Lovelies

Which came first?
Loving kids or finding my job?

Whichever it is, i'm here to share 2 very special kids.
Something happened on this faithful day...
If only they grew up 20 yrs with me
I WILL MARRY HIM!
hahaha jokes aside, hopefully i have a kid as sensible as either 1 of them!

Was teaching a holiday prog at a certain preschool
(not Pat's)
So my dear blur Brendon walked all the way to the classroom
even before going to the hall (its a long walk)
and he looked super cute this morning!
and my K1s left me for another class,
then the K2s came in (my fav, becoz all of them were more matured)
and anyway i know most of them frm my previous term with them.

Max the other oldie was there as usual very quiet, after eating, washing hands, i gave them each 2 coins. We were learning economics, so you choose to save money or buy what you wanted. Most was sold at 1 coin so they had a choice of 2 things or buying 1 thing that cost 2 coins. I opened my store, half way thru, i realised i didn't see Max at all nowhere near the stores, so i peeked around the classroom, i saw him sitting on the floor. Called out to him and he was hiding his face crying! You know him being the most sensible boy i know, telling me that he talks a lot in the bus but usually in class he would rather keep quiet to respect me and his classmates i'm touched :) And HIM on the FLOOR CRYING!

Of coz i got a shock, did you fall?
Did somebody hit your face?
Someone Jeremy told me his coin rolled under the racks.
(Note i just told all of them to not loose the coins before i opened my store)
Ai Max there's no need to cry, all these racks are movable,
if you want i could always give you another coin!
That wasn't all, balloons were selling like hot muffins.
and yea there weren't any more left on the table...
So my cute little Brendon, with that little shuffled hair on the right
(like drawn in comics)
came right up looked deeply at Max and said here take mine.

Awww....you know it was sooo sweet
I gave Brendon one more free gift.
I'm smitten...
and anyway i still adore Max the sensible one!
You know what i regretted most?
Not taking a photo with them, all of them are going to P1 nxt yr :'(
I'll miss them.

Not feeling well...

Well the title of this entry is "Not feeling well"
Don't get me wrong, i'm perfectly healthy and fine..

Its just...
Well it has hit "Home"
after watching a certain movie.
God seriously knew what i felt even
before i consciously felt it...

Who has looked after me throughout my childhood years?
Who has bought me treats?
Who has picked me up before and after school?
Who has given me the most money besides my dad?
Who has been quietly supporting me?
Who has quietly been doing all my chores like ironing my clothes?

Oh so you might think your mum...
(wait i love my mum alot too though we squabble ALOT!)
You're wrong, my Grandma.
I haven't talked about her much havent't i?

Its not easy living with someone who has demantia.
Dementia is a non-specific illness syndrome (set of symptoms) in which affected areas of cognition may be memory, attention, language, and problem solving. Higher mental functions are affected first in the process. Especially in the later stages of the condition, affected persons may be disoriented in time (not knowing what day of the week, day of the month, month, or even what year it is), in place (not knowing where they are), and in person (not knowing who they are). (Taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dementia)

She's the most well remembered person in my house. Any of you who came to my house often would always ask, where's your grandma? She's really cute. She keeps smiling are some of the comments always made. And really i'm proud to have her in my home!
At times my family laughs it off, when grandma says something incoherent to her surroundings but i think it didn't occur to me how hard it might hurt her when we did that, although she laughs along. Alot has been going on lately, somehow i feel the heart ranching feeling when i see her but i can't help much. Firstly our family is quite traditional, no smuuchy hugs or any of that sort, we keep our feelings to ourselves (that excludes me and my sis) and well my mum being the sole caregiver has also taken a toll and i can't really blame her all the time if she's treating my grandma wrongly. I mean its a 24/7 thing so really, things will only get worst as days go by. I only know things will be very different if i hadn't had this grandma, simply i did like to tell her
I LOVE YOU!

