i hav decided!

ok this blog is giving me too much distraction... I need to really stop going online often, stop going out at nite and start studying and focusing on God and the YF.

*ATTENTION* to all
this blog will remain here, but dun ask me to update it...it will onli be updated when i wan too. wanna noe wads happening around me there is friendster, i will post the newest photos as soon as i can there..if i hav stuff to say i will still blog.

In conclusion,blog stays stagnent :)

aniway new yr has been the same like every yr for me, juz tt this yr i din stay in my Grandfather's huse but in my Uncle's huse. Spent like alot of my time in the car and watching stupid DVDs (as in shows were super boring or totally trash it material)

Updates on my family... well i've got a new niece, she is so super cute and small! the older sister i've found out has like gigantic eyes (almost like Shandy's but i tink slightly bigger). And the eldest sister is hyper active... But i like them all! ar its nice to know u ar "gu-gu"(aunty) once in a while...

can't stand it, muz upload some pictures of them! By the way these cousins ar all on my dad's side..



tts my niece ying hang(i dun really noe how to spell but it sounds like "bank" in chinese)


Now this is her sister ying chun (i dunno the spelling either) she has super duper big eyes!


Ooow...dun u juz adore this, she is the youngest... (sorry but i can't remember her name)she slps alot!


my cuzzies, we went thru 2 gruelling days...hahaha kidding we got to see our niece :)


Dig this! my Aunt's huse has chandeliers. And tt huse is super huge! its 3 stories high, with a staint glass tt stretches frm the 1st to 3rd floor!

Oh and the high light? my dad and uncle bought fire crackers, since i said i wanted to see them(actually i wanted the fire works i dunno y my dad bought crackers). Aniway i Uncle who lighted it didn't pull open the crackers so while i was bout to take my camera, i heard like a 3 second "Pop...Pop.........POP" (silence)...... ya i missed the whole thing...and it onli sounded for 3 full seconds?!!

good or bad?

mmm...shld be slping by now..i've realised i can't stay up late anymore... After december, its like the latest i slp is wad 1:30am?

well my mind is starting to wonder again...
1. What ar blogs for?
2. I kinda miss the good ol' days (what am i doing?)
3. I dun feel like i am doing anything as Chair. Where to start?
4. I think i am wasting time away... but how do i make myself efficient?
5. Whats my future?
6. Am i having a close relationship with God?
7. What am i doing typing these?

oh well this proves tt its time to slp...and forget bout all these...so much to say...so much i've done...i guess i can close down this blog...i seldom use it anyway...

one thing i wanna share, i dun agree now when ppl say blogs ar online diaries.. Diaries ar private stuff...and this is sooo public to everyone.. I juz update this regularly..or now mayb seldom is becoz its here and i dun wanna juz leave it as it is...

WORK!

i am still in my holiday mood man!!

700 word essay here i come...

i kinda hate school now...but tinking tt it is the same everywhere...

really makes me wonder bout the education system....

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

curled

guess wad peeps?! i've juz permed my whole head...

comments:

"omgosh.... DAIYAN u look like Aunty"

"mmm....ok lor...looks more demure"

"cute (nice)...."

i ain't gonna put any photos...lets see wad u say when u see me hur hur hur ;)

Brother Bear

was watching disney channel juz now...

and although i caught this movie like twice already... i still tink its a super nice show...like super touching :)

it really shows wad brothers (in other words ppl around u) ar really for...

and i tink i like the theme song "Look Through my Eyes" by Phil Collins

woo~

meetings coming up...

Learned to pray and trust God to lead me..
Am still learning.. (feel that there is still more to come)

feeling weird after the holidays...i tink i had too much fun :(

like seriously

this time not my hands itchy but else where... i believe its some bacterial or yeast infection (i read it on the net)

if its serious might cause trouble nxt time...

gotta see a doctor... YUCKS jac soph and june(hkss) i tink u gurls noe (i dun wanna see a doctor!!!!)

hands itchy!

nxt time anyone of u see me plz take a photo with me... juz one post without photos and i am itching to upload some photos!!

my darling camera has been lying in my room for a whole week.

being the chair has finally set in... sigh... here it goes...

my race starts here

3rd Day

having afternoon classes..

juz ta update everyone on school..

i tink its not tt bad really... 1st day we got to strip the profile spotlight..got to learn lots on lights and electricity and stuff...

more weird teachers...i wonder y...

and i sooo miss everyone in my class! its nice to see them again...

and i hav a new hangout place...spotlight!!! i am a mountain tortise i noe...but tt place is super cool :)

School starts! ARGH!

new sch... new yr... new erm....new NEW!

ok resolutions:
- i will nv be late for service again (guilty conscience killing me..thought of hell kills me straight away)
- scrape off all nite events on Sat (quit calling me out on sat nites, no stayovers)
- start sorting(organizing) out my thoughts
- stop spacing out and let my mind go faster (i tink my memory space is almost full, with so many things to remember)
- be serious about school like NOW!
- Praying HARD to lead my fellow YFers (seriously i am trying)
- Control my temper (to everyone, and yes including my family members)
- start being sensitive to things around me and even frendz
- gotta stop eating my junkies...

ok everyone is my withness...can reprimand me if i break any of these...

ok photos of sentosa ( i like my colour now, at least i'm not yellow yellow!)


the gurls at kate's lil outing at Sentosa, we're gonna miss u!


woo~ shades


my disowned daughter...