Testimony

I've finally realized, i haven been writting anything nice. Like totally none, aniway to share something with all of u who read my blog and to the person i guess will noe he/she is.

Yup basically last nite after watching TV until 130am, i knew it was time to slp coz i had to be up and early for service (worship prac), mayb becoz my sis wasn't home last nite, i tossed till bout 145 and suddenly had the urge to pick up my purpose driven life, which i do not noe for wad reason stopped at chapter 35 (i left with 5 chapters and din continue to read it -_-). Ya aniway, after reading finish half of tt chapter, it suddenly hit me real hard! It was really scary, i was quite freaked out la...

A lil' background knowledge here : 3 gurls, they were best of frendz almost inseparable, they had normal quarrels but it normally ended up fine, but juz 2 yrs after they knew each other, they broke ties with one of the gurls becoz of a major misunderstanding??? haha...ya aniway soon things started happening...(btw one of the gurls is me la) i soon felt tt the close frend who was on my side, was becoming too attach to me, and ya i treated her kinda badly. My fault i admit, may God forgive me for sinning! Ya and i kinda made up with the other frend we fought with becoz i thought it wasn't good to hold grudges for another yr since we were gonna be like in the same class...ya at this time the frendship was all kinda shaky.

After realizing my mistake i tried to make it better to the gurl whom i treated badly, i tried making things up like asking her out and stuff like tt. But to my surprise, i had a really long chat with someother frendz and realized tt she has been toking about stuff behind my back, and said really mean stuff about my other close frend, honestly speaking till this very day, i haven contacted her. Basically wad i am trying to say is tt, no matter how much i keep saying to myself forget it and not get in contact with her animore, i had this really heavy burden in me, i care about her too much tt i try to get every detail tt she tries to do behind my back.

well... this is wad i read yesterday : (extracted frm Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren)
"If you fail to fulfill your God-given missions on earth, you will have wasted the life God gave you...... There are people on this planet whom only you will be able to reach, because of where you live andwhat God has made you to be. If just one person will be in heaven because of you, your life will have made a difference for eternity."

After reading this the passage above, this verse "Go to the people of all nations and make them my disciples. Baptize them in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, and teach them to do everything i have told you Matt 28:19-20." finally made sense to me...

and after sooo many bible studies, messages and stuff like tt, i finally kept quiet and listen to wad God was telling me, its time i forgive and forget wad my frend has done, and she didn't do it on purpose either, i mean hey which human nv ever said something bad about anione, i noe i hav! so ya so i have no rights to get frustrated over tt. So once again, i wld like to apologise to this frend of mine, whom i once again treated so badly! and ya after reading this i hav a favour for u i hope u wun reject. and ya still frendz? :)