only Half a day...

I think Dyan is going to make an ultra big decision....
I may not turn up for the interview tomoro!!!

Everyone has to come to a crossroad one day,
or in that sense many crossroads in our lifetime...
I just met with at least 2 or more this week.

Studies,
have been praying hard of where my life leads too,
funnily, God didn't answer me,
instead all questions direct back,
by asking, what do you WANT to do?

I feel like the first time i stop dead in my tracks
and wonder where's my nxt step?
To the left, or to the right?
But my brain simply doesn't have an answer to that.

Is this what you call waiting upon the Lord?

I hate pauses, i hate silences...

i am actually scared of it really...

So what does my future holds?

HAHA i need a wikipedia answer to this seriously...

Actually Dyan has talked about Psychology a while back.

Yes that was one of my decision,

but because of so many factors that went through my head

and the fact that, i didn't have an answer from God,

i didn't dare step into it...

But now with almost no where to go,

will God allow me the chance to step into something new?

Will it be His will to see me thru?

Will i be able to handle this new challenge?

Anyways today is suppose to be a happy day.

ITS CUZZIE'S BURFDAY! SARA TEE HAPPY 20th...

Oh wait its past 12 when we went home, HAPPY BELATED!

Oh by the way my lip is swollen thanks to someone!

NO, nobody kissed me, i got smacked on my face...

i've lots of photos of food which i so wanted to blog but i think remembering bout the interview tomoro really has spoilt all my mood to blog.

Also yesterday's Board game Day with Ex2B was hilarious check it out at Michelle aka Kyenne's blog on that. I loves you peeps and continue to pray for my future.

DYAN WILL UPDATE YOU ON WHAT WE DID TOGETHER ANOTHER DAY!

-Blue toes

-Tak-glam photos

-Food photog

Thanks and God Bless GAP Outing to Sentosa tomoro.

Hopefully we'll be able to touch some lives,

but most importantly, God's presense to fill the entire Afternoon.

Good Morning ppl!

Congratulation for your graduation

I think this is the first time i went 1 big round on the MRT!

yes Dyan on the MRT,

the world must be spinning anti-clockwise...

went to meet and pass some kids camp stuff to a teacher in Bishan

and i ran all the way from Bishan via Orchard to Commonwealth,

for Liling's SOLEAD graduation!

So proud of her!

And i met most of the YAFs there...

And i received an elated e-mail from vane-nei and soph on our Thailand trip.

Itinery for June-July hols...

Genting

Mission trip - Johor

Work production 1 week in S'pore

Thailand - Bangkok

Cruise with family

WOO I CAN'T WAIT!!!

my Genting peeps, sit tight ya!

1 week plus more only :)

I love my DG, not very clear photo but these is our small and humble DG...
we'll reach out and sow the seeds!

My dear HM took a photo of me and i realised anymore swimming
i'll be chao ta bao! Till then... LOVES

Weekends or weekbeginnings??

I've got the fullest weekends ever.

Every weekend is blastingly packed...

Not if friends/piano teacher/parents asked me why am i always busy?

i wouldn't have known i love the hectic lifestyle...

Am i then running from home?

i highly doubt so love my family...

but i can't sit still

and love the heat of the action...

Now i need to find out why i've these craving?

Therefore i've planned a blasting weekend every week.

starts out work-band-outing-slp-church-outing.

So i played my first para-para dance machine,

sang songs i've nv sang or heard in my entire life,

ate a snail (escargot) [which i think was horrible],

ate so much i could have sworn it felt like carrying a baby in my tummy home

and i have made the bestest family/friends in a new environment!

anyway my DSLR smells like garlic!

and i can't wait for my head to touch the bed...

Introducing, this is chair meh
My cell again, tong-tong-tong-tong-chiang!!! (Photos credit to Yeo Kai Wen)

Then happily, i'll end of with my happy post... LOVE YA!

June chi chi y y...

Finally i've gotten to meet my chi chi y y friend...
Michelle my love btw replaced her horrifying picture with
an ultra cutsy one!

Oh btw we've got chased out twice becoz everything in westmall was closing...
but nobody can chase us out of our happy bubble we were in last night!
I loves them to bits and piecies...
We are the 3 puffs and all are sisters (as how my dad always welcomes his "daughters" over)
we have been in existence for 8 yrs running now...
Other than being happy,
we've experienced anger, jealousy, betrayal and all sorts of feelings together.
We still continuely sell LOVE to ppl who needs them and
we've sufficient to go around...

HAHA i've gone a lil' cuckoo but i love my puffs la...

Oh and daddy is as crazy as me,
he compared my hobby of photography as spending on luxuary item...
he couldn't lose out on that so
to curb his cravings he bought a whooping 40" FULL HD flat screen TV.

CRAZY RIGHT? my entire living room had a make over...

