When...

When you feel like shouting...

SHOUT HIS NAME!!

...

When stress fills you up, you feel like you're in a box, a small box...

Please find Dyan back

"The/Social/Network"

"The/Social/Network"

Have you watched it?
Go with a light head, cause the lead talks like as if he would die if he don't spits the word out soon enough.

Well not gonna be a spoiler and spill the whole movie out.
But recent events took place and I've learnt a lot from the movie actually.
What is it that makes us tick and what keeps us interested in things on a long run?
What do men think about women, as in are we just trophy girlfriends/wife, things or are we someone to share our life with?
Why is American movies all full of White people dissing other ethnicity?
Are all billionaires the way they portray themselves to be?
Are older men finding younger girls with ulterior motives behind them?
WHATS UP WHATS IN AND WHATS OUT?

I can't study right now... HAHAHA ok go figure!

Depressed...

I think this quarter i'm more depressed than I've ever been...
I laughed at somebody who said "extreme lonliness"
becoz i haven't experienced that.

When that person said "extreme lonliness" it didn't infer not only having no
intimate relationships, but no friends and family too...
I regret what I did, and i would say, that its really a real feeling that I can't help myself.
Neither can I control it.

If i were to psychologically diagnose myself, I think i'm mildly depressed at this point.
Financially, i seem to be unable to control my outflow of cash,
although i don't seem to buy much stuff, the money disappears.
Working is not an option, there's not much time for me to work and focus on studying...

Also i think having no alone time now, makes me feel distance from God
and know what, i just need a break, from everything, I just need a retreat
into a place of nothingness for a while, I'll come back out when I'm ready...
Sometimes I just wanna SHOUT LEAVE ME ALONE,
not that I hate you or anything, i just need my quiet time......