...

Oh right...
I'm left with 2 more year end assesment
School's ending...

Whats next?

room revamp part II

HAHA, i just realised how crazy my ideas were for revamping the room!
just revealed to daddy bout our idea and 3 of us were laughing like mad.
Dad being the practical and sane 1 of the 3 of us,
said you girls are crazy!!

Oh and in the midst of stress and all,
the usual lazy me,
usually went down,
grabbed some baking stuff and did
Dark Crunches,
THEY TASTE OH SO DELICIOUS,
better than my honey joys.

(Photo uploaded soon)

NOW MS DAIYAN SHALL GO HIT BOOKS SERIOUSLY

when i was just bout to hit the books...

i am sitting in front of com in dinning room at 4am
am FEELING SPOOKED OUT!

first my printer ink which i've left on top of the com for almost 2 weeks now,
just toppled over,
scaring me i almost jumped.

then i was saving all the marketing files as that happened,
i clicked on the nxt PDF file,
weirdly i tried to save it but it ask me to rename it,
curious i looked down its says Mark02, when i pressed Mark06!
then i closed and repress Mark06,
the whole internet Explorer disappeared!

then i reopend IE and then went to Hotmail,
signed in, went to that e-mail again and guess what happened?
Network status failed!
Freaky how something is disallowing me to study.

Spooked as i am,
after typing this
shall hit my snuggly sack..
Nights world

is it right?

will it summarise and answer:
- how i'm unable to explain myself?
- how i'm unable to express myself?
- how i'm always misunderstood?
- will it help me understand me another level?
(chelle, this is my personal reason)

it may be an embarrassment to have to say this but yea,
and quoted from partner:
"Indeed, what you see of me is what I want you to see of me."
it just sums it all up,
don't all of us do that ever so often/all our lives?



only photos perk me up these days,
Chicago Olympics 2016 (taken from photo a day)

QT & prayer,
Lord teach me whats your priorities
then teach me to make Your priorities my priorties Lord.

TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS,
just before so, i found this!


"WASHINGTON - Could your best friend make you fat?
Researchers who have studied "networks" of obesity think so: they found that if someone's friend becomes obese, that person's chances of becoming obese increase by more than half.
The findings struck a chord with Dr. Amy Wachholtz of the Duke University Diet and Fitness Center in North Carolina.
"I do see this quite a bit clinically - that an individual will come in and say, ‘I have been best friends with this person since college and we just slowly gained weight together,"' Wachholtz, who was not involved in the research, said in a telephone interview."

Nurul! BOO!!!

If i hadn't re-read what i just wrote so many typos! just proved how tired i was! (edited in bold) shakes head....

haha its hilarious how she got a shock,
we've like 4 computers on, 3 notebooks and 1 desktop...

We're doing CRM and MM and checking out something...
NURUL i've learnt to let pass be pass it is pass!
(Pass???? its let PAST be PAST it has PASS)
I DID IT :)
its not gonna affect me no more,
but that doesn't keep me from updating myself ;) (HEA HEA)

I'm bored and tired...
Oh ya my thummy has an interesting life
I left it 4 times in com lab and very lucky that i found it back, ppl bring it back
(LUKILY. ppl BROUGHT it back)
TODAY FINALLY IT DIED ON ME! (TODAY IT FINALLY DIED ON ME)
have to resucitate(format) it when i get home.

“A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love; listens but doesn’t believe; and leaves before she is left.” - Marilyn Monroe.

Got this off km's blog :)

Stressed out no more...

Got my systems clear,
Lord Father i want you here in my life again!

a bit vulgar,
but its hilarious and kept me going on for project!



Then i found this...

Designers at the Artidjana company used 165ft of blonde hair in the dress which was modelled at a fashion show in the capital Zagreb.
Model Simona Gotovac stunned the crowds when she appeared on the catwalk wearing the human hair dress.

All the lil' girls come out to play

Totally didn't slp since like last night,
after meeting with Sis did my CRM and MM...
then after that I had a hellaluva time with someone...

So blog worthy - we were on the topic of how i keep my finances
"you can't even afford to look after yourself"
me: well i'm... (got cut off)
"its like looking after 2 of you"
me: i think i'm schizophrenic, i've to look after both me and myself
"well once you overspend me wins"
me: and myself loses? how come can't be the other way round?
"cause me wins lor"
me: ?????

hahaha ok mayb its not that funny, but i was laughing like crazy...
what turned out to be a tiring day, turned out crazy and relaxing all at the same time!
Love you la...

Project Room Revamp

as the heading goes,
ready by nxt yr Feb 2008...

