Growing up...

I should be sending out e-mails now, but i just needed a break.
Going out later =P
Met Nurul yesterday, i forgot how it felt like to party, i really forgot how to shop too.

Anyways, had my 2nd worship prac yesterday with Marcus and Hazel (YF).
Its really amazing that time really flies and we all grow up, we learn new things, we learn to be more matured in looking at different perspectives as when we were younger.

I've a few of my youths communicating through e-mail and i know of friends who also in a sense counsel or have one-on-ones with younger teens and we just talk and hang around them.
We always think that anyone younger is like OH more lame, not fun, boring, whatever... sometimes we really never give them a chance to express themselves?

Mayb its just me growing up in an environment where feelings ar always being surpressed.
I still ain't allowed to shout (tts y you almost seldom, or nv hear me scream) unless if emergency, but it has come to a point where scary rides wouldn't even work my screams. Yes Sophia Sim, if you're ever reading this those shouts of your name ar rather for fun (i still feel your name is nice to shout! =P). Maybe that is why nobody ever tells them that its ok to express how they feel, encourage that its alright to be expressive at the appropriate time.

Was reading one of the Christian blogs, it really is amazing how his words can heal, touch, change someone's life. (thats y sometimes i feel the internet is such an amazing invention and intervention) I think LOVE is just the right word, to touch people around us. See the needs of the people, feel together with them but of cause first loving God and yourself would give you a clearer view.

9Whoever says he is in the Light and [yet] hates his
brother [Christian, [a]born-again child of God
his Father] is in darkness even until now.
10Whoever loves his brother
[believer] abides (lives) in the Light, and in It or in him there is no occasion
for stumbling or cause for error or sin.
11But he who hates (detests,
despises) his brother [[b]in Christ] is in
darkness and walking (living) in the dark; he is straying and does not perceive
or know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his
eyes.

1 John 2:9-11