Oh notice new fresh paint in the background... Dad and mum's hardwork!
AWAITING a cruise with Family!
AWAITING Genting trip
AWAITING Mission trip
Mr Lim also promised a day out photoshooting!
Sara's bday coming right up

Peter and the wolf on flute plus...

BEATBOXING!!!
omgosh, i love the sound of his flute.
Its really round (which i'm still finding my own embouchure on my euphonium)

BUT LISTEN, its far amazing!



and i found this related to the video link on top


parrot beat boxing??!

If it wasn't for Rei,
i never would have appreciated beat-boxing.
It really sounds better life
and when your friend tries to beatbox in class,
irritating you have to death...
But i MISS IT ALREADY!!!

By the way, those of you who knows Steven Curtis Chapman,
his youngest adopted daughter from China passed away,
because she got hit by a vehicle his own biological son was driving...
a freak accident...
Lord, i pray for comfort to the family.
Love his songs!

Honda - doesn't just sells cars!

I think many of you ar more well informed than i am with news,

but anyways this caught my attention...



Asimo stands for Advanced Step in Innovative Mobility...
New Functions:
1) 2 Asimo-s or more can work together in an environment
2) They can avoid on-coming people thru their eye camera
3) Lastly the newly added function is when their battery falls and is almost depleted they will find the nearest charging station and charge themselves how smart is that???!



You should have guessed by now...



Asimo is a robot of 1.3metres of height and is designed to work around humans!
It's design is for someday where it will help elderly and disabled in their homes.
And this metal covered robot has conducted the Detroit Symphony Orchestra!

I think its really cool to have it,
but it scares me a fare bit that these robots will one day take over most of the things we do now!
I guess not only will be become lazier,
it'd make us stupid as well...
Imagine them taking over us one day...
If you've watched "AI" or "Artificial Intelligience" you'll get what i'm trying to say.

In the mean time,
i just wanna say i hate BBDC (the place not the company)
but i've passed my Final Theory, awaiting to book my TPT date and off i go,
officially with a driver's license...

CHELLEY we must JIA YOU,
hopefully lets take it once and for all
and lets go on our midnight jiak hong dates!
And Sophia, it'd be my turn to drive you :)

I CAN'T WAIT!!!

ei ppl you guys are all faster than me can...

i'm the last in the pack to upload the pictures!!!

I won't want to repeat what have been written in their blogs but...

THESE ARE THE PPL I KNOW WHOM LOVE ME LIKE NO OTHERS CAN!
AND I LOVE YOU LIKE I CAN LOVE NO OTHER FRIENDS!!!

INTRODUCING the TAK-GLAM CLUB :))))

haha i think we've seen each other grow up, seen how each of us are as individuals and learnt so much in these 7 years, looking back i've nv regretted wearing that fugly green uniform and black shoes and being uber childish back in those days, because i've met the most honest ppl in my entire life after entering the arts scene.

HEY HEY YOU YOU, ain't not talking that i don't meet nice ppl in the arts scene,
but you have perplexed personalities in the arts scene
but i still love my budak budak NAFA (the queen lovestest you guys, pls remember our chocolate buffet outing Matt has so kindly planned out, after your production ok?)

i've actually disappeared for 2 days...
my CHURCHY MATES, don't miss me, i know i didn't appear last Sunday.
Sat was work-band-and off for a funeral wake...

Really i've been to too many funerals,
i Pray for your Grandma that she leaves peacefully
and that the mourning period will end soon,
do take care of yourself darhling! (of coz you won't see this post but its a prayer for you!)

These ppl are new friends,
just slightly over a month but
my father and myself has not failed to have a liking for them at first sight!

They are down-to-earth ppl
whom deserve all the rights for me to ton-overnight with
at the funeral!
and although i'm considered an outsider
i'm treated ever so dearly!

Oh and it was my first time out with Mr Hoe and gang to
"Eat Wind" (SAK FONG!)

probably my first time to the NORTH of Singapore...
I really can't wait, school's out
and i almost feel like as free as a bird,
i wonder y!!!

but i really do miss BUDAK NAFA!!
CAN WE MEET!!! I KNOW PRODUCTIONS TIRING BUT I'M TIRED OF MISSING YOU GUYS!!!!

Not particularly the nicest photo but THESE ARE MY NEW MATES! and more, which i don't have the photos... AND I NEED TO SHOUT OUT TO AMY WEE AND XUAN HONG!

I AM SORRY FOR FLYING YOUR KITE!! I'M REALLY SORRY!!!!!
*you can put the blame on me!*

ALSO A DECLARATION TO ALL:
from the photos it is evident that DAIYAN HAS GROWN FAT,
YAY ME! ( gloat all you like!!! )

We LOVE!

hurs... I'm seriously running out of steam...
I found out that playing hard is more tiring than working hard!

but me likes...
Ex-2B'02 we have survived a 7 to 8 year relationship with each other,
i guess without squibbles and quarrels we won't be where we are today.