Room-warming party :)
sorry it ain't big,
so only invited guests only...

but you guys who don't mind dropping by Bukit Batok can come take a lookie,
now it just looks like Nagasaki and Hiroshima bombing has just happened...
its now like 3:35am, just finished "meeting" with sis on everything...

Time to start doing CRM project *YAWNS*

This is interesting... http://www.onedrop.org/en/about

too bad alot of organizations that needs help happen to not be in Singapore,

and those that share the same idea of their mission statements are like overseas...

Dale has the same idea,

i shall go share with her, till then...

and we shall grow happy wrinkles together...

Love Chip

hearts two hearts

Ohhh...my 3puff.

Daiyan misses,

was on the phone with michelle yesterday night.

Just wanted to be updated,

got to know what she wanted to work towards in the upcoming yr

and Daiyan just loves to talk bout future...

Well it got this here girl thinking too,

Was reading Tory Hayden's books,

i'm in love with the fact of working with emotionally disturbed kids,

i know how draining it can be even with normal kids,

but the thought just excites me.

Just a lil' in sight to my life:

was going thru a down period last week,

had all the time to myself,

now that sch's almost ending..

so one day when i needed to go down to Sha's huse for a bit of raya-ing and project,

i started my day late,

bout say 10am, meeting them at bout 1.

Stuck at home, didn't see anybody since like 2 days before when i went to sch.

hadn't smiled, hadn't really talked much

so that affected my mood, just neutral.

Got on the bus, saw this Caucasian lady, one hand pram one hand child,

got on the bus, breast-fed the child, pram in the way, etc.

Guy sitting behind caught child's attention, started making silly faces....

suddenly all bright faced, lil' one smiled and laughed heartily,
i was looking at it like nobody's business,

and soon realised i was smiling along too...

No matter how bad my day was,

i know at the end of it only a lil' one can lift my spirits.

Proven when i was still working with my infant care, kindergarden kids back then.

Oh was just thinking,

i think i wanna go on a mission trip (retreat with God and to do something meaningful)

or mayb just helping some organisation or something.

School sent some mailers and like World Vision were looking for volunteers in their upcoming project.

It's like God sent, signed up for it.

But i feel my time shld be well spent,

that doesn't start till Jan 2008.

Still waiting for Alf's contact frm person frm campus crusade...

The wonderful things that God and i share these days are getting more,

i know i did the right thing

and my focus have to be on Him and Him alone...

love-hate relationship...

Ibanking...

It makes shopping much easier
it makes money come in easier,
yet again it pays up my bills faster
and it just doesn't show how much is being wasted away...

talk bout holding on a credit card in the future....
hurhur, this here girl shall stick to cash for a long while :)

Thou shalt (try) not to be materialistic....

An open secret

Realised the guard worn off, and allowed myself a lil' pampering...
but dear old me has realised now isn't the time for anything like that...
It probably added more layers of wall now...


She is the only one who understands in my point of view...
Someone who sacrificed slp and chatted with me till4am.
Allowing me to understand that we have to learn to let go and move on
(As how i've been trying to advise other friends, easier said than done huh!)


a secret told,
a story unfolds...
Shared with a sister,
hopefully holds...


We cross paths with different ppl,
together we take footsteps filled with sparkles and glitter...
they may be an endearment or obstacle in our lifes,
used to edify ourselves...

Learn to grow and grow to learn...


For me God has taught me to depend on Him
and i'm just happy that as a Leo i learn to rule my own desert.
And i'll keep it that way, till God teaches me to let go of this desert.


Just wished, you'd just told us...
Keeping it as an open secret ???
(sigh)...Just Go...

chic or cozy?

was just reading the papers,
would you rather have a chic home or some place cozy?

ok fine, a mix of both would be good,
but yea i feel cozy's more important...
usually ppl like the clean feel to a house,
but it makes it all the more distant and cold.

ar, long time since i last blabbered,
looks like i'm blocked no more *Smiles ppl*

My facade

heyo...

so what have i been up too and what happened to me?

HAHA, a blog since the beginning, read my very first post, is still bo liao...
but since i did something bo liao i shall continue my bo-liaoness...

been hanging out with friends...
1.Cuzzie
2.Sister
3.Ex 2B Oct babies
4.Ian
5.Beng & Xi
6.Nurul and NAFA mates
7.Simon
8.Sunday-churchmates
9.God



When you search for Him, He will come look for you..

block...

i've lost all sense to blog...

many happenings but just no words right to describe now...
Guess i'm no writer...

till then when i'm unblock i'll get back...