya..aniway my eggy became white y...becoz my cuzzie gurl took it..... yep so i got a white one now....
~*yanz*~

juz bored

well juz hinted my dad whether i can go out tomoro...the answer was a straight no! ok fine...so it means staying home but no...i am gonna find my way out...really no time to shop for prom dress already!! then guess wad..he din wan to pay for my church camp and then i told him there is a creative sales and guess wad he asked me? "Do you want a mp3 player?" its like wadever! hello normally he wun mind me going for church or anithing but tt was a bit too much though.... well means more prayer i guess...

well tonite is a damn boring nite...my cuzzie's out and theres no wan to tok to...there here i go again...no wonder ima so "bo liao". Sheesh lets hav fun toking to each other bleahx! ok i really going crazy already.... :PpP

Currently listening to : Fantasy Project - Crazy Baby

Oh like finally~~~

i am like sooooooooo relieved...... sheesh man creating a blog is soooo tiring...i've spent bout few hrs touching this ya "bo liao" thing...haha actually creating a blog is fun but to tink of typing it almost everyday is quite ya...hello i mean like...few ppl will go round looking at blogs...well i am one who doesn't but its nice to see the blogs created and u will feel the sense of satisfaction when u see it...well i dun tink i'm done with it...juz finished with the basics la....

heres something i wanna share :
Godly zeal is love on fire!

ok testing..this is me and june on bus 157!! :p
~*yanz*~

yeahz~

haha...juz playing with this thing actually.. not serious bout having a blog...aniway truthfully speaking i find this thing kinda "bo liao" but since i am using it then i aso very "bo liao" lor.. juz finished all the big papers! finally can relax for a while already! yeah ^-^V