"Prisoners" of hope

still slowly reading on the book "me and my big mouth"

came across this phrase frm the bible on
Zechariah 9:12.
Return to your fortress, O prisoners of hope; even now I announce that I will restore twice as much to you.

the author continued saying tt as "prisoners of hope", we must be filled with hope, we must think hope, and we must talk hope. Hope is the foundation on which faith stands!

yeps aniway i love my peeps (cuzzie, the sisterhood, the staircase banana bunch, me church mates, ex-2B peeps and theres more to mention!) aniway juz wanted u guys to enjoy some of the wonderful snapshots i took!


my favourite picture of me and nurul! my photo taking buddy while doing project..oops


the lamest staircase banana bunch gang..


these ar my peeps on the staircase


yeps my cuzzie wuzzie grabbing a bite at NYDC wheelock...


the onli sisterhood photo i've got...

artist..mmm...

haha today's dance class was pretty cool...we got to see the dancers move juz by looking at a picture, they were to come out with movements of what came out in their mind when they saw the pictures...

sometimes's i really admire artist, they can portray their feelings thru their paintings... sigh unlucky me i can't draw for nuts... no wonder i nv know how to express my feelings (even my teacher says i've got no musical sense) oh wells...

enjoy the pictures! :)


Razo's backup singing training class... "hao la"


mesmerized by the beautiful toilets... look at both our retarded faces (btw tts mann and i am woman and tt is a rubbish bin)...


i wanted all ur photos so ya chose one without my face, aniway tts gundu, banana and Sha! hahaha wonderful bunch..

P.S :church ppl, u guys wan photos, i will be burning a CD and passing it around, get hold of it for more photos

NAFA peeps : u guys one photos gotta catch me online ya!

sha la la

haha juz looking and sophs blog reminds me of all the happy times we had together...hey peeps if u wan photos come find me ya...i've got tons of them...haha!

aniway i like Shaggy's you're my darling angel, it starts with a "thump", "bang bang bang"... tt stupid thing has scared me like dozen of times in the bus...suddenly i will bolt upright and the person beside me will juz look at me...tt sound is so loud and shocking after the previous (i can't remember wad song izzit) melodious song...

i tink my piano exam has been a good wake up call, i've realised wad a failure i hav been, sleeping away the days of my life, i am not gonna fail animore, i am gonna work hard, wadever it is... i dun like tt feeling after coming out of the examination room to feel all down in the dumps...I'm gonna release the yan-ti-tude in me (:

its good!

i dunno but it seems tt this Grade 6 exam was nv meant to be....first of all i booked the studio super late, then i forgot to go for exams (seriously nv in reality hav i forgotten any exams,onli in my dreams) ,i rushed down with a cab for the exams but was late, my mum was sending me my books so she was taking a cab too. Look at how much money i hav wasted?

ok then thank God there was a retest.it didn't seemed to be good either, once again, i told myself to be out of the huse by 10, but unfortunately i was late once again, then it was on the taxi tt i've realised i forgot my ABRSM proof paper (actually i din need it but i didn't noe so i rushed back to get it), then i was almost late for my exams, but thank God once again, i reached there almost "A MINUTE" early..

i was on my toes already, and when i went in.... i blanked out... ya i guess u noe the rest of the story... i wldn't pray for God to help me pass it though, coz tt wld juz be bluffing myself, i mean i noe i am not up to a Grade 6 standard...i will try harder nxt yr! :)

Me and my Big Fat mouth

haha, nope...if u ar tinking i juz spilled something juicy out...well guess again...

this is actually another book i am currently reading by Joyce Meyer...2 things which i wanna quote is really meaningful, i juz read it onli...so ya...(btw currently nose bleeding again, ate too much marie biscuit, is tt how u call them... :p)

1. We are to be living epistles, read of all men (2 Cor 3:2 KJV)
it is actually telling us tt we shldn't only always correct or say bout others when we are not even doing the ways of God, in other words asking somebody to be Christ-like when we are not even practising it...

2. Always be full of joy in the Lord; i say it agin rejoice! Let everyone see that you are unselfish and considerate in all you do. Remember tt the Lord is coming soon. Don't worry about anything, instead pray about everything; tell God your needs and don't forget to thank him for his answers (Philippians 4:4-6 TLB)
Make it a daily challenge, you and i not to complain or find fault with anything. This does not mean we don't correct situations that need to be corrected. It doesn't mean that we live with our heads in the clouds and pretend nothing negative exists. It simply means that we make it our goal in life to be as positive as possible.
Don't complain when complaining does no good.
First the attitude adjustment then the fruit of the lips will change.

