tts me and june, more pics...wait till i finish uploading my pics in the link my picture
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shopping...

I AM GETTING PISSED!!! wads wrong with this damn blog??!! i've written my entry for the 3rd time already!!!! ar!!!! and FOR THE LAST TIME, i've sign up with another tag board!!!!!!!

ok here is wad i've been writing the pass 1 hr!!!!

SHOPPING a gurl's fav......

well went shopping yesterday and today with june....my gosh spent sooo much money lor....well aniway i had fun la...so ya got myself lots of stuff and even something for kingman which i have promised to buy for her! and ta da...within one day my eagle's award money is gone.... oopsie...

ya and today i went back to paragon to collect my skirt...which i liked sooo much...and its unfortunately 80 bucks....well first time buying such an expensive skirt lor....thankx to my cuzzie gurl...she lend me some money to get it la...aniway guys no need to ask me go shopping already i poke liao...so the nxt few weeks will be turning ppl down to go out k....until i get my money frm the security of my company la...

aniway praise the Lord guys!! i finally am doing quiet time consistently, thankx to pastor Graham...i noe the importance of being a cell leader and leading by example and noeing how important quiet time is to all of us...so to all u ppl out there who do not do quiet time or ar doing it once in a while...plz be good for once and do it consistently...coz its a precious time where u spend it with the Lord ur heavenly Father!!! tts y its sooo important for all of us to actually do quiet time every single day and learning more bout ur Father! Amen!

ok aniway after like kazillion yrs...i took neoprints with june...heres a few.... :)

tts kingman and tammy....well wanna see more pictures..juz click on the link in my exits!
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me and tammy the tummy!! nicest pic..those i took with kingman..all came out horrible.. :'(
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me and eunice..whichi din noe i even took a pic with her...
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sighz....

finally i get to breath...its sooo nice not to work!! i feel much more relaxed...but i tink i'm lazying too much...aniway i finally get to catch up with my frendz....and spending a lot of money....which brings me back to the question...shld i start finding another job? coz if i get into NAFA..my course will onli start in july..which means a few months more and i can't imagine my days spent at hm doing nothing....

aniway been spending time with reuben gab andre sophia and richard the past few days....haha had a wonderful time....reu i wanna play naruto!!! haha...juz went to andre's huse to watch hitch... now poke already can save money muz save money...haha...and oh ya sorry gab i noe u ar bz and all...and me being such a muddle head...muz 4give me la....i will try to remember wad u tell me the nxt time ok... :)

aniway ppl...plz keep vigil to the 11 o clock prayers...(applies to myself too) coz there ar ppl in need, i shall list it all so anione who sees it pls help and lift up ur brothers and sisters:
1.Kate's chi test
2.Lois is sick and she has onli 1 week to adapt to new sub combi
3.Pray for Sam & palm sunday
4.Gab and the YF camp
tts bout all...

oh ya finally i got some pictures of myself updating them too....

I MISS U GUYS!!

oh man wheres my kingman and tammy and eslyn michelle and mei lian!! argh!! miss u guys sooooo much!!!!

aniway hey guys i link an album to my blog in the exits...its my photographs la...i scared my com die on me...so ya use it as a storage feel free to check it out but i'm still updating...aniway king! i wan my photos i am dying to see them lor...but ya u update in ur album first then frm there i go upload into my com...ok?

aniway Os is over results ar out....hm....well choices....soooo many of them...wad to do where shld i go? i've prayed many a times but not consistently...i juz hope tt wadever choice i've made is glorifying to god la...becoz the purpose of my life is to serve him....well i shall juz lift my burden's to Him...

aniway all the best to those collecting A level results!! dun worry it wun be the end of the world...actually a new beginning to a new phase of life as daniel said it....and here u go reuben...happy? its updated.... and sooo sorry daniel i see tt my doodleboard is down...dunno wad happen...mayb juz giv it a few days and it will be ok...

hm...i'm now soo confused!!!! :

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mmm...well din get to jog with them last week...but i managed to jog with andre shandy gab and stupid rich yesterday!! haha ok la...realised my stamina and everything has detiorirated(see eng getting bad dunno how to spell) ya somebody get me a dictionary plz.... aniway ya i had fun....i even stayed at shandy's huse....the mozzies there had a great time sucking my blood too....i tink it was a blood buffet... then went shopping with shandy!! haha spent all my 30 dollars...hm....

aniway can't slp..coz i slept too early tts y i'm online now...aniway my air con is leaking...AGAIN!! haha mayb at this time there ar ppl who ar scared of their results and can't slp la..but tt wldn't be me...i'm quite prepared...i mean God gave us the results for a purpose la...so ya....aniway to all O level students..."when fear and worry test ur faith and anxious thoughts assail, remember God is in control and He will nv fail "-sper..a saying which helped me to console a frend and a very meaningful saying when worries comes my way...so ima gonna share it with u guys!!

hey kingman and tammy...it seems like most likely after taking my results i wun be going back to work lor...my parents this time really dun allow lor....if i really dun go back...i wish u all the best fer yer results ya and dun worry i tink we will still keep in contact....all the best to mei lian, michelle, eslyn and all the rest i din mention ya! i will try to keep in contact with u guys...ok face the fact la..everytime when we say we gonna keep in contact do u tink it will happen? i dun tink so la coz its very difficult to...becoz there ar sooo many commitments u hav to make in ur life i tink its quite difficult to contact everyone...so i will try ok!! eslyn remember dun stone too much ar... :)

ARGH!!!

