Not going...

Ok thanks for all the prayers guys,
I'm a big disappointment...

Ain't going for my piano exams which is like in 7hrs...

I seem or chirp chirp chirpy bout it
but actually i'm gripped with guilt
I mean hello Daiyan has never skipped an exam in her whole life.

Had a nightmare once, but that was the closest to skipping an exam.
And now, i'm infront of the comp at 4am in the morning
unable to slp, contemplating on going down to throw my face.

On a not so bright note,
Handphone bills are expensive!
HAHAHA! seriously, when you start paying you feel the pinch,
including the amount i promised dad i'd pay him back for the exam fees...

OUCH BIG HOLE!
so guys will be on tight budget these days...

ar...
feel so much better now that Dad granted me a way out
by giving me permission to not go...
stressing out everyday ain't good...
Nxt to conquer,
PROJECTS!