The fire in BB is affecting me...

I'm having more mood swings then ever,
not that my "Auntie" is here (that doesn't help at all)!

The following will be my current random thoughts in no particular order:

Joce asked for an update.
3 more scheduled dates with the love
Actually i don't even know what to say, if i were to say,
every few minutes i'd like to post something up.
As i've said my mood swings are pretty bad now.
Is it because of the bright moon?
Is it because of the fine ashes being blown in from opposite?
my baby and i have been sneezing a lot recently... My Cadorabbit-look-a-like-donnawatch-izzit ball of fur.
my love : )
I'm so gonna miss you.

So yes have been eating out almost everyday am very broke,
excuse to get outta the house because everyone calls it my farewell.
I kinda feel happy ppl do care that i'm going,
at the same time i am irritated that i need to go out and meet ppl.
Don't know laziness gets to me most of the time HAHAHA!
Jams knows it best. I LOVE TO JUST PPL watch with her...

Then there was the clubbing incident.
God hopefully it'll never happen again and i met my long lost friend Rei! (i'm glad that i can meet you once before i leave!)

Timbre @ mt sophia is a good place to hang out away from the crowd but in town!
And i miss my sister who is still in Turkey. These are the ppl whom are with me for 8 years and still counting...
You know honestly, if i've the ability to, i'd pack you all in my suitcase and smuggle you in to Frisco and put all of you in my room so that you'd be with me 24/7 as i study. But thats impossible.. I guess we've just to remember that deep down and out I LOVE YOU!
(that includes Jijin and Ivan not shown in pic)

Will it all be the same when i come back?
Will i be able to control my feelings on that day/when i'm there/when i'm back?
Will my parents miss me?
Is everything God planned?
Will the trees opposite my house grow back?
Will my sister come back for good?

I don't know what else you wanna know from me...
I had lots of outings..
With Mann,
with Nurul,
with Sophia and Vane,
With June and Michelle,
with Jamie,
with Jocelyn,
with my Ex 2B,
with .......
Ya nobody is interested to know...

Thats all i guess, flights 8th March 1125.
Come as you wish, don't come if you don't. no obligations, I'll be back anyways :)

Chinese New Year

Well to make up to the lost of updates,
lets just say for those whom i don't bore,
read on...

What i do every CNY when i'm away in Malaysia.
I probably only blogged a little portion of it here.

My dad was raised in Msia,
he changed his citizenship and became Singaporean,
met my mum and got married to a Singaporean and have Singaporean kids :)

So every CNY,
as far as i can remember,
i'm never in Singapore, i repeat NEVER.
We have to take leave from school when we were still in Pri/Sec school
to go back to Msia earlier (to beat the jam).
Its really that bad, sometimes (when i was younger)
they'd carry me in the car and when my eyes opened,
i'm somewhere on the causeway listening to the FM radio (long time ago cars have no CD player) playing oldies and i'm crammed up in a really small car, i can't remember what type of car,
only has 2 doors and definitely smaller than a 1400CC car,
with 5 or sometimes more people in the car.
(NOTE, i was tiny last time, so i would be sitting on everybody's lap)

So we would go back to a place called Muar (district of Johor),
its on the outskirts of Melaka.
To visit my grandfather called Tee Pan.
He owns a bicycle shop and i've photos of it dated back on Sept04,2006

Well CNY USED to be really happening,
fire crackers, fire works, at least 500 RM ang baos every year.
AND seriously lots of people packed in 1 house, soon we expanded,
an appartment in one of the terraces, and still packed with people.

I really don't know when but things started to go downhill,
mayb when i entered NAFA onwards,
relatives passing on, family squibbers.
Soon there was a split, my dad and uncle and aunt bought their own house,
in a smaller semi-detach at Semabok.

With more squibbers, somtimes you see a triple split in the entire family,
other times better, just 2 halves of a family.
Ang bao money definitely decreased by a whole lot.
Mayb a 200 or 100 RM ang bao now...
Well on to festivities,
these are what happened this year, mostly the same since 2005.
Let my pics and captions continue on the story...

Credits to sister while taking pictures.
Leaving the house at 5am on Sunday and reaching early in the morning,
we had breakies at my favourite place!
What do they serve you ask?
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Yea Nasi Lemak,
the traditional style, like i like it best.
More chilli please!
not forgetting pictures of my family!
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. what do we do most of the time for 2-3 days there?
We have our own internet cafe,
now that daddy got us broadband!
Thank God for internet!!
and thank god for my cousin (the male one)
to drive us to the mall, for a movie or just chilling out of the house!
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As usual we do our usual lou hei and steamboat for dinner.
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As usual my nieces took my pictures again this year,
an evidence that i did wear that super expensive chion sam top!
They are all grown up now and calling me "gu-gu" still sounds weird.
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Then we'll travel up to visit Ah Gong on CNY Chu Yi at Melaka.
Here you see part of the terrace-shop-house look alike
which once used to be bustling with people,
now you only see us...

This about sums up all my time spent in Msia during CNY!
I'll miss it nxt year and prob the nxt nxt year and mayb the nxt nxt nxt year too.
Well, Jie please help me to collect ang baos still hahahaha...
Thats all folks!