HOMESICK
So who would have thought the ever having fun "daiyan" can one day feel homesick??!!
I woke up in the morning thinking of the banner that the loves of my life gave me.
Honestly I have not opened it since the first quarter I came here...
Not that I don't want to or do not like, but you know thats one piece of treasure that meant the world to me, you can rob me of my riches but I'd pay a grand to have that piece back...
Why am i feeling this way?
I did say that after 2 years in Foothill College, its been getting better and better but you know these friends are different from the family and the confidente(s) I have back home.
Eugenie is great, she's my daughter/sister/friend/roomate/companion/advisor/cook to me and thats my only other I have after 2 years here...
Why am I still feeling this way?
Men are disappointment in my life. There's no point elaborating further, I wish I could turn back time and came to America all over again, things would be different, would be better!
I look around me and feel and know that everything is different now...
