its gd...

E.I.C gig = Fantastic




i tink its time for me to go back to my anti social self...i feel sick to my stomach
and like Nurul said keep myself busy(with work not frendz)...
Sara- i tink i found my answer "none"... will tell u the nxt time we meet...
Need to run back to the altar

Choo Choo~

i am up to my head with assignments...

still i managed to squeeze in time for lots of socializing *hur hur*

Yesterday

there was the HKMB at Taka


ppl missing in the photo were, Evlyn, Shan Shan, Jia Wen and Qing Yi

then it was off to HRC


it wasn't great fun at the beginning...but ya turned out alright...

Today

In School right after our music re-test


Wad a relieve...but its off to the nxt class!

then it was gym with my cuzzie!


its been quite some time since we last met up and i noe u wun believe it but we spent like 2hrs inside the gym, Gosh...

and NOW , time for me to slp i'm tired...

Outing and more outings!

i'm lovin it...

last sat it was eventful...
1st took my theory grd 8 exam at this super nice hotel called, M Hotel.
think i wld pass, even if i fall i tink i did fall it by a few marks as usual...
2nd went to meet my HKSS 4D'04 classmates! my gosh... like so long nv meet them already....

sigh... all getting older and business-ey...
Chelle u missed out on a really good outing...

its tt week again!

ARGH...

dance assignment tomoro!!
Theatre handouts MUZ finish by this week
Theatre exam(with partner) by this sat
ABRSM Grd 8 theory exam 11th March Sat 2pm @ M hotel

*Tries to remain compose*

Reminder to ppl who reads my blog, pls remind me on Fri i've got an exam on Sat thanks in advance :)

:) :) :) :)

HAPPI BIRRTHDAY JON :)

oops forgot to post it before 12...oh well it was wonderful....

we ate at Outback, at Millenia Walk and we had this super scrumptious chocolate banana cake... I tell u if i ain't tt full i wld like finish every single part of tt cake...My gosh!

aniway it was a nice bday...aniway i've realised tt when i bring my cam, i take zero pictures, when i dun hav my cam...its always a need during tt period... Bringing it this sunday, pls wear nicer ppl, so i can take a nice shot!

to my dearest frend, some times answers can't be found... its not till we meet God that it can be answered...i guess juz one advice frm me...u've gotta learn to trust, seriously. Not everybody wants to cheat u and sometimes (even myself included) we fall short of the glory. Its juz how we get to grow stronger in Christ!

i juz love all my frendz, they ar all different and come from different backgrounds but i love all of them. REALLY :)

its like 2:30am!

here's wad my frend told me

"hey...remember..rise up to where God intended u to be...much further than u can imagine"

i will keep tt as an encouragement and starting point to start my battle once again...and i will go forth this time!

=P Manna

hahaha typo error on the previous post...

Sorry Mann but i really think tt typo is super cute can!

"Manna" and the way u tagged "when did my name become manna?" hahahahaha u really made my day...

coz i've been doing sooo much today i haven't smiled and i was juz bored so i came online and i saw this.. and ITS SUPER CUTE...

i'm gonna leave tt post as it is.. but get this clear ppl... her name is Mann (pronounced as man) but she is a pretty lil' darling NOT A MAN for goodness sake...can't ppl hav unique English names?! And Manna is onli meant for me to call...hahaha oops :x

i can't believe i posted this...oh well just shows how much u ar involved in my life...love u gurls!

juz bored

Your dress style :Elegant

yada yada yada

Your dress style:
Your philosophy on style emphasizes on understated beauty: well put-together outfits and makeup that are timeless but ultra-feminine at the same time. You're not especially fanatical about buying the latest fashionable apparel, but you can be very particular about the finer details of your clothes: how it drapes on you, the colours and designs, etc

*Manna and Nurul i tink u guys hav to agree on tt last line ar!

man am i bored...

Good News or Bad News?

I have been accepted by FOH customer service for the internship programme at Esplanade.

During tt week, i need to commit myself to esplanade (means putting down YF and social life). Yes its everyday there till bout late nite for some days.

Good or Bad?

i ain't sure either. Good for my future, bad that it will hindle with my walk with God when i think i'm already stumbling.... :(

the race never stops

Life as it is...

I think i made too many committments...

