opps...sorry but i hav worries written all over my face...but first Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!! haha juz came back frm my kampong...i've enough of mozzies buffet and am back to where the living are...haha ok ya staying at malaysia is quite a bore...theres no where to go, nothing to do and nothing to see....u juz stare at the wall...and seeing lots of black and white spots on the tv ain't fun too....but tinking bout it... i actually enjoyed my stay there, especially after working...when i dun get to slp...i slp like almost 12 hrs per day...haha ok tts exaggerating...but ya i slp alot!! and i enjoy the company of my cuzzie toking to me...caught up with Sam's book called "When God Still Moves Stones" i tink....and read all my mags at one go....enjoyed my boring stay!
mmm......wheres my life heading? i dunno....where shld i go wad shld i do? y am i still working? i've got enough of everything happy with my life...y did i join JDL? y did i meet soo many nice ppl i can't bare to leave...y did i not treasure my sec sch days...y did i.......i aso dunno... i'm juz soo frustrated!!!!
i've been praying long and hard...searching for answers but ya...i'm still lost...guess i need to pray harder and search harder....0r mayb i'm going too fast i'm not listening...i dunno...i need answers and i need to quit soon!! working in tt company is making me feel sick every single day tt i go back!! can't stand it...but at least i got my kingman and tammy with me...but even with them...i still can't stand waking up at 530 every single morning walking to the mrt station at 620 and sitting in the train for more then 30 mins staring at the person opp. me... and sometimes earning miserable dollars...but aniway i worked for fun so money isn't the issue....
the thing is....i hate dragging myself out of bed each morning...and i tink i've earned enough money but i dun seem to be enjoying my money.... :'(
wad shld i do........? -_-
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