Beyond Secrets

Beyond Secrets

"God can let something so big, so dangerous or so sad happen to us, but at the same time, strengthen us so that we will instead of falling, we grow stronger and mightily against the evil one.

By Faith, Love and His Everlasting Mercy.."

(Taken from a loved ones blog and Amen to this.)

Ya Gon Learn Chinese

Ya Gon Learn Chinese

So school started and school's a lil' tough after my FANTABULOUS SUMMER BREAK!
It ended with a Bang Bang PEUUUUUU...

I went to Lake Tahoe dude!!

Awesome time I had there, I did parasailing, white water rafting, horseback riding, hiking....
AWESOME, got my summer tan and got to know more White guys...
OMG SOUTH LAKE TAHOE in the summer only has HOT WHITE GUYS...
Not that i'm paricularly interested hey more eye candies right?

Watch out for my pictures on fb...

So yes I'm taking Chinese classes now,
like huh? ZDY what are you doing????
And no i'm not taking advanced Chinese classes,
I'm taking like introductory to Chinese class HUR HUR HUR :P
Well i'm just doing for transfer purposes and it is the most interesting class i have so far,
know why?

CAUSE I ROCK AT IT (:
but yea seriously it beats learning with a bunch of asians, when theres a mix of people
and the way they all learn are so different.
Probably my only relaxing class out of all the mods i'm taking.

MISS YOU FOLKS, SKYPE ME SOON and pull me out of my low

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Jet Lagged and bored

I haven't had any jet lagged until this time when i returned. It doesn't feel any different, only probably you feel bored waking at 3-5am in the morning thinking what to do and feeling really tired at 7pm every night. Funny why its these times, totally not related to the day and night half way across the world...

So i conclude that JETLAG is a BITCH

For those who know, updates, F changed his phone number and called me, GOD, I PRAY FERVANTLY that he doesn't find me nor stalk me nor be friends with me, I've decided to end everything even that friendship. ARGH... enough is enough (you know i usually don't end friendships but thats a period to this one)

Aside from these, I MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS my friends, family and BABY back home
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DEAD BORED

DEAD BORED

So i'm back in Frisco early this year...
I'm going through all the school applications.

Hopefully I'm able to get in somewhere.
Already missing everyone back home!
Sorry guys for the rush by in the airport
but APPRECIATE TIME TAKEN TO CRAWL OUT AND SEND ME OFF!!!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE,
I'm having a bad bout of jet-lag this time ard...

Ho Ho Ho!

Oh....

so now i see your TRUE COLORS !!

Conclusion to everything that I've found out from my time in Singapore? I choose to ignore, not because i'm ignorant but because there's so much more things in life i want to be appreciative and happy about, rather than having to worry about and care about. That also doesn't mean I don't care either, but personal decisions are yours to make, not to be influenced nor forced upon.

I see displeasures, i see anger, i see hatred, i see fear, i see frustrations, i see disappointment and most of what i saw WAS happiness. What can i do in this short period of time? Apologies won't sound sincere, appreciation, would be misunderstood, celebration, would be inappropriate.

I wish to shout GROW UP but who am I to say? When I know I'm one of those who needs it too!
Forgive and forget is still my moto, the friendship of xx years overwrites all else. And I still love you <3