Comfort in your name...

As i stay here and learn to live here,
there will be lots of getting use to.
But recently, i get frustrated easily.

Sitting at any location i can get pissed for not having any contacts to call,
y the bus ain't coming?!
Y can't i just get a car??????
Then BAM wait,
DAMN EXPENSIVE...
and its back to going home to an empty house,
NO BLOODY DINNER.
My friend just told me she went out at 3am having fun, damn envious...
GO online, nobody is there so free to talk to me 24/7 a day....

Then you know honestly what the worst thing is?
I realise i don't have my Tobys here to just call them whenever i want,
i don't have my jocelyn's company for night rides out...
Don't have Jamie's sudden visits...
Don't have foodie road trips with Wee Siong,
don't have outings with my sistar...
Don't have eating/stayover nights with Vanene and sophiasim and Reu and Gab
no dinking sessions with the clubbing ppl or pubbing ppl...
don't have piano to play, i miss my baby...
Don't have parents to nag at me??!!!

sigh... then again God provides...
He's like my closest friend now,
I always can't wait for Sundays now, having churchsick is like when i'm missing all of you guys as well...
HAHAHA OH SHIT I RANT ALOT THIS DAYS...
Don't worry not sad, i usually write after it happens,
hate to be like this but yes i'm all human,
i do get emotional at some point of time in life,
When you've no one to talk to, i found out the best way is to talk to yourself.
I'm weird, i'm a lunatic, whatever.
Nights world...