i'm so proud of myself..

lots happened today...
for once, my music exam is screwed.. as in the one in NAFA not ABRSM

but its replaced by feelings of joy during dance..haha i've got to say this again...Nurul, we rock :)
*double grins*
and no dun get me wrong here, everyone did a great job! i mean i totally enjoyed dance lesson!

and then again, this feelings of joy is soon covered by...
argh theatre exams tomoro, memorise like hell lot of stuff...

but then again, pls enjoy my pictures,i love them, i will juz upload la, some photos no time to photoshop i will leave them as it is.. and yes i tink my photography has improved a wee bit hee hee :p



my masterpieces..i tink its really nice, thanks Mann for the baby breaths ar...i tink i still prefer taking flowers haha...


the late nights and spending of time together is all worth it


finally i see u after ur exams love u!


din photoshop this, us and our baby breaths, credits to Manna!

i love my "chiley"

hahaha... love her sooo much, after sooo many yrs i tink we're still the best of frendz together with june! but ya its not tt we left june out, but chelle stays near me so we kinda like meet late in the nite and stuff, no guys around so can't send june home, otherwise we wld hav called her...then can 38 together :) Musketeers will meet as soon as my exams end 0_0 panda eyes...u guys come my huse more often can? otherwise...hahaha chelle u noe rite...hai... *shakes head (my dilemma)

i've got sooo much stories to tell..and chelle(btw those new to me or my blog her name is michelle) haha she read my 06/10/01 diary entry, as in my real diary book...hahhaa juz alil something frm inside, yes theres watermelon skin in it...haha shan't elaborate..u wanna noe more of wad we did, check out her blog frm my link and no she din exactly say wad i wrote, sorry for the disappointment :)

By the way theres this sickening lizard in my huse which causes an obstruction into the kitchen, i wanted watermelon, i juz had to bear tt i am walking thru an entrance of lizards... (*Sends shivers up my spin juz tink of it)

down to music, theatre and POM exam we shall overcome!

its 1:15am

i haven studied or touched sound and lighting yet...

juz finished my ppt not long and juz started on my 1500 report..

i'm sooo dead...good results?(ha dream on)

super exhausted..

is it lack of slp? PMS? things are all wrong...

a swirly, cloudy mind, isn't wad i need now...

hmmm....

hai...

i'm pissed...

but ya its my fault for not checking earlier!

*shake my stupid head*

a faraway land~

oh i miss those days,
come to tink bout it, i kinda like living in my own world.

although being in and popular is nice, who doesn't like it?

then again, i was watching Heidi or some cartoon (the one we watch when we were young, can't exactly remember wads the title of it, btw, its a long time since i sat infront of the TV). Its really nice to live in the countryside, though u wun get to know the "in" things or get to go shopping or wadever.

u get to stay and do things at ur own pace and the thing is with loved ones all around u, it did be sooo warmth. I wonder if heaven is juz like tt...

like Nurul said, i'm sick and tired of busy schedules and running around.
nots all bad, heres some photos ;)


so sad, clare, will and i went to island creamary... and this is wad we saw.. :'(


looks like neoprint...hahaha like this photo, not my editing but ya the photo itself


untouched & nice, but i grew rounder :(

Thanks Clare (:

Haha thanks so much Clare for coming all the way down to BB to teach me photoshop and i've gotten quite a few skills frm her! (Will show u simple stuff tt i've done later) will treat u to something nxt time... love ya!

I had an enjoyable ride with dale today! We sat in many buses and like chatted and chatted hahahaha! u really hit me rite on the spot la! this gurl has seen rite thru me already...


1st photo i took since my camera recovered


ar i learnt how to do this!!

