Fun?

Ha Oprah has definitely been a really influential and inspiring woman...
And therefore, i've answered myself a question there.

Comparing to the days back when i was in lower sec,
i use to have SOOOO much more fun
(Hang in there, that doesn't mean like a whole lot of fun to others, but i was at my peak then)
as responsibility grow, i started becoming serious.

I was actually really affected when one day Mr Cambodian Prince stopped me dead in my tracks,
when he randomly commented,
"teacher you're too serious already"
(well then again he IS ALWAYS climbing over my head)
but he is right, i guess i need to use another method there.

And after Oprah's show today,
i finally know what i miss.
After the YF's outing, i felt kinda leftout.
not becoz i've no friends but leftout as in i was included in the Fun.
Its not because i wasn't included by my team or organisers but becoz i chose not too.

Its really hard to break myself out of myself this days.
I complain about meetups with friends being really chore-like.
Well i made it that way and thats how it turns up...
Since having so much time on my hands now,
its time to learn to have FUN!
(pardon the ugly face,but the expression shows it all)