heart attacks...

you know. its scary...

although piano has always seem to be on the bottom of my priority list...
I've always wanted to excel there but can't find my motivations...
Its like last than 5 days to my exams and i'm totally not prepared...

assignments ar not that many to count,
but i feel that my heart is still wondering and not in school yet...
pressure still sinks in when you know you've work to do...

I just feel like withdrawing from everyplace...
even meetups ar hard to pen down in my organiser...

just feel like having my alone time once again...

Just simple updates...

Was sms-ing Gab the other day...

Realised that for once i HAVE problems putting God first now...

It was never been a problem...

and i can so tell you the 4 SLs is quite true,

when God ain't first your life management is like topsy turvy...

I'm so screwed...

1week later piano exams,

2weeks later, start of alot of project deadlines...

Tuition kids SA2,

Evangelistic drama,

find movies for YF

no longer taking up any shows, if i were too, i prob loose myself...

Even meet up with friends is tough now...

tired.......

anyway i've photos to show,

prob lighten the mood of my stressed out entry :)

HERE WE GO!

Banana Cheescake on 10th Aug bout 12am :)

Photo taken in class...

There the usual, class photos again

20 Balloons each from my fav people, loves!

4 mysteriously disappeared and 1 found 1 more in this photo!

OH, Mann, its such a long time since we went out... Was at Seah Street Deli! LOVE YOU girlies...

New Aldo bag on the background...
My new toy on foreground...
but this lil' fella here belongs to Denise
I threw my face at Mackas just for this...
Lady was like no more la!
You want kids meal???? *weird eye glare*
ITS SUPER COOL, can walk!

Owner of talking robot...Class photo :)

Was out with true pink when National Day Rally was on air..Outing soon! Misses!

Sha's bday. Pizza Hut

When you put Chip and Dale together you will never be hungry.... the following explains WHY!
Sweet Indulgence

Then 2 days after pizza hut outing, i had pizza hut with Nurul again and that wasn't the end to food galore....
Went out with cuzzie on Wednesday, guess what we had?

Yes you got it Sakae Sushi buffet - Teriyaki special...
Super logger heads but i still love you...

A Secret Hideout, in the City

Admist waiting for someone...

nasophilia

was browsing my friend's friendster and i came across a new word that got me interested...

Really interesting, go check it out at http://dictionary.com
ha...

Lord,
let me fall on you....

A letter from Heaven?

ok like yay me!!!
haha firstly to all those out there that realised i MIA-ed...
I'm warning gonna MIA again...

Firstly after 2 weeks of production, i'm trying to race with classmates to catch up in work...
I'm piling on projects...
Next up received the scariest letter ever in my life...
Wouldn't have opened it if i've the choice...

Grade 7 practical piano exams 7th Sept.
For those who don't know i failed my Grade 6 because lack of practise...
LET ME TELL YOU, i still can't play my last piece, ALMOST NOT PRACTISED AT ALL!
DURING PROD 2 WEEKS I DIDN'T TOUCH MY PIANO AT ALL!!!

ok daiyan was stressed...
so MIA-ing out...

LOVE YOU GUYS!

you can come by here less frequent...
yay to all u out there...

sorry for all the lunch dates I'll try to make time really...
daiyan is just stressed and needs to rant...

GOD DOES THE REST, He gives me strength
and
He will bring me through it
and
He will bring me close to Him again
and
He will make my life right again...

Really my Father is stretching me and that through the yrs i've been a slacker....
its time to wake up to reality and time is ticking....


DAIYAN MOVE YOUR BUM AND GET CRACKING!

When the Suns and Moons Collide

I received a mail from astrology.com on my birthday...
did it...man i think the stars do tell a thing or two...
God's wonderful creations never lie :)

Section 1: The Sun In The Solar Return ChartSun Aspects Neptune Neptunian aspects to the Sun indicate that the native is growing more intuitive and more sensitive. This sensitivity will eventually lead to a greater compassion for other human beings and a better understanding of relationships. Individuals become less egotistical and more vulnerable during these years, since they are likely to be confronted with their own human frailty or that of someone close. Involvement with alcoholism, drug abuse, martyrdom, dependency situations, and savior-victim type relationships is the more negative manifestation of this aspect. For some individuals, being less egotistical results in an unstructured personality which lacks control, certainty, and direction. More positive manifestations include helping those in need, becoming more intuitive, and growing less concerned with selfish interests.

