(:

haha sorry can't stand it, gotta blog bout my life again..

aniway i'm feeling much better!! thanks to words tt came frm Corrine, now i know why u ar in Lame Cricks, Kevin Loo gave me the same advise, thanks to both of u.

See God is great, even with frendz who dunno wad happened he allowed them to speak words of wisdom, LOVE you both!

aniway as i was saying, I went for the orientation for Esplanade Internship.
WOOHOO! i was quite shocked, how come there was like onli the 2 of us...
but ya i got 2 lilac polo shirts (super aunty btw), 1 trainee badge, 1 pass (WAHAHAHA i've got access to everywhere) well this ar the pros
cons: i need to buy 2 more black shirts plus one ugly looking black bata shoe (super aunty aso). AND THE FOOD THERE IS SO YUMMYLICIOUS and i've to add expensive too... :'( how broke can i get? 10 bucks for lunch!! sheesh...

but i like the ppl there, i like the working environment, i WANT TO WORK THERE. thats the type of job i want! but i overheard my colleagues talking the pay isn't tt gd though, mmmm...thinking of my future is really scary.

Aniway both me and Mary(the other intern, really easy-going girl frm NUS 3rd yr)actually got to talk to Benson Phua(1 of the CEOs in Esplanade)!!!
super nice guy. Really humble and we learnt alot frm him.
"People this days ar so caught up with materialistic wants,
they forget bout the times where they appreciated the things around them.
Age is no barrier to creativity, in fact it is children who has the most creative flare in them, when ppl grow older, they forget how to be creative"

so true tts y i'm still young OK!

GSS is here, how? i still want to save money, but i noe i wun... wad shld i get? clothes? cosmetic? accessory? bags? shoes? my birks which i've waited for so long? URGH! I need my pay check like NOW!

:)

recently i've been flustered at myself...

i tink its time to revamp my blog, its seriously meaningless.
I mean all i write is myself, wad i've been doing, like anybody is interested wad the hell is going on with me. Like seriously, look at my tag, its more like a means to communicate with me...
well, since i am on bout this topic.
Well, alot of you still dun understand me, so ya juz gonna say...
though i'm an extrovert(like Nurul says) but no i dun really like to share with everyone what i honestly feel, frankly speaking not even to my closest frendz SOMETIMES.
i mean look, everyone has a blog, it shows how much problems everyone on this earth has, to add my problems unto other ppl wld be so selfish, so the least i cld do is well make everyone happy.

SMILE for me ppl! (:

after being flustered with myself it led me to think, what in the world am i here on earth for.
Other then my 1 main reason to Serve my Lord there is no other gd reason i can come up with to be living for.
and i have come to a conclusion that the world also require some things that you should have in order to survive.
1. Career (to earn money)
2. Love (so tt you wun be lonely and so u hav frendz and family as company)

i'm so happy Lord, i'm back with the worship min, where i belong

Full house...

hahaha, for the 2nd time, i'm watching Full-house...

it seriously resembles somthing...and yet i had the cheek to saw why can't the lead actress go with the other guy who is soo much better looking and treats her nicer...

urgh...

i need a shout to myself..
ZHENG DAIYAN WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?????

Thought through long enough...God has been merciful to me...
i've took Him for granted long enough, ya took me that long to realise!

almost time for retail therapy, gd for the soul ;)
*CALLING ALL GIRLFRIENDS*
who can accompany me to shop? on the 2nd week of June?

BOOM!

thanks to my sis, my laptop hard disk drive is totally gone...

so once again, i'm uploading my images to image station...

mayb hav one album where i put up my nice pictures i've taken then u can comment, but until i've done up the album proper, its still under construction...takes like 15mins to upload 2 stupid photos ARGH!

y dun i put in deviant art or flickr or some other website, becoz my photos aren't of tt standard and i'm juz uploading on cyber space so tt my photos will nv be lost...

hai i've lost like many vids, coz i din upload the those vids in these com :'(

aniway 15 to 20 K2 kids ar a handful...i feel sooo guilty i tink i messed up the class...