1st few pictures..

i juz love my camera, will upload a few photos to life-en my blog up, its getting a bit too wordy...

aniway today... no yesterday was the last day of PRODUCTION! like thank God and like finally! honestly speaking, its onli when i'm super stonned mood or tired or stressed will i get alil' crazy, but ya being crazy is FUN :)

i tell u, tt 2 stupid dance mats were on the trolley and they rolled over my foot! though it wasn't tt painful as u tink it wld be, combining the weight of both mats i tink it got to be at least 1000KG. my foot is alright now.

and its super hilarous working with Lan Lan(aka my liu liu)...hahaha!! she is super cute la... and we caught somebody kissing ferociously and they din realise we were there at all..hahahaha


ying ping, vivi, mann and me.. the really tired 4..


i like this photo, nice colours


andre wong! hahaha so long nv take photo with him. Send me photos!!


my artistic shot, like this, its my wallpaper.

aniway, a random thought as i was sitting on the bus yesterday to school.

passing by orchard on a sunday afternoon
packed with ppl...
looking at how everyone dresses
thinking y do ppl meet up in orchard to shop?
looking at young ppl these days (including me)
there is endless clothes,accessories,books,food,technology,bags,shoes to buy
y in the world do we still need to go shopping for?
these things wun last forever, y do we still buy?
wads the meaning of buying branded stuff and non branded stuff?
y do ppl look down on ppl who dun own branded stuff?
y is everything so overrated this days?

y?y?

2nd funny incident

aside frm panda eyes and stoning

heres wad happened.

*in the dark
Concentrating on the nxt plotting of dance
"Ka-la-bok"
House lights were switched on
Everyone turning to the back
Who fell?
Silence...*

hahaha super funny...tt poor fella din realise there was no railing there and walked right through the hole and fell. The funniest thing, everybody was asking who fell and nobody could answer and the person din make a slightest whimper...

ok mayb its not funny, but inside that blackbox, theres really nothing much then hearing them say "Chi Fan le!" (time to eat)

The stone is back

*Making yourself comfortable in the red seat
Telling yourself, the black box is kinda small
Air con kinda cold
Waiting for the musical/dance/show to start
People strolling in
The light goes down
Taking out pen and paper
Wondering what the worst course and worst teacher you have becoz i need to do a report
Wondering what time its gonna end
Thinking of what to eat for supper
Goes home when it ends
Critiquing the whole show, bout the music, dancers, lights, how much you like the performance
Passes the homework up the following week*

Have you ever wondered how many times muz u put the plateform for ppl to sit properly? did you know tt focusing the lights is tedious? do u know bringing the genie lift on the dance mat might spoil it? do u know the drapes/curtain muz be sprayed with some oil thingy tt prevents fire from burning the whole thing down? you know the floor muz be swept and mopped before putting the dance mat? do you know ppl might not think of wat u ar thinking? do u noe before the whole production starts u need to publicise to others, sometimes calling individul organisation and getting scolded by them? do u noe the curtains muz be tied by hand? do u noe sometimes the placing of something muz be corrected till perfect? do u noe that a lot of coordination, a little less grumbling, a lil' less slp and a whole lot of understanding is involved in one not so big production?

i think after this busy production which really din make me feel excited or happy tt i am in it(talk about the panda eyes and sores frm my back, shoulders,arms and legs!), i've realised that it is tough being a stage manager. I'm kinda more worried for myself, what if this things happen to me if i stage a production? what can i do if these situation arises? Although i was kinda pissed at first but i tink the Lord put me there for a reason, even though it means having half a good Friday free and working on Sabbath day...

it juz makes me wonder, what have i placed myself in? My future wld be working irregular hours and having more problems i can ever face in my life.

its been real high for me this week...not tt i really enjoy it but ya...

1st funny incident:
was talking to miranda and mann, i wanted to say "Shen Jing" (bible) but i forgot how to say it and i ended up saying "yue jing" (erm...hahaha its best not to know) ok fine, i did be put to hell for tt but ya i really really forgot...i've totally got to blog this down :p

actually, i tink tts the funniest, during the many breaks tt we hav, me and mann started doing weird stuff, will upload it when i am much more refreshed...can't remember wad other incidents were there...

i've nv been this dead tired before, not even the previous yr YF camp was as tiring as this...