Sun Aspects Mercury Just as in the natal chart, the solar return Sun is never more than 28 degrees from Mercury so does not form any major aspects other than the conjunction. Mercury conjunct the Sun indicates that the intellectual mind is actively involved in the goals of the Sun. Reading, writing, learning, and communication in all forms will be important to the pursuit

Section 2: Mercury In The Solar Return ChartMercury Aspects Jupiter While Saturn-Mercury aspects are associated with pessimism, Jupiter, on the other hand, can imply optimism, and confidence. You may look forward to the future with great enthusiasm. But what you believe to be possible may differ from your actual experience. Optimism can lead to miscalculations and poor decisions if you overestimate your chances for success or underestimate the amount of time you will require to complete a task. Overscheduling is directly related to this inability to foresee possible future difficulties. You might assume that tasks are quite simple, when in fact they are very difficult. You may not be able to honor deadlines and promises you have made if they are unrealistic. The tendency is to overwhelm yourself with too many tasks or projects, too many details to remember. Stress results from these miscalculations

11th Aug horoscope

The Bottom Line

Use willpower to avoid stepping into an intriguing but potentially messy situation.

In Detail

Today you'll need to use your willpower to avoid stepping into a complicated situation that could turn into a trap. This new venture might sound irresistible, but you must try your hardest to resist! Romantically speaking, you might be ready to push things a little further, but you should try to hold back on this right now. Definitely share your thoughts and feelings with the object of your affections, but be open to the possibility that they may not feel the same -- yet.

MIA-ed

I feel like i'm detached from this world...
Living in a world of my own...

Tell you, i hate it really damn it hate it!
I'm currently stressed out.
It all ends this coming SUNDAY!
THANK GOD...

Heavenly Father,
I pray for strength, for fogiveness and for love to flow around me.
Teach me to see your love flowing around me again Lord.
I've lost that!
In your most precious name i pray AMEN!

My hair is short as it can get...

PHOTO UPDATES!!

Photo taken by some professional photographer.

(Project Chiaroscuro, Substation)

Met Zhao Hee when i was at SP doing army days. This is how tired i was really, still am! and i miss my hair :'( (although i look shabby)
One of the cast, Ferrous. Lathi!!! hahaha...

the US who faithfully helps out (Qian Chou. Issy, Ying Xi). A blessing to know and work with them!

I helped them took photos during their last run, will put it up once i've gotten those photos :)

Oh yea i've got super ultra short bob now...

This is as much as i will reveal for now... Catch me to find out how i look like hahaha

my hair is as long as any guy's hair...
i shall try to keep my hair long the nxt time round k :)

Thank GOD!

don't contact me on my handphone on 28th July 2007.

Left phone in cab
THANKS ZHAO HEE AND MICHELLE!
And thank you PENG for your concern :)

Suddenly i feel the love, see meeting up with out of the box ppl always brightens up my day!

the Lord has thankfully kept chelle awake at 3am to help me call ZH who is still on cab.
otherwise it would be a rather expensive cab trip!

dots and more dots...

only great friends like my dearies understand...
I'm booked on 10th Aug at 12am by dearies...

call me shameless no face thick skinned, whatever! i really don't care no more...
At least they understand what i'm going through.

SARA wait for me, we will go for our gift exchange after 12th Aug, this time i plan and set the dates :) AND I WILL BE THERE...

Revamp of my page, i think i shld only have 1 superficial need :)

still surviving...

sch's first day, half an hour late...
went there for a mere half an hour or less?

everything just feels so normal, all the same...
only tt i'm tired, way tired...
anyways, might get a semi pro camera/powershot.
DSLR can wait..

-_-

see how tired 1 can get...

SHIT blogged the post at a wrong blog...
sorry to those who saw it, no reason for any of you to read my rants...

its suppose to be happy positive posts :)
unless well i know you're happy to hear me ranting, so its kept between my dearies!

YIKES SERIOUSLY, those who saw my post brain wash yourself and forget it...
its seriously thick skinly only for my dearies eyes!

Destress...

Camera's almost gonna give up on me soon.

Can only switch on by luck...

Am eyeing this. Realised with my expenditure i'm never gonna save enough for a DSLR.

So yea settling in for this till i start working or something. Doesn't feel right for dad to pay anything for what i want. Well this is also almost a thousand, well we'll see how.. HOT RIGHT!

Oh ya think wisdom tooth coming out...

The Dark Ages

not tt i don't see light, but in a theatre its always dark...

i'm way tired, it 9am zoom out the door, back at 3am and tomoro same cycle.

Tell you what i really need now:
1) Another facial (Skin's dry like anything or perspire till like super sticky)
2)A massage (Heavy bag is quite bad backache shoulderache)
3) Visit to Mr Handsome, 1 part of gum super pain till open mouth got problem
4) MUCH NEEDED BEAUTY SLP
5) OH YA and a tinge of social life :)

Can someone please prepare them for me?
Thank you...

i'm just stupid...

Dropped the whole plate of fish on the floor...