Quosy...

I invented a new word..
just went out with Cuzzie,
we talked...
ALOT!

but after that i feel quosy,
an unexplanable feeling...
i feel alone yet very blessed,
happy yet sad,
angry yet forgiving,
queasy in the stomach yet ok,
feeling of not wanting to binch yet wanting to bloat...

i've nv felt this way before...
i think its that ball of hair picture in my blog!
hahaha, then again it might be the many things i want to say,
but don't know how to,
many feelings that i'm feeling but not sorted out,
the nothingness of holidays where i've got nothing to do.
and the future of what that i am to become.

Lord take away this feeling,
and just fill me with the most sufficient YOU!