MY GOSH!!!! goodness imagining juz meeting someone u adore....my gosh...while i was doing huse to huse pitching i saw this totally cute guy....hey i'm not one who praise guys lor....but i can keep it to myself any longer...totally my eye candy...opps sorry eslyn...my eye candy can't really share rite....:p haha but he is totally cute la...tt oh so gorgeous eyes sharp nose and a smile which can melt any gurls heart la...but ya u onli get to see a really cute guy once in a lifetime.....

hm nvm...i shall treat it as a motivation not to quit my job sooo soon.... oops...haha yup....well tts bout anithing exciting tt happened this whole week...and i realised tt i blog like once in a week or fornightly....hm... recently i've aso realised my english getting frm bad to worse...wonder izzit becoz of my job...

well today i took off...went to church for pastor graham's erm trainning...hey really learnt alot...and my favourite verse was mentioned... Heb 10:25 i tink.... well tt was the verse tt always is with me when i try to distance myself frm some frendz for certain reasons la....which i tink i shldn't.... for the first time in months i wrote notes...looks kinda messy la...i tink my handwritting got worse too....

gosh its like sooo late and i'm still online...tomoro ima looking forward to jogging with reu shandy corrine gab and sophia...HAHA we going jogging at 615 in the morning!! haha coz we got service at 8 la...so ya wish me luck coz its like many many months since i last ran!

aniway feeling really happy for someone now!! after sooo long of longing for someone she finally found the right person!!!! hm....most probably she wun see this....but juz ta let everyone noe tt someone out there is happy!! well praise the Lord for tt....and thanks Kingman for ur nice body bath...juz used it today...i smell nice!!! ima so mango and peachy!! shall use it on Monday remember to smell me!!! :p

yawnz.....

opps...sorry but i hav worries written all over my face...but first Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!! haha juz came back frm my kampong...i've enough of mozzies buffet and am back to where the living are...haha ok ya staying at malaysia is quite a bore...theres no where to go, nothing to do and nothing to see....u juz stare at the wall...and seeing lots of black and white spots on the tv ain't fun too....but tinking bout it... i actually enjoyed my stay there, especially after working...when i dun get to slp...i slp like almost 12 hrs per day...haha ok tts exaggerating...but ya i slp alot!! and i enjoy the company of my cuzzie toking to me...caught up with Sam's book called "When God Still Moves Stones" i tink....and read all my mags at one go....enjoyed my boring stay!

mmm......wheres my life heading? i dunno....where shld i go wad shld i do? y am i still working? i've got enough of everything happy with my life...y did i join JDL? y did i meet soo many nice ppl i can't bare to leave...y did i not treasure my sec sch days...y did i.......i aso dunno... i'm juz soo frustrated!!!!

i've been praying long and hard...searching for answers but ya...i'm still lost...guess i need to pray harder and search harder....0r mayb i'm going too fast i'm not listening...i dunno...i need answers and i need to quit soon!! working in tt company is making me feel sick every single day tt i go back!! can't stand it...but at least i got my kingman and tammy with me...but even with them...i still can't stand waking up at 530 every single morning walking to the mrt station at 620 and sitting in the train for more then 30 mins staring at the person opp. me... and sometimes earning miserable dollars...but aniway i worked for fun so money isn't the issue....

the thing is....i hate dragging myself out of bed each morning...and i tink i've earned enough money but i dun seem to be enjoying my money.... :'(

wad shld i do........? -_-

updating....

oh man oh man...cheat cheat cheat...dun let me quit...dun let me take my money....raise me up to leadership to get reprimended.....wad the hell??????? act until success...wad kind of slogan is this????? wad did i get myself into???????argh!!!!!!!!!

kingman....tammy....we are still in hell!!! haha i've changed project...i find this project interesting la...quite fun...i tried huse to huse the other day in boon lay...quite fun la...oh ya and they say to compromise..so the whole week i can take 2 days off...tuesday and wednesday and saturday go off at 7.... and i took off tomoro!! yeah!! going out with both of them...i've been a devil persuading them not to go tomoro...opps.....

juz looking through frendster....i realised i miss everyone...especially june chelle evlyn ken guan zhong 4D and the band ppl.....been to boon lay quite a few times...always see yu jing...met all the ppl mentioned above and even some pri sch frendz....juz wanna tell u guys tt without u guys in my life....life would hav been different and meaningless...although there may be trials and misunderstandings...i hope in this new yr we wld 4give and 4get the past and make the present a better one!!!

