for any reasons...

juz the last two words....hold on.....

"A beautiful World / A world full of broken dreams"

Sat on a really empty NEL line pass few days, i saw lots of ppl...but 2 person stood out. They were deaf and mayb dumb...but ya they used sign language to communicate. If u ar handicapped by any one of ur senses which one wld u choose, a beautiful world we ar living in now? Or a wonderful world destroyed by us...

Wld u believe we ar still living in a beautiful world, and tt we hav taken for granted everything tt is around us... we go through everyday life, gossiping, backstabbing, lying and every other thing we do to hurt one another. But after juz seeing the 2 communicating in sign language i thought of how it was like to live in a world where i can't hear or speak or talk or feel or mayb can't smell nice stuff...Will i complain about not seeing the nice stuff in life or will i thank God for giving me peace in my life when i am deaf, thank God for not letting me see the ugly things tt happen around us each and everyday when i am blind or thank God for not giving me a chance to tempt me to gossip with frendz when i am dumb.

A world of broken dreams, u condem every single person/thing/God whom u tink caused u to be in wadever bad situation u ar in now....and u nv go out into the world again. U see all the Earth's resources depleting and a world falling apart...but on the hidden bright sight, there is a secret lying behind all the ugly stuff. Tt is finding out tt we wld be going to a place which looks really nice, uncomparable(if there is this word,found in Daiyan's wonderful dictionary) to the world we ar now in!

Lets tink of the positive side of life since we ar already here and lets try to make the best out of our time spent on Earth, why not make the best out of ur broken-ness! We will be saved if u believe in the truth!

i wanna go Hong Kong

haha my hong kong relatives are here!! well not tt excited ..coz i ain't close to them...juz tt my dad gave me the idea tt i can go back with them...and OOOO~ how i miss shopping...hahahahaha..but ya..aniway even if i wanna go there, i wait until my contract for my work ends first...i'm like richer now! TODAY! but ya i spend 50 bucks already...but ya wun get to spend it until like saturday...and ya food and transportation alone can take up another 50 dollars la...

ya aniway praise the Lord prayons!! i remembered to pray at 11!!!and Lois if u ever see my blog...i will always remember to spur u on in my prayers...you go GURL~...ya aniway kinda tired now...

interesting picture...look at the giant beside me...ok i'm juz short la..
~*yanz*~

meaningless

juz saw a few post tt i wrote be4...i've realised tt...its kinda meaningless...oh wait...correct this is a blog...for such a forgetful person like me who nv remembers anithing..i've gotta record everything down..aniway i seriously got nothing to say today...juz tt plz pray! We all seriously need prayer...get a buddy all of u...even those not in prayer min and keep up with this partner pray for each other share each other's needs...pray for June...as her spritual warefare continues and for the YF com ya...

oh ya a gentle reminder plz use the prayer jar in the seminar room...and tt orange table IS NOT FOR RUBBISH!! i juz found a dirty tea stained cup on it!! ok not to blame anione for it la but plz treat tt table or chair wadever it is with respect!

i've toked with Lois the other day...i noe why some of us may not choose to share our personal needs inside the jar la...coz mayb like may feel insecure or y burden others with my own burdens...Lois told me tts not true...prayer is a form of support coz we can't be a lone ranger trying ur best to survive...tts why we hav fellowship with one another too...so guys dun worry..ur needs wld be kept confidential..even us prayer min wun leak out to another member..so treat it as an aunt agony corner ok! yep i tink i've nagged enough.... oops.... :p

yipEE

oh i tink my dad is crazy...he bought a digi cam corder and a digital cam...haha finally i got wad i wanted!! better camera...i dun care wad camera izzit as long as its not tt darn HP wan i'm fine...haha WOO HOO~..will be snapping away in secs...and its like a high ended camera..so ya will go try to take more professional shots, otherwise the camera will go to a waste..

ya and chelle...I WAN U!!! haha...u better come nxt week..and plz plz remind me...i seriously am forgetting everything almost immediately...

aniway juz wanted to post this....after going for june's comminssioning...i heard the lady speaker...then did i realise tt actually the blood of the lamb was sooo important...as in significant...even satan was defeated by it!

and one thing tt made a "bang" to me tt day was : Living a bz and eventful life, may not be a fruitful life" seriously...i thought leading an eventful life wld surely be fruitful...but i guess i was wrong..becoz i wasn't spending time with God...but instead did earthly stuff...so ya learn my lesson and realised the importance of spending time with God!

a dead finger??

haha went to piano class juz now...realised tt its juz a few more months to my grade 6 exams!!! and its like my fourth finger is dead!! haha..ok try this...put ur hand flat on the table and stretch all 5 fingers to the max and try moving up and down one finger by one finger...normally u will hav prob with the fourth finger, y coz we seldom use it..to tink tt i play the piano and hav a dead finger...no wonder i always hav prob playing songs....sigh...so hav to do so physiotherapy for tt terrible finger...