My curry puffs are always endearing,
the rest are all growing up to be fine young gentlemens...
they really are the 1st bunch whom I TRUST the most, nothing hidden...
i guess not forgetting those in CHURCH, my sisterhood, my cell, and misc churchhoodies they are another group that hang on to me as much as i am to them...
Then there are my Budak NAFA-ians whom all made me grow, seen me grow thru life and probably appear at the most crucial point in life, they are not forgetten!

Then there are the endearing friends i know from all walks of life which sometimes happen to be in God's plan whom touch my life dearly will nv be forgotten, this is a post on thanksgiving.

I thank you Lord for each and everyone of them

As much as i'd love forgiveness from all friends for things said and done which hurt,
also forgiveness granted for the sorries left unsaid...
i need to find release for issues that oppresses me...
Lots of explanations left unsaid,
justifying is tiring and i guess vocabulary limits emotions.
All will be left to be faced..

These just goes to show i loves you peeps more and more,
photos will come in another post...
Need to go for band practise
Ciao Bonchitos!

It be a joyous year...

China's hope to bask in the spotlight in 2008,
took a turn...
in hurricanes of troubles - both man-made and natural...

with an earthquake on a scale of 7.9 plus the heavy strain on the communist leadership...
there's alot going on inrelation to the olympics game...

Still this roar is smaller than what 9-11 brought about,
even though the death toll is much higher than that of nine-eleven.

I really wonder,
with so much turmoil building up,
there's only 1 thing on my mind,
get ready for His coming...

lets put our hearts together for the safety of the survivors
and the rest of ppl who resides there.
For God to continue to move in everyone griefing and those who watch on in silence...
Ches - i pray for your safety and for well being- being far away from home :)

All we know is to talk...

why not look at some photos?



We had time to reminisce our past...
and it really proves that upcoming 7 yrs of friendship,
proves alot! Me heartest them...
Chilling at my pad

We started going crazy!!
Even the man had a go at it...
Michelle's proudest...TWISTER!
All that was missing is MY JUNE!!! where ar you???!!

Late night chats are still the best, with some one endearing...
*Ni jiu shi wo de wei yi*
hurhurs...(ok that was super mushed up)

Some just deserve it...

Sorry i hate to blog this, but that smirk is ohhh boy one of its kind!
To all Genting production peeps,
guess who i met at the dance show?

Frankie Foo:
I wrote you guys 23 pages long testimonial... ...
Wah really very tired these few days... ....
Anyways, i think you've grown fat (smirks)

Dyan:
Oh really? you too...

(you shld have seen that look, price-less)
that smirk immediately went away...
Its been sooo long since we met and he's still the same...
(just fatter, i'm really serious)

Things have taken a turn...

When this blog is all about me...
i suddenly realised that my life and what i'm going thru isn't half as bad,
as what others has shared in their blogs, e-mails, experience,
on going to places in backward places....

when food is scarce, water is precious...
it makes me wonder of the con/spira-cy th-eories that others come out upon.
Sometimes remain as wonders in my life.

Instead on just discussing about them,
i deeply urge you ppl to pray along.

Myanmar - after the cyclone attack
Philippines - the poverty that will be increased in time to come

i think there are many more to pray about, but lets just focus one at a time...

YIKES!

sorry no time for update till tomoro...
But i'm feeling SUPER GUILTY
and need to find some source out...

I'm SORRY!!!
i forgot to go teach my kids today...
i forgot to go give them a lesson!!!

HOW DO I UNDO THIS FACT????

A new/old phase?

It didn't feel like school ended..
mayb because of production.
But i know i'll miss them all, every single one of them.

Then looking on,
my future is still a blur...
1 yr buffer period is not long enough for me to consider.

Will getting a Bsc be my hidden wish and talent?
will stepping into something new and foreign be another
missing jigsaw that should be placed in my life?
Will doing something secure with good prospects lead my life?
Or will continuing somewhere where i've already created connections and will provide me financially but meaning to study something that is not what i want but not meaning that i won't enjoy myself facing lil' ones all day and all night long?

Good night world, i wouldn't wanna hug or say gd bye to you guys today because its not good bye just yet...

Just, so if you're interested...

Had an interesting week,

had fun and i just realised how much i deproved after 4 yrs of not touching my instruments.

What seemed to be high hopes for myself,

was crushed as i know my limitations as i play simple pieces now...

Oh and i met 2 darhlings..

Jamie and my favourite Uncle from Canada and his wife...

apparantly he's an avid photographer,

who owns 2 pro Cameras..

(Mine as he stated, is outdated -_-)

Well so long as it snaps and take photos i'm good :)

and my family had lunch together at Lao Bei Jing,

food ain't that bad...

mayb a trip to Japan and Korea as well??

Finally the old dyan can get a chance to see DisneyLand mayb???

Gonna meet Melissa soon, my Canadian cousin who is working in Japan,

later for another family dinner...

Today's sermon:

if you only have that faith he who does the impossible will do the impossible...

Like saving my entire family...

Thank you Lord in advance :)