Hello people...

I've no idea why my blog background is in such a condition but i've no time to go change it.. mayb during my hols...

ANYWAY BIG SHOUTOUT TO ONE AND ALL...
I haven't really really chated with anyone in particular, not even my family since i came, so pls don't feel left out.
Even KYENNE LEE and JAMIE NG came down and i feel like i didn't really talk to them much or my heart wasn't really here... There's like so much work to do, i feel deeply drowned in the pool but i can't die... How sad right?

Ok anyways i am sick of writing and essay, i'm gonna write about a dream...

I've got a repeated dream of people going on a scaffolding trolley-lift thing and then them falling off. Its really scary but yes i had the same dream. It started off as a picnic scene, at the playground downstairs of where i live in Singapore and we were enjoying ourselves when suddenly, someone close to me a guy (not sure who, cause i don't recognise the person) when on the scaffold, all of us were saying its dangerous, but he wanted to change or do something. The next thing i looked up and saw the scaffold swinging really violently with him smiling down at me. As if knowing what was going to happen next, even before anything happen i had this sinking deep down into the pit of my stomach feeling, i turned my back towards him and walked home and he came crashing down. I heard screams behind me and i heard the thud of his body but i walked back home to his room. Next scene was everybody crowding around the room in our own worlds and i was sooo devastated i couldn't cry nor speak, the feeling in that room was so heavy and i felt a hand on my shoulder, thinking it was my dad or something i turn around to face nothing! And somehow i knew that i was to follow something/someone/somebody and i walked all the way to where i bought the 2 ducks for him (i don't know why 2 ducks...) and they moved on the table. I knew i had to keep and take them with me and oh my god, i was about to cry but i woke up...

I've never had an entire dream that came to a complete end, but i felt really sad after that...