I will take up this challenge! and yep i remember tt i hav piano exams on MONDAY (self reminder)

defination...

now i know how it feels to be traumatised... i was on the train today and my itchy back got off frm leaning on the glass for a while...then i caught sight of someone's legs sprawled on the floor...

as bz body as i am, i took a peep, to my horror i saw a traumatised woman staring into space and in pain...with a bloody blouse and face...i tink i was am traumatised by a traumatised woman...(if u get wad i mean)...i tink its really freaky, i can't forget tt scene until now, and it keeps replaying...and its really sad to see tt scene..i dunno, aniway when the lady looked me in the eye, i juz froze......

thank you guys for this special sunday!

haha, ok it started out with a an outing to kranji war memorial with my cell members...

unfortunately june wasn't there with us... sobx...it was a nice place...

then it was sports at NP...

while watching the soccer match..


our team came back as winners in our eyes, coz they had done a great job, and i still dun like tt stupid donald duck...


then it was dinner (an awaiting surprise for me)... a birthday party at macdonalds...oh my gosh after 17 yrs my first time celebrating there...how embarrassing but alls good. and i did lots of silly stuff...and i do not like vodka.. oh but thanks really, i enjoyed myself, too tired to even do anithing when i reached home...

here's terrence singing a love song to me as a forfeit for "zhong ji me ma"

birthday??

mmm, 2nd time watching the fireworks for NDP, well onli tt yesterday i wasn't in the stadium but outside, where we almost get to see nothing... man were there many ppl and many love birds and many gun powder shooting around...

which all ended with bowling, it was great fun, but i've realised i've lost touch with the ball...

aniway yesterday was my bday, but it felt like another day, i rotted thru the whole day, which ended with my 3 best buddies, june chelle and kenneth, who bought me a cake and ya we played with candles..juz wanna thank aso the following ppl, Shan shan for wishing me happi birthday almost one week in advance, Zhao hee for being the first to msg me at 12am, june(church) for sending 4 msges to me...and all of the others who wished me a happi birthday! thanks to Jac and i tink shld be Jac's whole family for the lil' gift they gave to me, really a big thank you! and too my long childhood frend Lois, she is the best man!

God bless all of yer! :)

aimless...

i feel rather aimless recently and i feel tt i hav been living a life of irony...i mean like i hav told ppl bout not to judge others....but everyday i learn more bout wad i do, if u were to answer u truthfully now whether i have walked my walked and toked my toked in Christ, i tink i onli noe how to tok but not know how to walk...i hav and still is judging ppl, so guys if i ever judge anione again pls tell me...

i've aso come to understand how it feels when i always say i dun like ppl to stick to me...i mean like recently i hav started to tink bout the ppl around me, like isn't it cool if ppl like to stick to u? tt means u ar somebody they ar able to look up to and not tt they wan to leech u or anithing, so sorry peeps for those whom i hav shunned (especially my dear frend whom i hav hurt badly last yr)..i tink i was always tinking of joining the bigger grp and stuff like tt...i guess i was trying too hard..

sometimes i juz hate myself for doing stuff like tt, i wonder wad izzit, mayb its juz me? i noe i still do treat some ppl badly,but i try so hard not too...Lois once said tt "silence is golden" i really look up to tt phrase although she said,"its not true sometimes". i mean for me i tink i really shld juz shut up and mind my own bizness and shldn't discriminate or judge others...

mmm..really aimless everyday, i dunno wad i am doing animore....

happening~~

haha wow i had a really great week!

was gonna blog it days ago, but i fell asleep with my laptop switched on till morning...haha too tired already...

FOP was great..met a few ppl whom i hav not seen for quite some time already, din see some...very hot and sweaty when queuing to go in...

juz love these YFers who i always hang out with man (like wad sophs say u guys rock my socks)...though we argue and all but i dun put it to heart... ;o)

sighz...

what do i look forward to everyday? Good question...

Approaching...

how do i come be4 the Lord? Wad if i am standing in front of him, facing my judgement, wld i be ready?

i tink i will be sooo screwed... Going back to the Father...

dying blog...

NV and i mean NV play blindman's buff at any fitness area, my both legs hav big bruises which ar swollen! man...and a cut tt still hurts...sigh...

aniways, many dengue cases here, got bitten a few times, wonder whether its a dengue mozzie...having a very sore throat too...

Holding on to the Lord...

lecturers gone mad!

man, the lecturers ar showing their true colours already... quite scary, yet entertaining...but i hope it doesn't go on... funny sch, funny ppl, coming out all funny funny...

the story of the poor octopusy...

in conjunction with the new blog skin, i will tell a story...

haha one day 2 gurls went shopping, they had great fun.
after a very exhausting search for clothes they felt hungry, so they went to a jap restaurant and ordered bento sets..

tempura set


and ebi fry set.



as u can notice one bento has octopuses and the other with none, becoz one of the gurls tink tt octopuses ar disgusting to be eaten... so well the other one adores those octopuses so....


this very cute octupusy got eaten by this really cute monster too...



oops :x... haha nothing better to do la...so here u go the story of the poor octopusy. :)