Lord provide me with mental and physical strength for the rest of this weeks.
P.S: Lord, get rid of my panda rings 0_0

Tra lala~

hahaha my camera is back... has some weird yeeek and waaaak sound when the lens goes in and out.. is tt suppose to be normal? it wasn't this noisey last time...

aniway THANKS to Kai Wen, he taught me the shutter speed, manual settings for the camera and the aperture size thingy for the camera. I juz realised (thanks to kai wen once again) tt my camera is high end, coz its a low end SLR camera, can do lots of functions...SUPER COOL la! first time i feel really proud of myself! coz everybody this days wan a slim camera, but wad gd is it when the functions ar limited and the megapixels during tt time were lower. the best thing is, u can "Zhi Lian" with my camera coz the lens can rotate hahahaha!

in conclusion.... Cannon ROX my socks!

I shld be super busy now, but ya the way to destress is to get my mind off trying to finish everything but to focus on one topic, so ya i'm gonna finish 3 things tonite :
1) memorise light and sound diagram
2) write out the music definations and all tt
3) Print out CW individual thing on coloured paper.

Pray for me ppl, tt i can get a full day leave on Friday to celebrate easter... :'(

oh ya, juz to let u in on somthing tt happened in the wee hours of Sunday morning, i had a nightmare. I woke up a lil' too early so fell back asleep onli finding myself too deep into the dream.

it was something like the pre-rapture (before the 2nd coming of Christ). Its yrs later, where technology ar a bit higher.theres this spaceship thingy which can ferry cars across long bridges becoz of traffic jam to a certain place. aniway, i have very vake memory of it now, but i remember thunder storm so strong it shattered the glass of classroom and the glass wounded alot of people. Chaos was everywhere, many ppl dying, and it was freaky.
i remember waking up wide awake and too afraid to slp on, not wanting to feel wad i've juz felt...

Tickle test...

Daiyan, you're a Best Buddy

Need help figuring out which shoes look cuter with which outfit? You're the girl to call. Friendships are top priority in your list of things to do — you check in regularly, hang out all the time, and you probably never get tired of your closest pals.

So when someone is heading to the hair salon for a big cut, you'll go and hold their hand. Heck, you'll even pitch in for the dull stuff — like scary appointments to get braces. No matter what you and your friends are up to, you're in it for the long haul. Your specialty is putting the needs of others over your own. Best part is, your friends make sure to do the same.


Today i juz feel like taking lots of stupid online tests...
and i realised i shldn't stay moody...i used to be like nv down and out and i nv got this moody in my life...i am happy go lucky...shall remember tt life is short and i shld make the best out of it :)
Come on ppl chill and be cool hahaha(Nurul muz learn frm Zhi long)

This is to Kev...

a good frend
a brother easy to reach...
although with different sides of him
always claiming to have a harden heart

he is a super special frend

like i've said la, it wasn't until the day you are going is nearing then i really thought bout it... its really scary tt u ar going in sooo soon! oh well, will be praying for u and do take care :)

uh OH!

sorry in advance to peeps around me...

i feel my tempermental self coming back... assignments and more assignments, productions and more productions?! gosh i tink u can kill me now.. can?

:(

very subjective topic...

my walk with the Lord is finally back in pace...

hav been spending money lately, have been broke lately, have been searching for answes lately..

well my answer to myself which might help some of you:

- Primary source in having a relationship with God, prayers and reading of his Holy Word
- Been really materialistic these few years
- Realised that what i need and want is fully paid and kept waiting for me up in heaven (why waste money on nonsensical stuff tt i can keep only here on earth)
- oh and one more, when tempted, flee immdiately, like Joseph (story frm the bible)

hahaha ok all of u ppl are withnesses to what i've juz typed, so ya.. no going on spending spree which is my greatest temptation!

sometimes i wonder...

quite alot of ppl really dun understand me at all...
oh well...its been this way since i dunno when so ya...

and who says pilates is not vigourous? MY gosh i seriously am undertonned in all areas of my body!