Theory Exams
Theatre Exams
Theatre Assignments
Theatre Presentation
Arts Awareness Assignment

All to be done in March

Concert Practice Assignment x2
Final Exams

Due in April

Things in church, my walk with the Lord, Vocal classes with Razo, Grade 8 theory exams, Grade 7 practical Exams, (Hopefully) internship with esplanade in June, YFers participation with missions and evangelism (adults), practising my piano(honestly haven been doing tt for the past 2 yrs), and even committment for things tt happen spontaneously..haiz where do i start...

talk about social life...
even tt is a problem.. when i am hanging out, i keep thinking wad am i doing hanging out when i hav so much work and i feel tt i neglact my other frendz(church mates, NAFA mates, Ex2B, old frendz).
then when i am with other grp of frendz i miss these other grp of ppl.

i think i enjoy being anti-social... no gulity conscience and the freedom to do anything at any time of the day..then again...

aniway praise the Lord, i've not gotten first in something for a long long time! sorry to boast a lil' i've got daisies and coz i got good grades for theatre..no time for complacency, its gonna get tougher frm here..


kev's new striking specs (they ar really nice..i tink i haven said tt since i met you)


we're the top 3 (conincidently we wore black and denim bottoms and sat in the same row when we got our lil' price) Love you girls... AM1B lets strive to be top 15 in all the subs!


juz fiddling with my cam, i tink they ar really pretty (thanks ms Josephine)

i feel like running away from myself...

full yet empty...

going thru the stress period, pls understand ppl...tt i might get moody, then a lil' crazy and sometimes i go overboard...i apologise before hand :)

this few days, ima juz walking down places, streets filled with people
walked down a pub
walked down hotel 81
walked down juz another cafe/hotel
walked down a coffee house

its juz seeing ppl leading different lifes.
gurls with mini skirts, hunky guys with hugh cars...
people chatting with frendz over coffee or dinner...
wheres life leading me too?

wad if i become blind one day?
i sit sooo close to the TV,
i read while lying down..
i tink i'm bound to hav eye probs when i'm old

wad if i die of some uncurable disease?
will i be able to accept it?

oh there i go "wad if - ing" again
its juz scary tt time passes sooooo fast...
ppl minding their own bizness
and as wad my darling chelle wrote
"everyone cares for themselves, and tts juz the way it is"
sigh this is wad the earth has become?

i wonder wad i'm looking for, Lord i need you!


a rainbow (its been acones since i last saw one...wad luck!)

WARNING: OVERLOADED!

looks like it ain't juz my blog which is gonna be stagnant ppl, daiyan's social life is gonna be stagnant too! no outings no meetings for now... :(

I want to run to the altar
and catch the fire

For my Dear Frend

you noe who u ar my dear...

this website is for u...
you can call me naggy u can avoid this topic frm all of us...
but i am concerned for u...

i am calling you out for a big DINNER BASH!

this website is for u!
http://www.shoppinglifestyle.com.sg/beauty/article.asp?id=53

i hav decided!

ok this blog is giving me too much distraction... I need to really stop going online often, stop going out at nite and start studying and focusing on God and the YF.

*ATTENTION* to all
this blog will remain here, but dun ask me to update it...it will onli be updated when i wan too. wanna noe wads happening around me there is friendster, i will post the newest photos as soon as i can there..if i hav stuff to say i will still blog.

In conclusion,blog stays stagnent :)

aniway new yr has been the same like every yr for me, juz tt this yr i din stay in my Grandfather's huse but in my Uncle's huse. Spent like alot of my time in the car and watching stupid DVDs (as in shows were super boring or totally trash it material)

Updates on my family... well i've got a new niece, she is so super cute and small! the older sister i've found out has like gigantic eyes (almost like Shandy's but i tink slightly bigger). And the eldest sister is hyper active... But i like them all! ar its nice to know u ar "gu-gu"(aunty) once in a while...

can't stand it, muz upload some pictures of them! By the way these cousins ar all on my dad's side..



tts my niece ying hang(i dun really noe how to spell but it sounds like "bank" in chinese)


Now this is her sister ying chun (i dunno the spelling either) she has super duper big eyes!


Ooow...dun u juz adore this, she is the youngest... (sorry but i can't remember her name)she slps alot!


my cuzzies, we went thru 2 gruelling days...hahaha kidding we got to see our niece :)


Dig this! my Aunt's huse has chandeliers. And tt huse is super huge! its 3 stories high, with a staint glass tt stretches frm the 1st to 3rd floor!

Oh and the high light? my dad and uncle bought fire crackers, since i said i wanted to see them(actually i wanted the fire works i dunno y my dad bought crackers). Aniway i Uncle who lighted it didn't pull open the crackers so while i was bout to take my camera, i heard like a 3 second "Pop...Pop.........POP" (silence)...... ya i missed the whole thing...and it onli sounded for 3 full seconds?!!

good or bad?

mmm...shld be slping by now..i've realised i can't stay up late anymore... After december, its like the latest i slp is wad 1:30am?

well my mind is starting to wonder again...
1. What ar blogs for?
2. I kinda miss the good ol' days (what am i doing?)
3. I dun feel like i am doing anything as Chair. Where to start?
4. I think i am wasting time away... but how do i make myself efficient?
5. Whats my future?
6. Am i having a close relationship with God?
7. What am i doing typing these?

oh well this proves tt its time to slp...and forget bout all these...so much to say...so much i've done...i guess i can close down this blog...i seldom use it anyway...

one thing i wanna share, i dun agree now when ppl say blogs ar online diaries.. Diaries ar private stuff...and this is sooo public to everyone.. I juz update this regularly..or now mayb seldom is becoz its here and i dun wanna juz leave it as it is...