Death

This word has been dawning to me lately.

woke up after falling asleep and finding that my parents juz came back frm Malaysia and the 1st thing my mum told me was some distant relative of mine juz passed on(Cardiac arrest).

Though i'm not tt sad but ya i'm pretty much affected, coz juz days ago on the bus. The word death hit me, i thought of the feeling when someone close to me almost passed on. Knowing that things will never be the same again, reminds me to cherish every single human on earth. Its not the dying part tt scares me, its juz its so sudden and the thought of the person passing on and nv to come back again though he/she is no one i am close to but juz someone i've seen before and had said a Hi to, affects me greatly if something ever happens.

I know for Christians, we shld be happy coz the person is moving on to a much better place, but leaving things really different on this Earth and it juz feels like something is missing.

I really enjoy juz chilling with Kev, we were talking today and yea i always tend to reflect bout myself after chatting with anyone, so ya. I really believe now that no problems ar too big or impossible that God cannot help solve and there ar much bigger problems that mine can nv be compared to. So the nxt time u hear Daiyan complaining pls remind her that her prob is nothing compared to others.

I'm juz happy to be alive and having wonderful family and friends that more or less loves me :)

Learning to love the unlovable (:

Oh and i will post up photos soon sorry but i'm really busy.

Self reminder (to be erased):
1) 2 Test tomoro
2) Photoshop photos and upload them
3) Remember to ask bout 5th Sunday
4) Get back to June/Razo on Evangelism date
5) Set questions for interview on Tuesday
6) Do Reggae music project