to my churh mates....hey guys i aso realised i miss u guys soooo much....especially my study grp la...like andre gab richard eunice....shandy and their family....and aso ppl i've spent sooo much time with during the camp and the thailand mission trip...and jac i miss those days where we toked through the nite and in the morning by the beach....and sophia...all the wonderful time u had moaning....hazel with her sooo sensitive ears can pick things tt makes sound at nite....i really really wanna turn back time......

well guys 2 prayer request la...one for my health...i tink becoz of me slping late and my heatiness...i keep getting nose bleed....which is damn bad...today it bled twice and aso results ar coming out soon...hope tt god has paved my way already.....to all the awaiting Os and As results...i will be praying for u guys too.....i juz remembered one verse which i can't really remember where it is frm...but it goes like this...."for those who are anxious and scared, do not fear for remember tt God is in control of ur life and He nv fails" i hold this verse thightly coz i trust Him....but i seem to hav 4got bout it...so now i'm digging it out again...

Woo Hoo~

hey believe me or not....i spent $160 on shopping yesterday man!! came back like auntie with all my barang barang...lots of clothes and shoes and haha...ya tts all...and guess wad...all branded lor...dun sound rite rite? i mean $160 branded clothes and even shoes???? haha coz got mad sale got mad ppl like me there lor.... bought FCUK, SEED, studio (tangs), TommyHilfiger and Abercrombie & Fitch... haha soo happi...thankx to kingman...i got to know bout this sale...indirectly aso hav to thank Asri lor...haha well my dear kingtat spent more then me lor...haha had fun with her...thankx for accompanying me ya!!

well....i tink i'm drifting away frm God again....too much work...excuses! well ya its tiring and its hard to keep the 10 o clock prayer every nite...but i hav improved frm onli remembering it once a week...to at least 4 times a week...continue to pray for me guys to at least pray every nite at 10 until it becomes a habit...

ok...

ok gab...happy now? i updated it? really very tiring lor these few days...working my ass off dunno for wad...juz for tt leadership thing which i dun wan it in the first place... make me all sick now...and the whole of this week muz go to work....

kingman...i tink i will be quitting when i find out wads the nxt project lor...sorry lor..will hav to pao qi ni...if u wanna continue working...or mayb we can go look for other jobs lor..or juz go back on saturdays onli lor...aniway i guess u earned enough to last u through the week? haha....

well...so sorry to ken...nv go to ur bday party...worst still send u belated birthday greeting...i owe u a meal la.. haha....yup i tink i really got no life after starting this job lor.....wheres all my frendz? i like lost contact with all of them...except bumping into some when i working lor...but poor thing la..hav to donate to me...haha thankx ar....

aniway...sooo happi tt guan zhong gonna do some storm thingy...i tink by tt time i gonna quit liao..muz concentrate on my piano...coz this yr i got piano exam...muz at least get merit liao....sooo many yrs i get pass onli muz aim high so tt when i fall i will fall into the clouds...

wonder how all my frendz hav been doing now...hey guys update me on ur life man...tag me!!!

miss u guyz....

oh man......i miss all my frendz!!! i wanna spend more time with u guys!! even my churchmates!!! although we see each other every sunday but i wan more time!!!!

how i wish i cld find a job which pays u highly and very little working hrs and u can work frm hm.....wow!!!

oh man...

its tiring...day in day out...my project still hasn't ended yet!! they bluffed me....i thought they said the project was changing this week...and i tink i bluffed soooo many customers to buy my tickets saying tt my project has ended....i am soo sorry man..din mean to bluff anione...i was bluffed too.......

and i hate going out on carlist with tt person man......he is like soooo damn irritating.....yucks yucks yucks....i tink i quitting this job soon la...kinda tiring lor....but i wanna see wads the nxt project be4 i quit la...so ya i guess i will onli blog like once a week....

Oh and yeah!! this is my first entry for this yr...sooo happy everybody needs to go back to sch and i dun!!! heez.... oh and ima sick again...thanks to hazari for coughing in my hair everyday! oh well....

hm......i got a feeling ima slipping further and further away frm God...izzit becoz ima bz working? well i need to repent lots of things....first thing is well i fell asleep twice during sermon....without me realising it...i onli knew when my eyes opened tt i fell asleep....and aso for not being faithful in doing quiet times and i can quit giving reasons bout coming back hm too late and too tired to do...well frm nxt week on....ima gonna change things....and i shall slp be4 11 everyday...

aniway...i was watching channel newsasia juz now...it said tt actually having 8 hrs of slp everyday will not make u grow fatter... having too little slp will trigger 2 hormones which makes u feel like eating more fattening stuff and stuff like tt....it was being tested on 2 person...one having enough rest and the other without enough rest....and i pray tt Lord u will let my company change project tomoro...i am sick and tired of it... still wondering y God put me in tt working place...but it seems like one of my frend wans to become Christian but becoz of work he is pulling back frm tt idea...mayb God wan me to save this frend?! aso i will continue to pray for those victims...and remember the synchronise praying every nite...which i usually 4get......hm.....