SO SORRY, to whoever who wants to hear it, coz i really tink i ought to be sacked!
but i love those kids, juz hope tt their parents dun blame me :(

Birthday gift, Birthday party, Commissioning...

ok so ya its been a while since i update...

Gab's bday was on 22nd (monday) but we did him a lil favour, clear his room. It was a wonderful experience! and yes it looks so much better now...
This is what i did for him

looks a lil' weird i noe, but i did not know how to make it right

Went for Swi's 21st Bday party her actual bday is 26th(Fri)
haha and me and jiet tried taking artistic shots during her party, mmm...mine still turned out amatuer-ish need more practise!


artist at work :)


ha, pete ur eyes ar smaller than mine!


the arty farty chair i was sitting on


juz took this randomly..nice shot i tink


i would be an idiot to not put this up, nice shot of Hazel by Jiet! aw.... I LOVE THIS


haha simon joined in the fun, a photo taken by him. 3 chandeliers or 1?
oh and we played with the cockroach! haha si-dan kicked it into the pool twice and it survived! hahaha really funny...


her birthday cake


old school photo...haha

then there was Jiet's commissioning on Monday,
She's gonna "tell the world tt Jesus lives..."



tts all of us


before we left, took a photo of the front of the sanctuary,its pretty

Big Panda :)

suddenly my eyes are bruised...SERIOUSLY HELP!

is it becoz of late nites? or becoz of the surgery?

aniway NPCB concert was nice...
i mean its sooo long since i last went to one, kinda refreshing.
reminded me of the gd ol' days... i wan my eupho!
was there to support Nicholas and ya had a ball with Charissa (realised tt she can really complain hahaa but alls gd)


the theme was 1 night in Japan, i think... :x


juz the 3 of us.

I love these peeps...

Firstly CONGRATS to Nurul! haha seriously i'm so happy for u :)

Secondly congrats to myself, taking photos after my surgery.
some of the photos are pretty bad with my eyelids swollen like this one




hahhaa i know chelle u love these photos me too, but ai ya i look terrible in both :(

the food at balcony weren't pretty bad, quite nice and i tink the price is very reasonable though they dun hav a live band, i mean it would be much better than Wala if they had, but oh well :)




Both are grilled chicken but i'm jealous of michelle's plate...

after eating we were off to the swings! woosh...

not to show u how aunty and how fat i look but ya its really a nice place, i wanna go there again!

haha nice place hav to pose a bit

ATTENTION ALL NON-CHRISTIANS
like to emphasize that Da Vinci Code is a fiction show.


and it all ends well, the usual toilet pic and ya the final photo(rite on top) we took a grp photo at the taxi stand... i still tink we need more bonding hahaa...

Can we meet again? this time dun watch movie, chill out more so tt we can all talk.
AND seriously no more swings and rocking chairs, super distracting although i like it :p

oh oh~

haha I don't what I got myself into...

Busy Busy, July is coming!

oh and I've realised something K2 kids ar hard to handle, especially when all of them wanna express themselves to you. I'm scared seriously!
Kids these days have high intellectuals. My gosh if Joanne(the teacher in-charge of the class before I confirm my stay there) did not tell me, I would not have realised the compositions and drawings on the wall. Mind you these kids ar frm 3-6.

Can't wait for the dinner later at the balcony.
I really hope that these frendship will last like forever(I knoe it sounds kiddish but ya honestly). Love these ppl the most, well we've all seen each other doing the craziest foolish-est things ever!
Tomorrow will be meeting michelle, june, kenneth, zhao hee, jijin, ivan(been a while since i last saw him), sheng wei, chester
I'm like so anxious to go out now (:

Seriously i need my school time-table like NOW, its holding every single thing I want to do, why do they do time-table last minute???!!!

home sweet home (:

ok i've been super bored lately..
read alot of the bible
read alot of books
checked out a whole bunch of new songs (secular music to gospel to kids music even rock and roll)

hahaha i've done alot of things this hols tt i will nv even think of doing...
i even played with a stray kitten in my corridor yesterday after blogging...

aniway i grabbed this from the author Dinah McCall which i think is meaningful:

"This story is about faith, for it is only in faith that you can believe in something you cannot see. And its is love, for in love and only love, will you ever know the joy of selflessness. And it is about family, for without them you know nothing about being accepted just as you are. And it is about eternity, for without it, yesterday is forgotten, today is taken for granted and tomorrow never comes.