aniway sala...i not getting a lumix..i'm getting a canon powershot...woo hoo~ haha but ya...i hav to pay half of it la..coz i'm sharing with my dad...cool ain't it...can't wait...

some how i feel all terrible now...i wanna start school now too!! but ya i'm both happy and sad to be in tt sch....sighz...i juz noe tt i love the course and DEFINATELY i will find a pretty good job and climb my way up...got plans already AND SERIOUSLY i tink its full of FUTURE!!! haha...can't wait to do wad i luv most..was toking to my colleagues sheau rou, kat and letitia..they said i made a right choice...will shan't tell u guys wad we toked about...ya so i can't wait to go to sch...and theres the dreadedness....sheesh.....

oh well...good luck everyone..i juz realise we ar all sent all over the place to different sch and different courses and its pretty to come to tink of it...haha..yepz..and JUNE (church)... all the best i really hope u send God's glory out to the Nations!!! i am soooo proud of u...i'm gonna miss u!!

*my wish list*

haha getting really forgetful these days...and the thought of getting my pay again is really exciting!! haha...

first stop : digi cam! a panasonic lumix (FX7)
2) most likely wanna get more tops for work..mayb 2 more...coz i dun usually wear those clothes
3) hav to treat those ppl..sorry la no need to ask me animore, got 2 ppl on my list already and the application date has closed! haha... :) i giv each of u a lollipop?
the rest ar not tt urgent, and might not be getting them soon
4) more casual tops! i seriously hav lack of clothes! oh a a levi's jeans...but tt will hav to wait till the day i slim down... hahaha...ok might be nv but i'm still getting it..
5) shoes and bags...
6) a new handphone, mine is like stone age!
7) books! (seriously i'm addicted to reading and tt includes comics but actually i wan to read more bout God...)

quite a long line of wants...sheesh...i dun tink my pay is enough for all those, dun forget..i dun get pocket money animore, hav got to eat and the bus fair alone is killing me!

now i feel tt i'm kinda materialistic...after naming almost everything i want!

wad is the difference between adults and teenagers?

had really great lunch today...no i mean yesterday...coz it was MC's bday... (someone frm my company).. i finally found out how he usually go out for lunch and its really quite dangerous for him...ya aniway we like over shot lunch time but who cares? Aunty lily was with us hee hee... ya so basically... i tink ppl there are deprived of time for socializing la...and seriously some of them feel like they ar too old and its like time for them to be attached so quite worried for themselves...

sometimes i juz wonder... the way they tok is like no difference frm us teenagers...i mean the way they view things...someone even commented tt i dun tok like my age...hello...i am considered childish among my frendz around me la...but ya aniway...its really interesting to hear wad they hav got to say and their life story...it juz keeps me wondering....wad will i become of...and how i will be like....

wad has God installed in my life ahead? i hope its something exciting... :)

Jesus Lover of my Soul

i'm feeling kinda rojak rite now...can't really explain it with words...its juz discomfort! thankx chelle u lightened me up a lot!

i juz can say tt i seriously need the Lord rite now...and this song really comforted me!

Jesus Lover of my Soul

Jesus, lover of my soul
Jesus, I will never let You go
You've taken me from the miry clay
Set my feet upon a rock,
and now I know

I love You,
I need You
Though my world may fall I'll never let You go
My Savior, my closest friend
I will worship You until the very end.

POA???

haha hello...i fail with an E8... manual input, manual reconciliations, setting and deleting accounts.... oops...i guess POA is still very important in the world... my dad was telling me...work hard, maybe they will hire u when u get ur diploma... cool! i really hope so...coz i noe such a big company, pay muz be really good too and i dun really mind the ppl there coz they are really nice!!

yeps, aniway...sohp and jon!! lets finish trying every single sandwich in subway!!! my another mid yr resolution...suddenly got hooked! and i this few days got hooked to chicken rice dunno y...see chicken rice wanna eat...oops....

oh ya and after reading chelle's blog.... chelle lets take pics together!! i sooo long nv zhi lian already....haha actually not true....was taking pics with my church frendz when i was over at their huse...but i wanna play some more... plus SO LONG NV SEE u already!!!!

oh ya and my cuzzie gurl....when ar u gonna take ur offs??? plz msg me when u ar free and when i get my pay which is nxt week and we go shopping??? my cuddly fuzzy lil' thing...... haha....ok enough crapping...gotta catch up with my BEAuuuuTy slp... dun miss me too much ya! and June(church) i will pray for ur spiritual warfare!!! u muz go out and make disciples...(is tt how u spell it? ar wadever...i noe u understand) :p

bz bz bee

haha...working again...can't blog tt often again...haha...hm...ya i tink my current job is ok i guess...juz tt without daniel...its gonna be real boring...coz everybody is so well independent? and ya hav to improve...cannot keep making mistakes!!! argh!!