Awaiting...

People around me,
blogs i visited today
everyone seem to be waiting for something.
Salary to come.
An important phone call.
An urgent e-mail.
A toast to get toasted.

I've learnt the importance of patience (:

scab scabs scabing!

And so thank God i decided against seeing the doctors,
becoz they totally have no idea what the hell is wrong.

Last night,
i picked up my Baby
and realised he feels like he's running a fever.

Called my emergency transportation(daddy)
and we whizzed down to Whitley road,
mind you Mt PleaXXXX(go figure) cost a whooping $274 for consultation.
And right nxt door in a very quiet corner,
which i've always wondered about JamXX Tan Vet was $142 inclusive of medication.
LOOK AT THE DIFFERENCE?!
and that vet was rather experienced,
he cured me too! So now i'm scratching much lesser...
2 living creatures cured at a price of one...not that bad i must say!

Scabies is a highly contagious ectoparasite skin infection characterized by superficial burrows, intense pruritus (itching) and secondary infection. It is caused by the mite Sarcoptes scabiei. The word scabies itself is derived from the Latin word for "scratch" (scabere).
(taken frm wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scabies)
This looks like a severe case, mine's more sparsed out...
Yes ppl stay clear of me :)

OH ya yesterday i went driving with dad,
i almost hit an ah ne's hand and i made a dog freeze in it's spot!
HAHAHA i love my life AMEN!

ANSWER

Well, yea okok fine it is a picture.
*DING DING DING
Jocelyn and Mann you've got 1 point each...
My hand is the centre one
*Deeeaaa deaaaa...
I'm sorry Jocelyn try again nxt time!

HAHAHAHA
Anyways 12th November 2008 Mark A GREAT BREAKTHROUGH!
(which nobody is interested in :( )
I SERIOUSLY thank those who actually felt happy for me, i feel happy just knowing there's ppl who were happy together with me! And i even made a new friend just for being happy!
Well dad didn't even congratulate me,
instead of me wanting to bring them out on a dinner date,
the family isn't really a family...
I have a weird family thats all i wanna talk about them!
They may make you at your happiest and your saddest...

Anyways have been up to alot of going ons (:
I went into Johor alone,
got lost, met sister and went eating, shopping the ENTIRE DAY!
boy was i bushed,
nxt day was driving test and i couldn't sleep!
It has been a week of spending money....
And then today, or rather yesterday,
i timbred with my Toby's (Ex2b grp) again!
waiting for ALL MY PHOTOS frm KYENNE,
so keep on a lookout on facebook la...
In the meantime, here's something to ponder about,
tell me your answer :)

YAWNS!

SARA TEE says i'm boring...
thats y the blog is also dying.

Let's play a guessing game!
Picture/Painting?
Pls tag on the tagboard and let me know (:

Oh man i resort to doing that i really am boring!!!
Test this Wednesday!!! URGHHHH!!! I hope i pass seriously!

(If you want, you can guess whose hands are these... -_-)
Anyway i can't describe how lucky i am to have the 2 of you MUACKS!

Just the 3 of us

All good things come in 3,
at least i like to think of it as that :)

I smiled all the way home,
its no lie when they say
"Diamonds are women's best friends"Not the size, or brand or whatever...
Its the promise that is kept and the friendship that we care is all that matters.

I'm still burping curry chicx...
Anyways I went to the doc today,
instead of my darhling Chocho passing me any other ringworm,
i'm allergic to the spores of those fungus -_-
Argh itchy itchy scratchy scratchy up and down my backy wacky!

Also i think i'll fail my 1st driving test,
SERIOUSLY...hai...

AND I MET ALL MY BABIES TODAY!
each and every single one ALL GROWN UP!
Sadly they do not remember me, but i am glad i remember
each and almost everyone of them.

P.S: a very amazing discovery, ChoCho has balls!!!
its not a her, its a him!!! PPL ITS A MALE!