Learn to love who you are, accept what you cannot change and trust in truths you cannot see."

tink my blog is becoming too wordy... here u go u will know how bored i am after looking at the following pictures :p


Master piece in the balcony, wheres my pants?


Flower of socks (they smell nice too)


my darhling angel...


lil' bibs is camera shy

WEeee!

i juz feel kinda crazy rite now, but nobody to share it with..

I've got holes in my face and they ITCH!

hahaha i tink i accidently scratched 1 when i was slping, it was bleeding..

SUPER BORED now...
mayb i shld play my sims...
i wanna get the expandsion pack, but i tink it did be a waste of money coz they all add up to a few hundred bucks! and i'd rather spend tt money on clothes, shoes, bags, yada yada... i'm materialistic...
(tt has gotta STOP!)

finally listened to stadium arcadium the jupiter disk, seriously most of the songs ar nice...

I need to go out! i need ppl, i need some somebody to share my craziness.. BLEAH!

TO my DEAREST SOPHIA,
get well soon darling...
i miss the times we spent together...
look at me, i'm going nuts, juz blogging nonsense...
We've gotta so go out soon!!!
and ya i hope u ar all better now, can u walk and jump?
i will be right here waiting for u... hahaha :p

Mr Sneezy...

op was k ok!

i look terrible now though...
but once its fine i'd be rid of those bumps..

i can't explain in words how adorable those kids are!

i like it when they come up to you and really want a hug...i so wish to give a hug back...

I ADORE children :)

???

As i was happily blog hopping as usual, looking at wad my frendz ar going thru..
i'm juz so amazed... with a frend telling me that ppl who blog about relationships ar attention seeking and another frend whom i haven contacted in a long time (i secretly checked out the person's blog).
it all came to one conclusion to me, all of us ar in these one big story that we are all linked 1 way or another...

its really freaky.. can't tell u in detail but juz tink bout ur own life..

here or there, up or down?
i'm simply confused...
surrendered...

tomoro is scary...
*breaths deeply*
i will still get to see the world...
hahhaa

i can't slp!!!

hello...

sorry i MIA-ed for a while...
been running around recently and somedays juz plain lazy to come online
so as usual i have more photos coming up!

Funny incident:
both me and Nurul went on a 1 day free trial at fitness first. (Yesterday's Life section actually featured fitness first at 1 George Street MY GOSH THATS LIKE THE BEST GYM EVER! its got a fantastic view as u swim.)
Aniway we were at Capital Towers first then upon arriving at 1 George St, we asked this guy in suit and all which way was it to 1 George St, he was like "both of you are off to the gym rite?" and then both of us looked down at wad we were wearing and stared at each other for a while, totally stunned! HAHAHA i dun believe it, we were in skirts mind you! haha and the rest ar...shall not elaborate i will let Nurul talk bout it! :p

Gd news we've got a job! hahaha :)
ok, frm today onwards, my vocab does not include singlish, no more "can, la-s, lor-s, ma-s, meh-s, etc...." if u ever hear me saying any of these, please do remind me thank you.


Before, after the body combat class, i tell ya, tt is wad i call a WORKOUT! sounds more like a class to KNOCKOUT!


Seriously, i tink i slimmed down after tt session! wahahha

Sorry Nurul but i've decided thought and re-thought tt i shldn't join, though they hav such a gd deal coz ya i can't live up to pay tt big amount for the rest of life, at least for now.
But then again, i like the classes there, i dunno, suggestions ppl to whether i shld sign up for the club?

then on Sat, followed some of these ppl to jam, i was juz observing..sorry no photos or vids of them jamming though, forgot to take out my camera.. but we went to eat and I finally tried Island Creamery.. I want more!


mix of chocolate and oreo cookies, yummified!


i like this photo the best, but ya its a lil' blurred...



