Girlfriends

Ha, i don't have a lack of girl friends!

Love you girls, there are some things that are different when you're out with girlfriends rather than boyfriends or boy friends. The level of understanding is really different.

It was swimming craze last week, swam twice.

This week book reading.

Had a heavenly bonding time with church friends, especially Jia Xing, together Sharon and Serena and met Guan Zhong at swimming pool.

Last Sat, met my dale! Nulu.

Really being missed, still as hot as ever. went for NAFA's convocation.

Went to event, omgosh tell me i haven't forgotten to party?

Shake those..... hahaha LOVE IT, thanks for calling me :)

Love those people, although art students ar still weird (including me)

Sunday, June's birthday celebration cum Ex 2B gathering.

Love them, i really am amazed we've been in contact for such a long time!

Met Mr Cheng, ate special Australian Mixed Ice Cream *DROOLS*

Shouting out to Ex 2B, although we know each other for 7 yrs plus, met up on a regular basis, i hope that our friendship continues, I really love you guys all of you, from the bottom of my heart. Dunno whether anybody will ever see this but yes, no words can describe the friendship with have with each other. Different experiences with each individual and growing through time. We seen each other evolve into different adults and of different interests. LOVES DOUBLE LOVES AND TRIPLE LOVES.

This week, tuition, work, met Serena for facials. Met with my Currypuffs. Much XOXO from me.

Met Jams at her workplace and chatted with Rei on phone.

Oh added update, went to Doc, have gastric and stomach indigestion, CASE CLOSE to sickness, though stomach is much bloated and added of fats...hai shakes head...

ok anyway visuals (:Jia Xing's hand with SUPER HUGH mothNulu, Jams, DyanMet to get June's prezzie, met Amy Wee, Feng and gangAt Settler's Cafe, pathetically we only played 1 game. Happy Birthday CalipuffShopping spree (:

Serena and me after facial. Had to change silly parting, hair cldn't sit

Friends...

don't usually browse through friendster...

I feel like i've missed part of everybody's life.
I mean i'm no racist or sexist, so ya just feel sad tt i can't be part of everybody's life.

Time passes really fast,
things ar always being prioritise, like friends.
Honestly who are more important will take up your time.

i thank God for the ppl he has placed in my life.
Everyone affected me in some ways,
some are brought closer to me and others have shown me something new in life.

For good or bad, long or short,
I just wanna say, all of you are being loved and that i always hope to catch up with you guys/gals.
Anybody who sees this post and feel like catching up, its my hols, know what to do nxt ;)

I think i'm way way bored and i suddenly kinda miss everyone. I'm serious.

Growing up...

I should be sending out e-mails now, but i just needed a break.
Going out later =P
Met Nurul yesterday, i forgot how it felt like to party, i really forgot how to shop too.

Anyways, had my 2nd worship prac yesterday with Marcus and Hazel (YF).
Its really amazing that time really flies and we all grow up, we learn new things, we learn to be more matured in looking at different perspectives as when we were younger.

I've a few of my youths communicating through e-mail and i know of friends who also in a sense counsel or have one-on-ones with younger teens and we just talk and hang around them.
We always think that anyone younger is like OH more lame, not fun, boring, whatever... sometimes we really never give them a chance to express themselves?

Mayb its just me growing up in an environment where feelings ar always being surpressed.
I still ain't allowed to shout (tts y you almost seldom, or nv hear me scream) unless if emergency, but it has come to a point where scary rides wouldn't even work my screams. Yes Sophia Sim, if you're ever reading this those shouts of your name ar rather for fun (i still feel your name is nice to shout! =P). Maybe that is why nobody ever tells them that its ok to express how they feel, encourage that its alright to be expressive at the appropriate time.

Was reading one of the Christian blogs, it really is amazing how his words can heal, touch, change someone's life. (thats y sometimes i feel the internet is such an amazing invention and intervention) I think LOVE is just the right word, to touch people around us. See the needs of the people, feel together with them but of cause first loving God and yourself would give you a clearer view.

9Whoever says he is in the Light and [yet] hates his
brother [Christian, [a]born-again child of God
his Father] is in darkness even until now.
10Whoever loves his brother
[believer] abides (lives) in the Light, and in It or in him there is no occasion
for stumbling or cause for error or sin.
11But he who hates (detests,
despises) his brother [[b]in Christ] is in
darkness and walking (living) in the dark; he is straying and does not perceive
or know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his
eyes.

1 John 2:9-11

hm?

Oh i'm really much better now.
Thanks for all care and concern!

Shouting out to Soph and Gab,
Yes i'm very much surprised REALLY.
Thanks for the visit and chrysanthemum tea.
So sweet, my only visit and you guys ar much loved!

seriously enough of this sick-y thing...
went swimming with Jia Xing today, gdness knows all my muscles are aching!
Later another swimming session with Sharon Serena and Jia Xing again,
i think will be less on swimming and more on playing but yea its gd,
need to invest in suntan lotion. (reminder to self)

Just staying at home for this past few weeks has been surprisingly insightful.
used to question what life would bring and where God is leading me too.
I've learnt tt actually God will pave the way and that we should just rely on Him,
rather than trying to figure it out yourself.
In His time and especially in His pace.

I guess i've just slowed down :)

Latest update...

I realised after being sick, my post ar updates on me being sick.
No matter how sunny and cheery i am, i'm grounded till like i'm better,
so peeps i'm sorry for lack of visuals or anything exciting bout my life.

Cause i'm pretty much a dried up corpse at home :P
Ok anyway, i'm thankful i still get to walk around, it ain't tt bad.
God has finally made me slow down my pace of life and i'm back on track.

Ya so today i went back to the all too familiar place,
the nurses recognise me now...
Thought i had tonsilitis but no doc says mine is infected frm the outside.
Means it ain't my tonsils that are causing the trouble, they are just infected by whatever infection which still is in my body.

Please pray, seriously i tink everything is caused by stomach/gastric, hopefully its not.
Review nxt week, after my course of another type of antibiotics.
Steriods are the worst bitter tasting medicine ever! YUCK!

God heard our prayers

my dear friends, thanks for praying...

I'm very thankful, i was brushing my teeth today and felt like looking how bad my sore throat was...
To my surprise...
i found my tonsils swollen.

I'm just thankful i've got a very healthy body inside its just some silly tonsilitis...
Will get well soon and be out and about :)

busy-ness no more

ok peeps... another round to mount avernia...

took 2 tests.
Blood and Urine.

Blood showed high white blood cell count (meaning body trying to fight back whatever that is attacking my immune system) so doc suspected urine infection which lead me to nxt test.

Urine was cleared, no problems. Negative.
Nxt suspected gall bladder. Somehow huge hunge i've got something wrong down there too, but for now under antibiotics.

Not at church camp either. Stuck at home. Became a cooped up chicken since last week. Lord please save me. Not only do i wanna lead my healthy live again, i want my life back as in my usual energy to go out and have fun instead of snoozing all day all night. Even coming online is a chore.

Going to research a bit on my symptoms will be slping. Peeps please reach me on my cell. Not coming online till at least i can stay up long enough.

busy-ness

am still sick. bloated yesterday when to hospital to consult again, i tink i've been healthy for too long. Please pray for my speedy recovery.

Have funeral to attend won't be in church this Sunday, cause immediate family, must be there...

church camp 4-7th June
wedding 9-10th June
All will be in malaysia, might only be able to meet ppl the following week.