haha aniway...yup today we had our 2nd bible study! really cool...like my new cell....i've realised tt everyone has a different ways of seeing stuff and getting to hear them is really kinda interesting...and i've learnt alot today...not onli through the sermons but through my frendz...hm.. and june(church)!!! i am so happy for u!! u will be going to australia in like a weeks time!! and its for 20 days...how i wish i cld go too.. missionary work is really tough but i tink there is a sense of satisfaction when ur work is done there...i will pray for u and try to attend the commissioning...i really hope u enjoy ur stay there and tt it will be enjoyable and enriching!!

oh ya we held a sushi buffet today...reu gab soph rich jon jac vane and corrine went to buy ingrediants at IMM and then the bunch of us came over to my place and we started the party...haha sorry for those whom we did not call...my huse pretty small ar...so ya...plz forgive us for not calling u along...aniway we cooked too much rice lor..even my parents were unable to finish them....and goodness me...i tell u the floor is really messy lor...but we ate till our bellies content..and sorry guys...ran out of water...oops...made everyone thrist! and me well nose bleed again!!! oh ya and we had the baoing shi fus vane and gab and the really "special" sushi maker richard...haha...

deeply touched

i juz watched discovery channel juz now...it was toking about the Pope who juz passed away... honestly speaking...i was juz wondering why wld ppl cry over a Pope, i mean i seriously onli seen Him on TV twice, and din even take notice of his existence... but after watching wad he had done around the world, i was greatly moved....

hm...seems like God is answering me.... well for those of u who did not catch the show, mayb u shld watch the repeat of this show, i tink its something about civilisations la... ya so a lil' summary of the show...it well juz shows bout wad the Pope had done in the years tt he was alive.... he actually brought peace to many countries around the world...and u muz be tinking...well many ppl hav actually toked bout it on TV but did they ever do anything??? well he did...he was different...he really did make an impact in the country... and things do change and peace treaties signed.... although not knowing wad he has done until now... after like merely 1 hr of the show.... i give him my utmost respect....becoz its really hard to do wad he had juz done.... including stuff like reaching out to muslims....

sometimes i do wonder, when will i make God proud of me? i dun seem to do anithing for Him.... how do i make myself worthy to face Him when its judgement day? i mean i'm a person filled with sins....i guess all my queries wld be answered in His time...

A lil' piece of me

i tink i gonna get lao ren chi dai zhen soon la...seriously...i thought of a great idea in the bathroom again...i tink i luv to seat on the bathroom toilet la...right daniel!! i shld add a lil' part of me in every entry...as in say wad i wanna say then add a lil' piece of me tt none of u noe la..so tt in the future i can tell my kids wad i was like

oh ya...i really like Pastor Graham lor...a respectable pastor i really look up too...he gives good sermons which i really do understand and really enjoy...He is the first person who kept me awake when i am so tired and then teach me something at the same time.... and finally after 2 whole yrs of wondering wads Trinity and wads with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit...i mean sometimes some book say tt they ar as one, and sometimes they describe until like theres 3 forms involve...very nerve-wrecking...but thankx to Pastor Graham i finally understand tt Trinity is like H2O haha...as in they hav 3 different essence but its still water..as in same chemical formula...

*yawnz* seriously tired and need some rest...

ME : as my cell noe already....i slp with a baby blankey(baby blanket) and drink from a milk bottle till i was P5.. unbelievable rite? haha...guess wad the baby blankey is older then me by 6 yrs some more.. and i still keep it...onli tt i do not drink frm a milk bottle ani more...haha still kinda funny...coz our cell thought tt onli reuben wld do tt...and guessed him instead...hahaz!

joyjoy, hamster reu and shandy with her sunflowery...
~*yanz*~

shan's pretty face..i look weird so i cut my face off..
~*yanz*~

~The Hotel~

wow scary!!! bull shit....the shop keeper cheated our four dollars..well altogether $12.90...its juz some vengence love story la...chey to tink tt Thai ghost story ar much more scary...actually they had some cool scenes which is quite new la..as in nv seen those scenes be4 but its not scary lor....

haha...ok i tink i'm getting kinda crapy...ya aniway...starting work this Wed!!! with daniel..will be working with him for 3 days...Yeah at least someone is there to guide me..but i am afraid i hav lesser time to serve the Lord and to do my other stuff... will still be praying for this la....

oh was pretty freaked out...coz yesterday few of us went over to shandy's huse watch the eye...then i brought along my digi cam...then we kept taking candid shots..its uploaded into my imagestation already...then it was very freaky lor...i mean the picture with reuben...after typing the captions i switched off the com and went to slp lor..tt was bout 3 am in the morning la..but ya...but i prayed and God calmed me down...will nv snap this kinda shots again....

aniway... I WAN SIMS 2 University!!!! :p