Kev's sticks/rods
trying to take nice shots, dun look tt nice though


Who has the evil eye now huh?!


juz fooling around.

yawns...

i love my hair, like my trimmed eye brows and i love my skin...
and its tiring to maintain this nice skin and everything.. seriously drains the energy out of me... YAWNS!!!

aniway Sat was with Nurul, we went high end shopping! My gosh... and we ate at prego deli.. it was stella!

let my photos do the talking...


the cloth on the table is an actual skirt!




prego deli, my apple struddle like thingy which is sooo nice, Nurul and me decided we hav got to bring our manna there!


then it was down to Hermes Jan Kopps is super cool...

hold my horses!

woah lemme tell ya... i had a "blastin" fun day today! (blastin as wad Nurul wld put it) it all started at 8am...

super early...then we went to Beyond beauty spa. I'm totally addicted to facials..got conned into paying 60 odd...haiz...but ya, its kinda worth it la..2 facial sessions plus eye brow shaping...

then it was off to taka...got my stuff...i tink i spent alot today...
Nurul like din spend much today... then bout evening time spent my time hunting for stupid sunglasses...i "blastin" spent alot of money today but i'm happy (:

photos!


my "shou huo" for today...


the slimest photo ever...


then the fattest photo ever...


resting our tired legs


a peak into my room...

long stories (:

i hav lots of pictures which are waiting for me to upload but seriously its too many..and i wld like to photoshop them so they did shine out on the blog, so out of tt many hundreds i took, i will only upload like a few..

i juz did up a shopping list, let me tell you if u were to add everything up, a thousand dollars is not enough for me to spent...argh... girls, i should learn to be more non-materialistic

so i'm not sure where to start but ya my pictures will do the explanation together with my captions...

the beauty of romance only lies in my fantasies


this is Elaine and Nono, dancing the Korean dance...cool


after theatre exams, oh i haven slept the night before...but its still a nice big round smile to the whole world!


this is mr and mrs salt & pepper shaker, un-photoshopped..i'm improving ain't i... haha


mann, nurul, sha and me went to check out the cathay cineplex or something, THEY AR GONNA OPEN BEN & JERRY'S WOO HOO!
Then we were off to marche... me and sha slept, while the other 2 ate..

then it was off with me to wait for darhling chelle to go cut hair..
hilarious thing, her hairdresser thought tt i hav naturally curly hair..mmmm...
sorry too lazy to photoshop any photos coz the lighting was super bad..

on Sat, there was this topshop party at isetan scotts, and the careless me left my handphone at home, but in the end i met with Nurul and Ain...and we did some shopping and oh we did a makeover by anna sui! i'm so addicted to make overs now, i tink i wanna go for the paul and joe wan... and i took so many "zhi-lian" photos!


there we were, with our beautiful colours..and yes Nurul i regret not getting the eyeshadow :'(


i tink this photo is pretty cool u tink..


on sunday it was all back to snapping flowers, shan't bore u with it all heres one of them.. then at nite we had half nite prayer and tt really did something to me...
is tt 10 mins of prayer so hard to even dedicate it to God?

On Monday...
Worship Min went for a picnic at Maritchie, whether was fine juz a lil' drizzy


monkey vs houselflies? i did rather choose houseflies anythime..
one of these irritating fellas stole out nutella, well it was almost finish la..


our deli master, i made my salmon tuna with biscuit spread... love it


and seriously we were all perspiring like crazy...(Terrance)


Mr Peter Tam's (aka Doctor Evileye's ugly looking concoction) its not even a drink idiot!


the paranomal of our connecting lines, super cool, the last photo was inverted though, tts y look kinda funny...

ended with a grp pic...

tts all of us

and then upon reaching home took a bath and i was off to Trader's Hotel with my family for international buffet (my sister's treat)
oh and i suffered frm a super bad tummy upset..blame me for being greedy hahaha


those of u who hasn't seen my family, well this is everyone all present even my sis's boyfriend is in it.. yep...

so tts all tt has happened to me..

now its time for POM.. we shall overcome!